WOOHHSAYY~

hahas..
thanks to someone..make me feel so random using this err word??LOL!
anyway..
it has been a few days since i last posted la.
cos has been rather busy busy busy busy this entire week.
so since its the last day of this week..
i shall come and update more lorh :D

Thursday..
study study study study study..
den after schoool had campcraft training..
girls team was rather slacky??i also dunno why..
did some talk to them...hoping that it will work???
hand was super duper pain, after all the pegin..
it was really killing me..cos its really like PAIN??
went for dinner with samson and jeremy....
home-ed at around 8?

Friday...
Lessons as usual...
den went for training...
campcraft again...but we din do much actually.
as the sec 2's wasnt around...
but we did train on pegin...
cross-pegin was killing me..
cos no matter how hard i try pegin it in..
the dowel pole still can come out!argh...
was like on the edge of giving up..cos its like really arghhh!!!!
didnt give up, as C.C competition ish just the next day..
after training...
went for dinner with joshua,samson,jeremy...
home-ed at 8 plus...

Saturday..
cant really sleep much...
keep falling asleep and wakinn up, cos i was really tense up..
worried about the competition on saturday..
reach-ed school at 8.30...
started training at around 9 plus...
things went actually rather better than thursday..
but yet...something cant be avoided..
at around 12 plus...went for lunch with suhana, for the first time..
talk abit..den went to buy some things for the C.C team people...
went back to schoool...slept to wait for time to pass...
at 1600, the bus came... and we went onto the bus..
was feeling rreally like crazy tat that point of time.
shed some tears...but no one knows, only suhana knew that...
suhana and i was like spamming ourselves with songs..
to relax ourselves...we kept singing:
"you are my sunshine"
and the remix version..and indeed that help us relax down quite alittle...

went into waiting area..was like tense up alr...
and turning cold??
competition started and luckily, everything went well..
i have to say..
IM PROUD OF YOU GIRLS :D YOU'VE DID A GREAT JOB!!!

after tat..
went for dinner with simin,louis and joshua :D
hom-ed at around 8 plus :D

tat's all for today:D byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

IM HARDWORKING :D

hehezz..
this week is common test week..
den has been studyin rather hard la..
im proud to admit that??
e-maths and english was okay la the paper..
den ss was also okay... *I DID STUDY FOR MY SS!!!*
today chemistry was okay too!!!hehezz..
so proud of myself that im touching my chemistry and SS seriously..>.<
have been rather slack in this two subjects..maybe its because im starting to be scared alr??

anyway..
today's training for Speech Day was okay too la..
rather boring??hahas..but its just like a super small parade i have to admit..
so nothing much to look forward too..
maybe just the NO.1 that is attracting everyone to be interested with it..Hehezz..
hope we will be granted to wear NO.1..muahahazz..its gonna be super duper cool!!
last but not least..
tml,friday and sat will be the last time training for campcraft already..
im starting to panic..im scared that i will not do well..
but i have the confidence with everyone!!!

tat's all for today.
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
lots and tons of misses :(

WAAAAAAAA♥~

hahas...
im just a very super random headin la...cos im like super lala now??
currently, studyin my social studies...things are getting in..
but yet im just super lazy to read read and read even more~
today's english and e-maths test was rather okay...
cos i think that it's do-able??LOL!
hope that i can get a good result for that too!
anyway....
BIO AND CHEM ARE GETTING WORST!!
that makes me having to put in SUPER ALOT MORE EFFORT!
BIO EXCRETION ISH KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!
gonna study really really hard this two days..
cos from wednesday onwards..
it will be like training training and more training alr..
i dunno how im suppose to cope, but still... JIAYOUS JIAYOUS!!
just maybe 2 more months!!and everythin can be let go!and concentration starts..
but im suppose to start going now~before its too late!!hehezzz...

recently...
i have this thinking in mind, that i wanna go for a poly course..
going for early childhood....i seems to like like this course la.
but it seems that children nowadays are really hard to control..
can say maybe it's because i always think like a kid??
so i can say i really enjoy interacting with small kids :D
dunno if this ish the right choice, but yeah...
this shall be my aim for now :D
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
dumb dumb gonna go off to camp again...awwww :(

SUN-BURNED!!!!or maybe just tann-ed?

obviously..
i've been under the sun for a long period of time this week...
>.< this applies for next week too!!
anyway..
boys team for campcraft com was great..
im proud of them!
hahas!!
as for the girls team..obviously we can do as good as them, or even better than them de la :D
got alot of pics.but im super lazy to upload...

today..
went to a gathering at pasir ris today..
woke up super duper early..
den set off to pasir ris...
its super bright i tell you!but super windy too!
colour of the day : PINK!
my shirt,watch and slippers were PINK!
i've also got a balloon...and its PINK too!i should have wore my pink hairband toO!
hahas!>.<
anyway..
i was home at around 4 plus 5..
den poof went to bed alr..cos was feeling really really tired >.<
woke up and started studyin until now!!

COMMON TEST STARTING TML!
arghh!
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS~

[[EILEEN]]

SUPER DUPER TIRED...

this few days ish like woohoo tired lorh..
every morning wake up also arghh..
super tired...
den my muscles are like super duper really very pain now??

training here training there,
training everywhere!hahas!!
this weekend would be super packed too..
and here comes common test next week and campcraft com..
argh..
byebye

[[EILEEN]]

心理感觉越来越不安全

不知道我发生了什么事，突然觉得好不安全。
很讨厌这种感觉， 因为那是多么的辛苦。
有时候我觉得，是我自己想太多了。
但我又无法告诉我自己，没有事情会发生。
心里有很多想说出来的话，但始终我还是说不出口。
心里有很多很多的疑问，但又不知从何说起。
告诉我自己要冷静，但又常常静不下心来。
到底是什么地方出错了呢？

got tons of things to study today..
so ya...
will upload the pics soon i guess??
tat's all bahs
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR aka HAPPY VALENTINES'

alright..it's an early wishing...as i dunno when im gonna use the computer again??
but just coming to post before i go to my ahma hse for dinner :D :D
hehezz...
anyway..
its the first time new year and valentines' day falls on the same day lahs..
there's pro's and con's to everything yeah..hahahas!!
>.<

anyway..
i had total fun yesterday la :D :D
although got feel very zzz at a point of time..
but felt much better after that la..
hahas..
thanks dumb dumb for your card and your present :D
muahahazz!!
tat's all for today..
will post up pics of my new year clothes soon..
as soon as i wear it la..hahas..
after that i will den post it up alr..
muahahazzz...

still have to study during my chinese new year..
as straight after school reopen will be test after test alr..
muahahazz..
>.<
and i have tons and tons of homework waiting for me to get it done..
these are what teachers' are givin us as new year gifts alright!
i thought it should be like sweets or something like that..
but lastly we've got homeworks!!
arghh!!!
LOL!
soon common test week also coming already..
campcraft competition also coming..
SSGT test also coming..
everything ish starting to get tough!!
so no matter what..
jiayous jiayous to ME!
&&
everyone else :D smilex!!
tatta for today :D

[[EILEEN]]

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FRIENDS AND CLOSE FRIENDS....

this ish like my very personal feeling towards the difference between friends and close friends..

just a simple example...
if im feeling totally down...what will i do?
For Friends...
i will say: "im okay...i just need sometime alone..."
and i will give a smile to my friend...
to hide everything, so that there wont be anymore questioning??
For Close Friends...
i will either burst out into tears in front of them..
and spill every single thing out out out from me..
grumble to them..

Personally, i treat friends and close friends really really differently..
as i feel that im unable to express myself to them...
no matter what happen, i will never breakdown in front of them..
as i will always hide everything behind the smile...
im someone who will use my smile, to cover up everythin :D

im always saying im fine, im fine,followed by a smile...
but actually deep inside..im screaming inside that im not okay!im not okay...
at different point of time...different things happen...
but yet, some things are just so hard to express out..
sometimes, i can't even express my feelings out to my close friends...
thus, keeping things to myself..

im starting to learn to stay strong..
starting to learn to grow up...
starting to look on the bright side..
starting to find the world, that really belongs to me..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED? hahas..
actually it was really long too..
i've got quite a no. of pictures to upload...
but im like waitin for "someone" to send me the pics..
so that i can upload all the pictures at once??
im waiting~lalalas! =X you should know wad to do la :D

this few days has been rather busy la..
sunday reach-ed home super tired already...
monday went shopping after i reach-ed home...
tuesday went tuition after i reach-ed home..
and finally today??LOL!!!

den den...friday will be like CNY celebration..
but will end like rather late?
im not too sure yet..but i dun like la..
before that still need study you know..
its like totally WTH!
anyway...
tat's all for today :D

4 more days to CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES' DAY :D

[[EILEEN]]
happy 2 months :$

SATURDAY :D

its saturday finally :D :D

&&

i finally went to borrow storybooks to read after so long..

i've always wanted to go borrow some books to read..

but i dun have the time to go and find the books..

so lastly, i went today :D :D

glad to bring back 4 books :D

time to do some reading :D muahahahazzz..

also also..

i finally went running after a week of resting..

sick for 1 week...so cant go running..

den i went running today :D :D

happy happy..

one last last thing..

tml going AIR SHOW :D

oh yeah,that's right..

has been like wanting to go and watch air show for like 3 years already

but always din get this chance to go..

but im going tml!

told my dad already..he say okay..

so i will talk to my mum after she comes home.

i must go!i dun care!muahahaazzz!!

$20 ish worth it man..hahas!!

and alsoo..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the following people:

#01. Edwin Toh (16)

#02. Jazreel Siew (16)

#03. Adeline Koh (21)

8 more days to CHINESE NEW YEAR and VALENTINES'!!

tat's all for today..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

4 more days to our sweet day :D

iloveyoumydumbbaby

Always look on the bright side of life..

"I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone."

just find that this quote ish quite meaning yeah..
anyway...
today ish like blahblahblah for lessons..
den after that went for training..
took the sec 1's..they are quite nice actually..
but rather immature..
hahas..its just the starting..
hope that things will go better as time goes by..
PTC ish like boring..and blahblahblah...
reached home at arround 8.50pm.
den nothin much le bahs.
.byebye
[[EILEEN]]

TIRED...

im really tired today..
got very high in school..i also dunno why...
but just got high la..
i was like smiling to everyone..
and singin "always look on the bright side of life!"

anyway...
after school, went to HTA to get a new set of uniform..
den ish like okay la..change change den blahblahblah..
went back to school for campcraft training..
after that..
went dinner with Jeremy, Louis,Edwin,Chetwin and Simin..
den blahblahblah.
went home..

just finish doing the sec 1 training proposal..
and yeah..hahas
tat's all bahs..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

Don't threaten me, as i will not fall for the trap..

alright...just got a very random thing that came to my mind when i was on msn..
for no particular people, but just need to let this stupid feeling out....

sometimes, there's really alot alot of things to be done, school work & NPCC stuff...
although people might say...NPCC stuff won't take up alot of time, but actually it does..
it's not that we doesn't try...but face it...Studies comes first, or NPCC comes first..
this question has been popping to my mind over and over again...
NPCC really meant alot alot alot, but yet, thinkin of it, Studies meant alot more too!
It's like stayin back from monday- wednesday for extra lessons,
and leavin thursday and friday for NPCC...although its our last few months...
but actually its alot alot alot of stress to many many people...just that they never speak up this...

personally to me...
being the head ish NOTHING! im serious about this...
being called HEAD, is just a NAME, a name for me to feel that im RESPONSIBLE.
it doesnt really matter, if im the head anot..cos even if im the head or not,
IT DOESNT MATTER at all!as its the passion, and the contribution you serve to NPCC,
not the name that makes you, its you that makes the name...
so there's no particular reason why people should use stupid ways and make people work..
there's no point at all...as it doesn't affect me at all..NOT A SINGLE BIT!
i don't mind being a no-post person in NPCC, as it doesn't matter at all..
all it matters to me, ish that...
i put in my effort,to serve my unit...
i put in my effort,to learn things...
i put in my effort,to get things going...
i put in my effort,to do what im suppose to do..
i put in my effort,to participate in things for the last few months..
i put in my effort,to do things well...

tat's all bahs.
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, JUST KEEP SMILING.

recently...i've been saying this rather frequently..
that "a smile brightens up one's day, so no matter what happens, KEEP SMILING"
a smile ish like the best greeting you can give to others...
a smile ish like the warmth that can be felt..
a smile ish like medicine when someone ish sick..
a smile ish like a secret potion to cure sadness..
a smile ish like cotton candy..
a smile ish like alot alot alot of different things..
a smile really really meant alot alot of things...

its just a very random feeling of mine, to make me feel this way..
i've always fall in love with people's smile :D :D
all the time, never fail...hehezz...
anyway..
enough of all the smiling stuff..
today finally went back to school..
den blahblahblah..got 3 TESTS today..
den ish like OMG!!!
forget about that...after school, went home immediately..
cos im like freaking tired..and still not feeling very well la..
but im fine alright :D

dumb dumb off for camp once again..
4 days ish neither too long nor too short yeah.
hope he enjoys, and i know he will :D
SI interview has been postponed..
worried but must believe that I CAN DO IT :D
11 more days to CHINESE NEW YEAR aka Valentines'
tatta for now..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
7 more days..keep going :D

HELLO PEOPLE :D

woke up like super duper early in the morning..
cos firstly, my night was like arghh...hopeless..
cant sleep well...and secondly,
my sister this mornning wake up late.
so she rush here rush there..
till i cant sleep!hahas!
next....
mummie keep wakin me up ask me drink this drink that..
den cant sleep again..
lastly woke up, prepare abit..den went to see doctor already...
waited for around 1 hr like that, for my turn..
den go in for around 5 mins or so den come out already..
got medicine, and 2 days of MC! =X
after that reach-ed home den blahblahblah..
im a good girl..i spent my entire day at home..
anyway...
mr peh also called me up and told me that SI interview would be on WEDNESDAY...
PANIC!! hope that everythin will turn out well..
den he also tell me about SPF..
okay shall work really hard for all those achievements that i can get in YYSS..
its my last few months in my unit!
JIAYOUS EILEEN :D

wondering if i should go to school tml anot..
cos i think i've miss-ed quite alot today???
shall see how things goes first..
cos if im not 90% okay den i shall not go school tml..
cos i dunwan to spread to others!
its contagious man!LOL!
super tired now..cos had medicine just now..
argh...
hope i will get well well well well well soon :D
13 more days to CHINESE NEW YEAR AKA VALENTINES'
tatta for today :D
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]
thank you dumb dumb for today & 9 more days :D