wooohh..
its the last day of 2008 le bahs..
goin to lyke stay at home to celebrate it bahs..
actualli..
i doesnt realli mean anythin to me..
dunno bahs..
still kind of realli no mood for anythin..
at home now..
alot of ppl went to chalet..
so do my bro..
sis goin out to celebrate tonight...
but im just gonna stay at home.
hahas..

realli school ish lyke gonna start...
and realli startin to get busy if im not wrong bahs..
tuition startin this comin sunday bahs.
here's my tuition date..
e-maths:wednesday night...7.30pm to 9pm..
a-maths:sunday evening...4pm to 5.30pm..
hahas..
and today..
mr peh msg me ask me to call him.
and so i called him..
den he wants to meet all of us sec 3's right after school ends on friday..
hahas.
wonder wad ish he gonna tell us man!!
hahas..
den he also told me tat we will have 2 training per week..
ahhhh...
a big big SHOCK!!!
den he told me another thing..
shall keep it as a secret soon will find out on friday..
it got nothin to do with cca bahs..
but wad he told me gave me a big SHOCK too..
its somethin which i did not predict before..?
lol..

hahas..
must finish M.E.S shirt design by today..
so i can bring it to school on friday to see how it goes..
lol..
its simple..
realli simple..
cos im not tat complicated..?
hahas..

alright...
tats all for today bahs...
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE..
hope it would be a brand new start for me bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

BYE MY DEAREST PINKII...

just went to bury pinkii...
my dad dug a hole..
den i just put it in...
i totalli cried out bahs...
i dunno why..
i just totalli felt so down..
tats the end of pinkii's life..
bye pinkii...i will miss you forever...
28th december 2008..
[[EILEEN]]

GOODBYE MY BELOVED PINKI...='(

this mornin...

mum woke me up.

and we found out tat pinkii pass away...

he's lyke just 4 years old plus and pass away..

without us knowin why..

its died with an open eyes...

why cant it die prettly..?

he use to be the fattest...

the cutest and the hope guaii one...

but now he's no longer with us..

i wonder why...

he would bare to leave us so quickly...

be frank..

his the one hu i loves the most...

but now tat his gone...

i lost a best friend.

i lost someone hu i care for..

and lost someone to tok to...

hope tat when it reborn..

it would find a good and nice family or wad bahs..

anyway..

sis and bro at malaysia..

so i haven tell my sis yet..

and i dun dare to tell too...

when she comes back..

den spread the news to her bahs..

tats all for today bahs..

im totalli shag down..

byebye..

[[EILEEN]]

feeling realli lazy to upload photos..
so will do it next time bahs..
not in mood to post today..
so tats all bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

HOHOHO...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

finalli..
its christmas...
and finalli..
im feeling much better then the previous few days...
life has been tough throughout this 2 weeks or so bahs...
felt so lyke pathetic luhs...
keep eatin and vomittin..
and i seriously think tat i have to go and see a doctor next week le bahs.
seems tat my stomach ish gettin weaker and weaker..
ahhhh..
but today ish abit better le bahs..
managed to eat..
but not alot.
hope tat this will last..
so tat i wont feel so x.x luhs..
anyway..
i lost alot of weight man..
blahblahblah..
anyway...
today im here to tok bout my entire trip bahs..
photos will be uploaded on the next post..
hahas..

so...

16th december 2008...
was at the airport at around 8pm...
went shoppin with mum inside..
and used the computer inside...
i did blog..
and send an e-mail...
also..
we bought some chocolate so we can eat man..
10.40pm..the plane took off..
and i was lyke sleepin..
felt so UMCOMFORTABLE..
cos the plane totalli...zzz!!!!
it was so humid inside siia..
was lyke goin to die inside there..
but i still manage to sleep with forevers' help...=)

17th december 2008...
reach korea incheon airport at around 6+ am..
its super cold there..
mum and i went to buy the bus ticket...
and manage to board the bus at 6.50am..
the bus was realli comfortable..
and i slept realli well..
the bus trip was lyke 1hr plus..
but i dun mind..
as the seats were much more comfortable than the planes'!!!
and so..
we reach aunty irene hse at around 8 plus bahs..
hahas...
was so suprise..
there was a new dog name JOY!!
hahas..
she was lyke as hyper as agar luhs..
hahas..
so cute both of them..
and wee wee was more social,
teary was skinner..?
feeby was much skinner...and super 谈吃！！！
hahas...
went abit of shoppin in korea..
and buy wad we wanted to eat..
lol...
and our day ended....

18th december...
still shoppin around..
and help my aunty bring up the christmas tree..
hahas..
tat day was lyke so cold outside..
and mum,aunty and i was lyke outside..
puttin up the decorations...and the lightings..
its hard man..
lol..

19th december...
it was the day when i started to fall ill again...
went to pick up uncle peter and family at the hotel..
hahas...
den i started to have motion sickness.
so zzz..
den my aunt blame my mum for everythin..
which made me super pissed off..
but i din say out lehs.
X.x
hahas..

20,21 december..
went shoppin..
walkin around..
and buyin our needs for everythin..
hahas..
bought alot of nice food...snacks.
but this time i never buy alot of things..
just some sweets and for some close friends..
hahas...

22nd december..
was preparin to go to the airport.
managed to board the bus at 1.50pm..
and reach the airport at around 3pm..
but our flight was at 7.30pm..
hahas..
went to eat burger king..
and went inside and walk walk walk
time pass rather fast luhs.
and went onboard the plane..
and i felt so uncomfortable..
and started vomittin again..
felt so zzz...
i vomitted twice on the plane...zzz!!!!

23rd december...
reach sg at 1.15am...
and took our baggage met my dad..
drove uncle peter home..
and we reached home at around 3am in the mornin..
and so..
i was back in sg..
and started to feel sick again..
den so zzz..
mother say wan bring me to doctor..
but i say dun need luhs.
cos i said next week perhaps..
hahas..
hope im gettin better...
cos i dunwan to see doctor luhs!!
LOL!!!
anyway..
tats all for today bahs..
will upload the pics the next time..
byebye...
[[EILEEN]]
我长大了，而我也发现到我根本不需要你的存在。。。

IM FINALLI BACK...

a week has been fun..
but yet..
it has been tough too..
cos it was fun...
but i was lyke keep vomitin over and over again...
due to stomach flu and motion sickness bahs..
haiish..
now still dun realli feel good at all bahs..
zzz...
anyway...
i wont post much today bahs..
cos im feeling super unwell..?
will post tml i suppose..
hahas..
tats all bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

GOODBYE EVERYONE!!!

heyy everyone..
im in the airport now..
hahas..
and usin the com there to blog abit..
as my mother ish still lyke shoppin..
lol..
zzz..
anythin..
will be back only on next tuesday bahs..
hahahas..
will miss alot of ppl..
but cannot say finish all bahs..
hahas..
anyway..
alot of ppl in camp now..
so i also cannot do anythin..
but all i can wish ish everyone to be enjoyin themselves bahs..
hahas..
currently drinkin soymilk bbtea..
hahas..
so fun..
but also super cold siia..

my fingers FREEZING luhs!!
X.x
hahas..
if possible i will post in korea..
if my aunty de com can be used..
hahas..
miss you guys lots and tons..
so miss me too alright!!
byebye...

[[EILEEN]]

3 more days till im leavin...

alright so today wont be goin movies bahs..
maybe on monday..
X.x
now i got nothin to do man!!!
hahas..
den feel super bored..
but think sure got things do de luhs..
wait my dad come home den ask him bring me out l0rx!!X.x
dunno whether can anot..
anyway..
im goin FARM tml siia!!!
den need reach kranji mrt de bus stop at 9am!!!
super early luhs..
but i will enjoy myself realli much..
cos i LOVE FARMS!!!
hahas..
blahblah..
see jing hong go malaysia again..
hahas..
den no one entertain me again!!
ahhh!!
lol..
tats all bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

4more days till im leaving..

wooh..
work was tough today..
and still had to go back to school for some stuff...
super tired now...
im lookin forward to leave sg bahs..
for the veri first time...
dun think tml gonna movie le bahs..
although i wish to go..
but some things happened..
so should be never go bahs..
tats all for today bahs...
[[EILEEN]]


im just like a body who lost it's soul

5 more days till the day im leavin...!!!

wooh!!super cold now man!!
hahas..
today went work..
got alot of things to do..
but dun earn alot siia..
lol.
sadded..
anyway no mood to post now..
hahas..
byebye..!!
[[EILEEN]]

6 more days till the day im leaving...

it has been a week since im down with stomach flu le bahs..
but feeling much better le bahs..
wanted to go watch movie on monday..
but dun think have the chance..??
maybe on sat perhaps bahs..
i dunno...
dunno wads wrong with me today this mornin..
just suddenly cry siia..
cos i lyke cannot sleep..?
den headache..??
LOL!!
kinda of crazy or wad bahs..

den wake up..
and started preparin my luggage for overseas bahs...
feel kinda scared to go..
cos i dunno whether i will lyke get my stomach flu over there again..
dunno why..
this few months..
gettin more and more weaker..
gettin sick more easily and so on..
i dunno bahs..
hahas..
anyway..
my mother cook den i help her.
lastly get burn by oil on finger..
abit only luhs.
so pain siia..
lol..
but not pain now lehs...
WAHAHAS!!!
tml and friday will go back to work again le bahs..
hahas..
although dun reali feel lyke goin to work anymore..
cos kinda veri tired..
but i still decided to go bahs..
LOL!!!

maybe tats all for today bahs..
my flight on tuesday would be at 10pm.?
lol
den will reach there early to use their com bahs..
hahas..
den my mother will go shoppin..
while i do my last bloggin..
lol..
hope will receive some news!!
hahas
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

ting fang and me...end of concertcrowded hall no.1

crowded hall no.2!!

the band members havin some party...?

our group photo...joshua,alex,ting fang,me..joshua[[spoiler of the pic!!!]]

me and ting fang...in canteen when waitin for our daddy!!!

SICKED!!

hahas..

anyway friday din go to work..

but yesterday went back school for the band concert!!

ahahahas..

was rather fun bahs..

but also tiring!!

HAHAS!!!

but i did enjoy myself.

although i was on duty...

anyway..

you noe wad..

im startin to love M.E.S more and more..

although only got lyke 4 of us there yesterday.

but i realli love it bahs!!!

smilex!

everyone was havin somehow alot of fun..??

hahas

anyway im leavin sg soon le bahs...

and wont be lyke spendin alot there..

cos economy ish bad!!

zzz

siianx.

but i also dunno wad to buy too bahs...

siianx..

i feel so tired now..

and i haven even start on my tuition homework yet!!

siianx...

LOL!!!

tat should be all for today!!

hahas

[[EILEEN]]

realli gonna be SICK man!!X.x sobx!!

woooh....
im back postin finalli at night..
din manage to do as wad i planned..
planned to study today..
but too tired siia..
after work...
reached home..
bath watch tv..
and just went to sleep until 7.15pm..
just felt realli tired luhs...
den wake up den eat dinner..
and come use com lehs..
super duper tired..zzz
and super duper giddy man..
ahhhh..

alright..
anyway i dun realli feel anythin anymore le bahs..
maybe still have abit bahs..
but not tat much...
hahas..
cos i noe there's nothin gonna happen..
so i dun have to care so much anymore.
hahas..
just let nature take it course..
HAHAS!!!
我是坚强的。。。
我的人生的所有一切都不在你的掌控之总。。
我不会让你轻易的打败我。。。
因为，我再也不是以前的自己。。。

although there was a period of time when i realli realli felt so hopeless..
but there's someone there for me..
if you realli have loved me...
you wont leave me at the point i needed you the most..
was watchin tv and heard it..
hahas..
so i used it l0rx..

i open up my live to everyone..
but not wondering around ur life..
cos im no longer wastin my life..
on a helpless and it not being able to be controlled..
so life ish mine..
i made my choice..
wad about you..
its good to be positive..
and there ish always a positive side of life..
its just the matter of whether you want to find it anot..
its no point trapin urself in a emo life..
its realli no point..
you wont gain anythin..
and you will never step out of it..
the longer its being dragged..
the harder it ish..

if you got a dream..
just go for it..
stop hesitatin...
life ish short..
you will never noe wad happen next..
so i entrust my life to myself..
not fate..
not anythin...
im the one hu make things happen..
we never try.
we never noe...
no matter how mani times i fall down...
i will stand up again..
im no longer weak..
im no longer under a dark side control..
i controlled myself..
to stay under the sun...

somthings i realli wonder...
why cant a person just be happy...
so tat life wont have any sadness..
and led on with a nice and sweet life..
why must life be so hard...
tats all for today bahs..
byebye

[[EILEEN]]

SUPER DUPER BUSY AND STRESS WEEK!!!!!!

wooh..
realli realli tired for this entire week bahs..
dun think i would be free at all..
my timetable!!!

MONDAY--------do remainin a-maths hw,a-maths tuition 4pm-5.30pm,do e-maths hw...
TUESDAY-------do remainin e-maths hw,e-maths tuition 5.30pm-7pm,rest...
WEDNESDAY---band concert rehearsal 9am-3pm...do a-maths hw...
THURSDAY-----work...8.45am-3pm...by the time i reach home im dead...
FRIDAY---------work...same as thursday,do e-maths hw...
SATURDAY-----band concert..need to be there by 1pm-11pm...one day gone..
SUNDAY--------finish all my tuition hw...hope teacher wont give alot lyke the previous week...

wooh..
a realli realli busy week!!
ahhh..
no time to rest at all..
anyway my tuition teacher ish crazy man..
for a-maths was okayy..only 15 questions..
but for e-maths we have to do 115 qns within a week!!
ahh..
and my everyday was lyke so busy and tiring!!!
make me super duper STRESSED man..
all the algebra...its killin me man!!
hahas..
its not realli hard..
but rather confusin man..
my holiday would be lyke gone just by workin and studyin luhs..
dun realli have time to play..
actualli this week de wednesday...
i goin out with my mother to movies des..
but lastly.
need go back school for rehearsal!!
ahhhh
so dead man!!!
kind of abit sick..
den super giddy...

luckily next week would be the last tuition lehs..
but the week after..
i will be goin overseas lehs..
feel so sad...
febby got kidney failure..
i feel so sad man..
she's so cute..
but she ish the fatest..
hope nothin happens to her..
i pray hard...

ahhhh...
i wanna relax man!!
hahas
tats all for today bahs..
will post on sunday perhaps...
after a long long week!!!
BYE!!

[[EILEEN]]

50th post!!

hahas...
err...
bought alot of new clothes and shoes...
and alot of things happen..
ahhh..
so stressed siia....
the maths ish soooo the hard siia..
make till wo headache sia...
wad the hell..
hahas..
aiya..
dun post today lehs..
next time den post again..
tats all bye!!

[[EILEEN]]

weee!!!!

SEE JING HONG ISH BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas...
last time of believin my horoscope...
cos its realli realli the last time..
i asked someone whether tat person believes in it too..
but i din realli got an reply bahs...
but someone tat person din realli believe it or wad bahs..
its okayy bahs..
i agree with tat person....
fate ish more true perhaps...
tats how i believe too...
无缘的人总是不能在一起的。。。
不管再怎么努力。。。
也不可能会有结果。。。
i believe tat every single person tat we meet..
there ish fate..
but ish just the amount of it..
someone more..
some less..
some are more to friends..
some are more to enemies..LOL!!
some are more to relationship..??
lol..
seriously...
its kind of interestin bahs..
LOL!!!

it depends on how someone thinks..
how someone believe..
and how someone imagines...
anyway...
im gonna movies on wednesday!!!
finalli!!!
LOL!!!
going watch doggie show.
den maybe after tat going meet my mother..?
i dunno luhs..
see first..
LOL!!!

tml would be busy luhs..
got ict den followed by got tuition!!
ahhh
stressed!!!
LOL!!!
anyway...
today went to dinner with brother and sister..
den the rain super duper big luhs!!!
but lastly had a nice meal....
super tired now..
lol..
den now watchin tv!!
wahahas..
okayy bahs..
tats the end!!!
BYEBYE!!!

[[EILEEN]]

woooh...
back posting!!!
anyway..
do you believe in horoscope..??
kind of curious bahs...
cos i somehow believes in it lehs..
but i dun dare to believe also..
X.x..
lol...
hope tat maybe if i believe in it for this time..
the horoscope would be true.??
lol..
actualli its the amount of fate luhs..
lol..
might not be true...
but why not believe it for the sake of pleasure..??
LOL!!!
anyway...
theres nothin wrong with lovin bear OKAYY!!
lol
ILOVEBEAR!!
so wad...
LOL..
anyway..
see jing hong would be back soon..
either today or tml..
lol..
noe he sure miss me alot de luhs..
X.x..
hahas...
jkjk...

alright tats all for now..
byebye!!!
[[EILEEN]]

ILOVETEDDYBEAR!!SO WAD!!

不要再让我爱你越来越深。。。
我真得很像放开我的双手。。。
但你一次又一次得让我耿耿于怀。。。
如果你不再爱我。。。
就放开手吧。。。
我不想再逃避。。。
我真的又喘不过气来了。。。

somehow...
im prepared for the worst...
hahas...
its just time to forget everythin..
and start my entire life afresh...
i dunwan to get trap...
in a no answer question..
when both party suffers..
wads the point...
since there will not be an endin..
why not let it go faster...

time to STOP THINKIN!!!
see jing hong would be back soon lehs.
yeahh..
finalli...entertainment ish here man!!!
miss the nudgin on msn...
and no one to tok to!!
LOL...
anyway..
i dun wish to run away anymore...
我不想再逃避现实。。。

[[EILEEN]]

事情总是绕来绕去。。
当他在你身边的时候，你不以为是。。
但是，当他决定离开了你。。。
你什么都不能做。。。
珍惜眼前人。。。
为什么，我要到了现在。。。
才了解了这个道理。。。
后悔都来不及。。
所以只好放开。。。
我某某的等待那爱情的从新开始。。
但我从当中，
察觉到了，
那段等待的爱情。。。
是不会再度回到我身边。。。
也不可能像以前一样。。。

i should study hard now...
teddyishloved...

for the last last time....

[[EILEEN]]

我终于觉悟了。。。
那跟本不是爱情。。。
那只是我身命中的其总的一个考验。。。
可能，爱情从来没有出现过。。。
但我还是相信。。。
有一天，事情会有变化。。。
一天也好，但我知道。。。
这一切，都是一场梦。。。
一段美好的梦，
一段让我留念的梦。。。
一段让我感触丰富的梦。。。
一段让我伤心的梦。。。
一段让我无法忘记的梦。。

但是我知道。。。
梦是梦，实时是实时。。。
我无法再面对我那段美好的梦。。。
太过美好，让我无法呼吸。。。
而我也知道，总有一天。。。
我会从梦里醒过来。。。
爱情的一切，都不是我想象中的那么简单。。。
也不是想象中的那么复杂。。。
当面对爱情的时候。。
感觉甜丝丝的。。。
而当要面对离别的时候。。。
那甜丝丝的感觉，
在一顺简变成了苦悠悠的。。。

慢慢的开始醒悟。。。
我不能再活在梦里。。。
我不想在受到任何的打击。。。
不想再面对任何的谎言。。。
也不想在受到那疼痛的橦伤。。。
那梦让我期待了每一天。。。
而在实时上，每一天都是自己创造的。。。

是该时候我长大了。。
是该时候面对现时。。。
我不能再逃避。。。
如果你是真的爱我的话。。。
那所有的一切都不应该发生。。。
如果你真的爱我的话。。
你就不会让我为你而哭。。。
也不会让我一再认为。。。
你不再爱我了。。。

周佩雯 启

class photo 2!!!

class photo 1!!

jazreel and me..

bthdae boy cuttin cake

bthdae boy blowin candle

bthdae boy with bthdae cake

clarence bthdae cake!!

ah kor sze keat!!

bthdae BOY!!!

they are startin the fire!!!

alright...

now got mood to post le bahs.

cos im too bored bahs..

was watchin tv..

although i got alot of things haven do yet luhs!!

anyway need post bout the class bbq tat day..

hahas..

tat time i got tuiton so i went there late bahs..

but when i reached there..

i was lyke super shocked..

cos the fire ish still not started yet..

lol

it was about 7pm already..

hahas..

den i reached there..

den found out tat they bought cake for clarence bthdae...

so soon..

i went to have a walk with jazreel..

and was tokin there..

bout somethings..

den was sittin by the rock there with stephen and hisyam.

hahas listenin song..

dunno why ah kor emo siia..

siian...

den i was lyke tryin to cheer him up or somethin lyke tat..

but yet din suceed bahs...

so kevin called me..

and told me tat they wants to celebrate clarence bthdae..

so stephen,zhihui and i just went over and took the cake to a side..

to light up the candle..

so we just try to spook around..

but we noe tat clarence notice it lehs..

also cannot do anythin lays..

so we just went to light up the candle.

and the entire class went singin bthdae song for him..

haha

its kind of touchin to me man...

but i din eat the cake bahs..

cos kinda no mood..?

den went home soon at around 9++

send stephen,jazreel,zhihui,sze keat,jen sin home by my parents car..

den we was lyke singin 彩虹 on the car..

was lyke touchin..?

hahas..

realli had fun..

although it was just a short period of time..

so went home...

and went to bath..

and just nice 10pm come out...

and watch TV!!
hahas

wednesday...

was at home..

actualli wanted to go movie..

but it was too late bahs..

so din get a chance...

but its okay bahs...

den i just stayed at home watch tv..

study...my e-maths..

siianx..

started tuition already..

was kind of tough..

but was kind of new also.

so im tryin hard to study..

hahas..

but still..

somehow its still holiday..

so dun reali have the mood to study..

X.x

today..

went to work..

and alot of bad things happened..
X.x

shall not say perhaps..

and kiang yeow ish super funny..
when he hear me voice..

he would start to laugh!!!!

i also dunno why luhs..

so the zzz luhs.
hahas..

alright bahs..

tats all for now bahs..
byebye..

[[EILEEN]]

will be postin again soon bahs..
cos today realli realli no mood perhaps....
hahas..
today ish not nice man!!!
hahas
will post photos about the class bbq soon..
[[EILEEN]]



somehow..
i have given up le bahs..
i dun feel anythin at all le bahs..
someone hu doesnt care at all..?
i dunno...
those few days were nice..
but yet it was short..
i thought there was a change..
but i believe i was wrong..
as it had never happened before..
dunno whether its the time to just let it go bahs...
somehow had realli no hope for everythin le bahs...
cos i dun see or feel anythin le bahs..
someone told me tat there would still be a chance..
but i dun think there would be le bahs...
if he loves me...
he wouldnt have done this to me...

wahahas..
see jing hong ish back from malaysia..
zzz..
lol..
but he going hk tml lehs..
lol
crazy de man..
yesterday today go malaysia den..
tml going hk lehs.
ahas..
anyway he gettin me somethin..
wahahas..
and so am i..
i so gd rite..
lalalalas...

super bored now...
2 more days to class bbq.
Zzz...
i wont be joinin the class in the afternoon..
cos GOT TUITION!!!
only can join them at night..
ZZZZZZ!!!!
siianx..
gonna be super tired this week bahs..
ahh..
tats all now..
byebye!!!
[[EILEEN]]

back postin...

went to work yesterday and once i reached home,

went to reborn my hair...

took kinda of long..

den went orchard shop abit for my winter wear..

but lastly couldnt find any good ones..

den also shop for wallet...

saw a super nice one..

but it costed lyke $169..??

hahas..

so never buy..

after tat went to buy FAMOUS AMOS!!

my favourite..

NO NUT CHOCOLATE CHIP!!

hahas..

super nice..

den went to buy slurphy and fries..

den walk to PS..

hahas...

was lyke super tired..

and reached home at around 9+..

luckily why i finish bathin..

it was 10 and im able to watch the channel U 10pm show..

i lyke to watch tat..

hahas...

while watchin tat..

he msged me tat he's gonna start work tml..

hahas..

so all the best...

hahas...

he works till 7pm..

SO LATE man!!

and today ish saturday luhs!!zzz

hahas

but at least can earn money and spend luhs...

hahas just lyke me...

den today..

woke up at 1030am..

dun feel realli tired..

but felt realli bored and started watchin tv all the way..

haiish..

feel so bored at home..

and dun feel lyke doin anythin at all..

tonite goin dinner with dad and maybe brother..?

hahas..

den my sister went to her friends bthdae..

siianx..

hahas..

now scannin in our family photo..

hahas..

so bored..

it was taken when i was in hk last year..
LOL..

time pass so fast..

and soon i would be leavin for korea le bahs..

hahas...

would be bringin my phone over cos can be used..

yeahh...

and today my mum bought a new camera for ME!!

yeahh..

so must wait till tonite..

i will have a new camera lehs..

hahas

YEAHH!!

hahas...

also i got all my books for next year already..

startin tuition next week..

gonna be realli busy le bahs..

wahahas...

maybe being busy ish a good thing for me..

its a good way to not think of things..

hahas

anyway..

tats all for today bahs..

byebye...

[[EILEEN]]

when will it be the day for

everythin to be back to normal...
i realli wonder...i dunno how
long can i run away from reality..
and i dunno how long i would
forget all these things..
all this while my love for you had never changed..
but i think...urs changed..
our love isnt the same as how it was started...
but yet...i keep hopin tat it would be the same..
i still loveyou teddy...
but do you realli still loves me...?

bak postin..

tml will have to go and work again..

hahas..

hope tml wont be borin or wad bahs..

den today was lyke woke up at 10am..

cos my stupid bro just come in and off my aircon...zzz

hahas

den felt kinda tired bahs..

yesterday night cannot sleep..

siianx..

hahas...

im super bored now...

joshua going malaysia and hk soon lehs.

hahas must buy me things worx..

hahas

i wont forget ur bthdae present des..

dun worrie.

hahas..

kinda tats all for today bahs..

i wanna go sleep..zzz

byebye!!!

[[EILEEN]]

woooh!!

today work sucks....

cos today veri little ppl..

den also veri bored..

so was realli realli bored..

till we was lyke playin around there..

hahas...

and now.

i CANNOT PLAY MAPLE!!!

so stupid luhs..

i dunno why..

my entire guild ppl cannot get in..!

so irritatin luhs!!

and so BORED now..

later gonna have MES meeting on msn!

hahas..

tats all!

byebye!!!

today ish the first day of WORK!!!

got rather alot of funnie funnie stuff happen...

and also somehow got alot to say siia!!

hahas

anyway..

lets get started...

today...

woke up at 0715am to get prepared..

den left hse at 0806am..

got there at around 0820am...

den waited for poh siew aunty..

lol...

den started to get prepared to sells the books..

hahas den soon..

i started to see and learn!!wahahas..

soon...i start to pack books...

and take orders,count money...take money and so on..

den had lunch break..

hahas..

was kinda interestin and so on luhs..

hahas..

den carried on selling and selling and selling..

den today to total amount of money earned ish about $4000..??

hahas..

will post abit more tonite i guess so..???

tats all for now!!

byebye!!!

heres another bear...yesterday de cuter lehs..lol...
but all bears are CUTE okayy!!!

hahas...
this few days gonna be quite busy bahs..
this mornin woke up realli early...X.x
den came home..
felt tired again den went to sleep..
until 10.54am den wake up..
hahas..
quite alot of things happened yesterday nite bahs..
hahas..
but its okayy..
im strong now!!
wahahas..


anyway later need go back school..
hahas..
got ICT program..
finalli can see my classmates again lehs.
after ICT program got exco meetin..
siianx...
must reallli plan hao everythin lehs..
or else..
our class BBQ ish dead man!!
hahas..
i bought the utensils all these lehs..
hahas..





tml will be the first day of work...
and i shall see how it ish..
so tml...i will post again!!
hahas..
tats all for now!!!
[[EILEEN]]

isnt it cute..??

hahas!!

alright...

dunno why i keep changin blogskin..

and dunno why...i suddenly love teddy bear so much..

tat i go and find a teddy bear de blogskin..

lol...

cute rite..???

actualli found alot of cute cute des..

but dunno why..

i decided to use this..??

hahas...

anyway...

i decided to leave for korea le bahs..

hope it dun clash with any of my trainin or wadever thing bahs..

hahas..

tats somehow all..

hahas...

siianx..

will be leavin on 16/12 and will be back on 23/12 bahs..

haiish...

actualli i din realli want to go bahs..

but still somethin made me feel lyke goin bahs..

maybe its true..

its time for me relax le bahs..

tats all...

byebye...

i dunwan to live in a so stress out world...

its time to put everythin down...

smilex!!!

iloveteddybear!!!

[[EiLeeN]]

woooHH...
it has been long since i last posted bahs..
hahas...
i also veri veri long no use com le bahs..
cos this few days..
i was lyke feelin reali bored about usin com..
and was lyke watchin vcds all day long..
got alot of nice shows to watch..
hahas!!!
tats why..
somehow gave up the thought of usin com..
and started to concentrate on tv...
anyway tuition startin soon le bahs!!
LOL...
startin on mid-november..
so fast rite..
den my monday and tuesday would be busy lehs..
so sad!!!LOL..
smile...
somehow..
tats all for today!!
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

went out with chindin yesterday..hahas...
had alot of fun!!here are some neoprints!!weee!!

hahas..

tats all for now...

kinda lazy for postin anythin!!

siianx!!!

{{EILEEN}}

alright...
posting today...
got alot of things to say...
but yet i dunno where to start bahs..
期待。。。
在一晚间统统都消失了。。。
不知道是伤心，还是开心。。。
在心理的那疑问。。。
都知道了。。。
但那不是我要的答案。。。
我刚刚才发现。。。我从一个坚强的人。。。
变得不再那么坚强。。。
那到底是为了什么呢。。？？
爱情让我慢慢得学会什么叫做坚强。。。
但那又是让我学会什么叫做丧心。。。
我不了解。。。真的不了解。。。
到底什么是真爱。。。
什么是幻想。。。
到底。。。什么是真的。。。什么是假的。。。
我开始不了解我自己到底在想什么。。。
我只想开开心心的过我想要的日子。。
那真的有那么难吗。。？？
好希望我们不沉相识过。。。
我们依然子能做朋友。。。

[[周佩雯 启]]

here are 2 drawings i found when i was clearing my file...X.x

its a nice memory after all!!

wahahahas!!!
so happy today..
smilex...dun realli noe why..
but finalli...i think no one dislike me anymore!!
hahas...and finalli...its the end of year...kinda bored to DEATH at home!!!
hahas!!!
and dunno why KISSMS ish currently down which make me CANNOT PLAY!!
hahas...
kinda of lazzi now...to post bout the rest of the class maybe tonight..???
lol...now can only wait for the game to UP again...den i can start playin again!!!
anyway...
thanks 2b08 for everythin...
im realli gonna miss the noisy class...
and how united we are when it comes to noisy lesson!!!
hahas!!!
will be postin tonight!!
wahahas..
tats all for now...

finalli i think tat you dun dislike me anymore...so happy to noe tat bahs...
smile...thanks...iloveyou!!hahas...X.x

{{EILEEN}}

alright...
im gonna post bout my entire class today..??
lol...
so lets get started bahs!!!

CHEONG CIEN!!!
i love her realli realli lots...and she was the one hu ish super nice!!hahas...
and she reali lightens up my life man!!hahas...but sadly we different class...X.x
sadded...but still..i will love her forever man!!!Lots Of Hearts for HER!!!<3<3<3<3!!!

TAY SHI NING!!!
another one whom i realli loved bahs...hahas..she ish forever smiling..forever the 开心果among us...hahas...she and me always tok des..in school when bored...??and i realli had alot of fun with her...you are the one hu made me Laugh Out Loud!!hahas...i realli love you!!!<3<3<3<3!!!

JAZREEL SIEW XUE QIAN!!!
hehe..she ish rather blur..and always kanna *scolded* from me and cien..??lol...hahas cos xue qian not serious uhs!lol...will be in the same class next year with her..lol...she ish the only one in our clique which goes into the same class as me bahs...sadded...X.x lol...so no need say too much..wahahas..cos i will see her next year!!!<3<3<3<3!!!!

SOH ZHI HUI!!!
ahhh...i realli realli love her alot okayy!!!she was the one...whom i told alot of things to...and the one...hu told me alot of things...she was the one...hu was there for me in class...and she's super duper CUTE!!!!i realli enjoyed myself sittin with her in class...cos she helped me alot in my MATHS!!!lol...and we are super PLAYFUL when we sit together..hahas...i realli realli miss her...hugs...<3<3<3<3!!!

STEPHEN ENG THIAN LENG!!!
ahhh kor!!!hahas finalli i got seperated from ahh kor after 2 years lehs..no longer in the same class...sobx...still remember i was realli close to him in sec 1...den lastly din get to be so close in sec 2...lol..but actualli his realli nice bahs...im realli gonna miss his scoldin..X.x and bullyin!!hahas...and tokin to him...he tok sense to me...iloveyou lots ah kor...dun forget me..!!<3<3<3<3!!

FOO SZE KEAT!!!
realli cute guy...??hahas...his nice...and also same clas as him for 2 years lehs...now time to get seperated lehs...wasnt close to him in sec 1 but was rather close to him in sec 2 bahs..him my second kor!!hahas...realli gonna miss his HAHAHA...lol...and his smile ish quite shuaii de lehs...!!hahas..iloveyou ah kor!!!<3<3<3<3!!!

LOUIS CHAR BAO YUAN!!!
my ah kor again...lol...he was lyke my ah kor not long ago..??and i realli gonna miss his "dun lie to urself..!!"lol...tats kinda of stupid..hahas...his a nice guy luhs..just naughty...always bullie ppl..??lol...but luckily we same cca..X.x den i can bullie him during trainin lehs!!Hahas...ah kor jiayous worx...must study luhs!!stop PLAYIN man!!youarebeingloved!!!<3<3<3<3!!!

CLARENCE NEO JIA JUN!!!
sister!!!hahas!!!its ur turn now!!!lol...although sometimes you always bullie wo..but its okay luhs..i realli had FUN with you okayy!!lol...sorry never ask you out..will ask you out some other time okayy!!LOL..its a promise...must help me takecaiire of cien and shi ning worx..you better dun bullie them...or i will KILL you man!hahas..anyway...loves!!!<3<3<3<3!!!

YVONNE TAN YAN TING!!!
yan ting!!dun sad anymore le luhs...although not in the same class but still everyone still can meet durin recess after school..?and also..maybe when combine lesson tat time...smile more okayy...cheer up luhs...see you sad i also will sad de lehs!!anyway jiayous!!love you realli realli much!!!<3<3<3<3!!!

NAKAJIMA SHIHOE!!!
naka!!!hahas...although not realli close to you...but still...you are a realli realli gd friend to me!!hahas...so happy to get to noe you..and you gets reali shy will it comes to presentation!!hahas...although never reali tok to you..but still got sometimes we do tok..and laugh about!!hahas!!smilex!!love you too!!!<3<3<3!!

ONG JEN SIN!!!
ur turn now ah kor..lol...although seriously NOT CLOSE TO YOU!!hahas!!!!but okayy okayy luhs....hahaas..dunno same class as you anot lays..no tok to you..hahas...anyway jiayous!!lots of lovess!!!!<3<3<3!!!

JARRETT CHUA ZONG XUAN!!!
ah kor..hahas top in class siia..always de l0rx..lol...you improved so much luhs!!!!lol..but not the same class as you..sadded lol...smilex...but still..you veri funnie lehs...always blur blur des!!!LOL!!hahas!!!jiayous w0rx....3a veri clever de lehs..must jiayous!!dun get too stressed!!!<3<3<3!!!

KELLY WONG LI YING!!!
hahas...kelly next year would be the same class as me...everythin also the same..even when we take history we would be takin together!!LOL!!!Hahas...we need mugged hard man!!hahas...jiayous worx..!smilex!!!<3<3<3

TAN WEI LING!!!
weiling!!hahas...next year also same class...but takin differently...you takin geog worx...hopefully not mdm leong teach...or else DIE uhs!!lol...jiayous w0rx!!hahas...just do ur best okayy..hahas...you are reali funnie at times man!!LOL!!!hahas...takecaiire!!!<3<3<3

CHOO YUN YUE!!
hahas..same class next year!!!hahas...see you worked realli realli hard for EOY siia!!hahas..and sometimes also got tok to you in class...and laugh about...hahas its rather fun!!hahas!!jiayous see you next year!!wooh!!!<3<3<3

VIVIEN TAN WOEI WEN!!!
okayy...erm knew you since primary school..hahas..and you reali changed alot!!!hahas..but still you are rather nice man!!hahas..but now you much fiercer le!!lol...hahas...but still all the best for everythin!!smilex!!hahas...do takecaiire!!!<3<3<3

ELLIS SOH!!!
okayy...have rather much to say bahs...X.x dunno why we seems to dun go well all the time..??hahas..but still...im rather happy to have you as a friend of mine..if you treated me as one bahs...X.x hahas...had a period of time which we realli was lyke friends..??lol..i dunno...hahas...do takecaiire and jiayous okayy...all the best for all the things you do alright!!!jiayous!!!<3<3<3

err shall end here for now.??
lol...
cos later post too long siia...
tml will continue...if i never go out luhs!!X.x
hahas...
byebye!!!

starting would be some neoprints took last year..with chin din,li jun and me!!ILOVETHEM!!!

now....took neoprints with cien,jazreel,shi ning and me...on 111008...i realli love them rocks...im gonna miss them lots...the brought my live up..thanks for everythin...

anyway...

tats all for the post for now..??

im gonna post more later...

bout the class..

smilex...

anyway im startin to miss everyone!!!

love all of you lots...

{{EILEEN}}