realli gonna be SICK man!!X.x sobx!!

woooh....
im back postin finalli at night..
din manage to do as wad i planned..
planned to study today..
but too tired siia..
after work...
reached home..
bath watch tv..
and just went to sleep until 7.15pm..
just felt realli tired luhs...
den wake up den eat dinner..
and come use com lehs..
super duper tired..zzz
and super duper giddy man..
ahhhh..

alright..
anyway i dun realli feel anythin anymore le bahs..
maybe still have abit bahs..
but not tat much...
hahas..
cos i noe there's nothin gonna happen..
so i dun have to care so much anymore.
hahas..
just let nature take it course..
HAHAS!!!
我是坚强的。。。
我的人生的所有一切都不在你的掌控之总。。
我不会让你轻易的打败我。。。
因为，我再也不是以前的自己。。。

although there was a period of time when i realli realli felt so hopeless..
but there's someone there for me..
if you realli have loved me...
you wont leave me at the point i needed you the most..
was watchin tv and heard it..
hahas..
so i used it l0rx..

i open up my live to everyone..
but not wondering around ur life..
cos im no longer wastin my life..
on a helpless and it not being able to be controlled..
so life ish mine..
i made my choice..
wad about you..
its good to be positive..
and there ish always a positive side of life..
its just the matter of whether you want to find it anot..
its no point trapin urself in a emo life..
its realli no point..
you wont gain anythin..
and you will never step out of it..
the longer its being dragged..
the harder it ish..

if you got a dream..
just go for it..
stop hesitatin...
life ish short..
you will never noe wad happen next..
so i entrust my life to myself..
not fate..
not anythin...
im the one hu make things happen..
we never try.
we never noe...
no matter how mani times i fall down...
i will stand up again..
im no longer weak..
im no longer under a dark side control..
i controlled myself..
to stay under the sun...

somthings i realli wonder...
why cant a person just be happy...
so tat life wont have any sadness..
and led on with a nice and sweet life..
why must life be so hard...
tats all for today bahs..
byebye

[[EILEEN]]