yo peeps...!!
hahas..
im currently in the computer lab..
using the tablet there...
hahas..
as its CME lesson how and miss liza bring us to the lab to search for some stuff..
hahas..
the question ish about resilience of a person..
and them wantin to learn no matter whatever age there are in..
hahas..
although resilience ish important..
but i think tat a positive mindset ish much more important luhs!!!
wahahas..
i feel lyke im crappin alright!!
wahahas..

anyway...
today will have pt..
and alot of ppl blame me for not tellin them tat they are suppose to bring pt kit..
WAD THE HELL!!
WAD KIND OF CRAP ISH TAT MAN!!
why must everythin be me!!
SO EVIL LUHS..
AND NO LINK!!
and i got so PISSED OFF man!!!
WADEVER MAN...
YOU GUYS WANT TO NOE DEN GO AND ASK URSELF..
DUN EXPECT ME TO LYKE CALL OR MSG YOU GUYS EVERYDAY..
JUST TO INFORM YOU GUYS OKAYY..
IM NOT AS FREE AS YOU GUYS THINK I AM!!
CANT YOU GUYS JUST HAVE SOME INITIATIVE..??
HAD ENOUGH OF IT OKAYY..
I DUN SPOON FEED ALL OF YOU OKAYY..
FEEL SO THE WAD..
BEING SCOLDED SO INNOCENTLY..
WHEN NO ONE WANTS TO ASK..
WAD KIND OF CRAP ISH TAT..??
SO STOP TAT MAN..
I HAD ENOUGH OF IT..
THIS ONLY MAKE ME DISLIKE BEING INFORM OF KNOWIN WHAT TO BRING TML..
SO PLS STOP IT...
IF YOU GUYS ARE NOT HAPPY BEING BLAME..
SO AM I..
SO STOP ALL THE NONSENSE MAN!!!
IRRITATIN LIKE HELL!!!


anyway enough of anger..=)
i was walkin behind him when i went back to control after FRC...opps..
hope no one noes about tat..=)



this was meant to be posted last tuesday..
but miss liza found me bloggin..
so she asked me to close the window..
and from tat point i did not use them com anymore..
so i shall post it today!!
wahahas..
X.x
byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

finalli..
im back postin..
after sometime..
if im not wrong bahs..
LOL..
time passed realli realli fast..
and its lyke next week,would be common test week lehs..
but im totalli lyke so tired over everythin..
studies,cca and every single day..
always reach home so late..
and everytime would be filled with homeworks..
tests the followin day...
and so on..
never had a time to realli relax down..
if not i would be tight up with tuition..

feel so stressed..
but yet i still think i can more or less cope it bahs..
LOL>.<
just pray hard tat i wont fail any of my subjects bahs..
i realli dunwan to fail..
as i dunwan to break into tears..
just because of a common test..
hope the results tat come out..
wont affect my emotion and my strength to study bahs...

currently listenin to the song in my blog..
hahas..
got alot of feelings to it after all..
but i just love the song okayy..
hahas..
so nice..=)
this was once a song which i cannot find for so long..
but now when its no longer tat meaningful..
i manage to find it..
wahahas..
i jusst love it!!
wahahas!!

yesterday was sec 4's PTC..
hahas..
din manage to see him..
cos i was doin my duty..
LOL x.x!!!
actualli traffic duty ish not tat fun after all..
but the parents are realli friendly=)
and thank you jamal..
for walkin here and there to let us hydrate ourselves..
although its water cooler okayy!!
but i realli dislike the taste..
reali not nice!!!
LOL...

anyway..
after duty..
went up to control room too see if everythin was okayy..
den was so shock tat when i first went in..
the first thing i was was the T.A so angry..
and started scoldin our crew..
ahhh..
when i saw tat i was lyke OMG..
so i just went out and went to look for joshua..
LOL..
cos i was lyke so blured out..
as i din noe wad happened and suddenly i see the T.A so angry..
LOL...

after tat..
we went up and did a small debrief..
LOL..
ohh ya...
anyway..
yesterday durin recess went to find mr sim..
and we tok to him..
but more or less..
his words wasnt wad i expect to hear..
but i agree with him about the BRIDGE part..
lol..
cos i realli think so too..
but too bad..
i doesnt want to lead..
but i just wanna do my best to help..
and i also dun have to potential to lead in M.E.S too..
im still a noobie..
and blur here and there..
so even if i can do it..
i wont have such thick skin to lyke take over..
when i lyke somehow quite a new person there..
i noe i cant help out much there..
all i can do is do the scoldin..
cos tat ME!!

i dun realli care about wad other's think about me anymore..
in cca,school or in mes..
all i noe ish..
i have to be myself..
but not act as a person..
who i dun even noe...
im not sweet..
not gentle...
so i dun have to act myself as a veri sweet and gentle girl..
but im just abit SOT at times..
LOL...
cos i enjoy myself in school..
and i enjoy the process of life..
=)
ilove school..
ilove my friends...
ilove myself..
ilove NPCC..
ilove M.E.S...
ilove 3B09..
ilove EVERYONE!!

hahas..
i enjoy lookin you from far..
enjoy just gettin to see you..
enjoy even though i dun ever get to talk to you..
and enjoy to see you laughin from far..
i enjoy dreamin about blahblahblah stuff...
and enjoy keepin it from you..
and i wont want to get any hurt..
or any thing tat would affect me..
so i would enjoy likin you silently..
and enjoy the time when you are around...
as i just enjoy one-side love..=)

tats all..
byebye!!
[[EILEEN]]

weeee...
wahahas..
here i am..
uploadin my another dress which i wore for my new year..
wahahas...

like i quite alot..
but kind of short in the same way..
and i also had a hard time matchin a top for it..
zzz..
hahas...

anyway...
ILOVEMYSELF!!
hahas..
i dunwan anyone to love me..
but i wanna everyone to lyke me!!
wahahas..
tat's my wish..
anyway im lyke kind of weird luhs..
like someone hu dun realli noe me..
and i dun realli noe him..
wahahas..
its just a stupid likin..
but i dunwan care luhs..
now the most important part ish to study hard..
and also,play hard whenever i can!!!

wahahas..
abit sot sot..
cannot blame..
cos im lyke always tat sot after i decided to forget every sad things in my mind..??
this week in school was realli great..
i was lyke totalli hyper...
and totalli out of my mind..
HEHE...
i lyke the way im spendin my happiness now..
and dun wish to change it..
wahahas..

school day was tiring..
filled with test..
haiish..
but i cant help...
abk comin back school to retake his o'lvls...
ahhhh...
feel rather uncomfortable in the sense bahs...
means i have to see him everyday..??
i duno bahs..
think it doesnt realli affect me..??
but im scared it would..
but its okayy bahs..
hope he study hard this time..
and dun let anyone down....
so all the best to him..

tats all bahs.
byebye everyone!!
[[EILEEN]]

wahahaas
went Singapore Poly yesterday...
the course was fun..
yet the journey realli SUCKS!
wahahas
so long siia..
and the bus ish lyke super slow and super late..
and i think the bus driver dunno how to drive!!!
so irritatin luhs!!!
luckily i managed to sleep abit on the bus or i would realli be super duper tired when i go back school for duty..
yesterday sec 1 orientation campfire was realli fun!!
wahahas
cos i was doin my duty with ting fang in the hall
den she's lyke super duper HYPER!!
hahas..
not weird..
but realli fun..!!LOL
but realli tired..

den finished duty at around 9++ den send ting fang home before i go home..
cos it realli late already..
and some of the ppl stayed behind luhs..
lol...
but i have to go home..
cos im already lyke half DEAD!!
den this mornin msg joshua..
den he say they never sleep..
luckily i never stay..
or i think i would be dead by now man!
hahas...

anyway..
yesterday orientation made me feel tat im lyke growin so FAST!!!
lyke im so old..??
lol...
feel so awkward....
hahas..
and found out tat im still as childish as before!!!
hahas..
ish tat a gd thing or not..??
anyway..
this week test was kind of great,

IM GONNA PASS BOTH MY MATHS TEST
BUT I NOE IM GONNA FAIL MY CHINESE TEST!!!
wahahas..
cos its lyke super hard!!!
and i noe..
i CMI le luhs
lol
wahahas...
feel so tired now although i slept early yesterday...
wu shurong so evil..
borrow my book never return..
and now i need to do my hw on foolscape paper..
SOBX!!!
and he better bring on MONDAY..
or i will KILL HIM!!
wahahas..
his realli childish too okayy..
always snatch my pen away..
but too bad.
his the only guy at the side..
hahas..
so have to play with me..
wahahas!!


anyway..
mr yeo lesson was okayy...cos i dun realli listen...cos i wont understand wad his teachin...luckily i got tuition and mrs liew realli helped me ALOT!!!

mrs tan lesson was realli tough to concentrate...cos she lykes to have lesson without lights..and somehow i dun realli understand was she ish talkin about...feel tat im gonna fail my history and social studies!!!she's veri distracted by the guys at the another side of the class!!!OMG!!!

miss liza lesson ish now gettin better and better..no longer as fierce as before...and she smiles more often now..hahas..not tat bad after alll..!!!but i dun lyke debatin in class..its too noisy for me...cant stand...

miss kok lesson...okayy okayy luhs..but rather boring okayy...cos always presentation...make me feel so sick..hahas...

miss lim lesson..hahas...she's rather nice okayy...just tat she's abit over doing the not nice part...hahas..but she's nice when she lets me go to the toilet...wahahas!!!=)jkjk...

mdm de lesson...haiish...i lyke her to teach me...and i lyke stayin in her class bahs..but yet i might not be able to stay...although she's lyke super fierce and say hurtin words to hurt ppl..but she ish realli nice bahs..at least i can understand wad she's teachin and her 人生大道理。。！！ so enrichin..?hahas!!!

tats all for today...
will soon post alot of photo..
if my internet gets better!!!
wahahas
byebye!!
[[EILEEN]]

this will be the only photo im uploadin first..

hahas..

cos i veri lazy to retake another dress des..

and its still washin cos my sister wore tat day...

wahahas

so shall carry on waiting!!!

this dress was lyke erm just bought a few days before new year..

hahas..

went compass with my sis..

den went to buy my shoes and another dress l0rx..

this year ish dress addiction!!

hahas..

cos i have been wearin dress and skirts..

i dun think got wear pants at all..

wahahas..

so cool rite..

=)=)

anyway today was realli tiring...

so i shouldnt blog tat much bahs..

cos today was realli tough..

but i feel tat mr sim talks are always so educational..

wahahas...

=)

byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

wooh...
back postin once again..
wahahas...
err a few days ago..
er zi left a letter on my table..
hahas..
was so surprise yeahh..
hahas...
den i was lyke...
omg..
when i saw the pic..
hahas..
it was the one and only pic we took together at RP..
it was lyke soooo funnie!!
wahahas..

den just now at i was lookin through my cupboard...
i was so shocked to see my 2-3 years back pics which was taken in korea with my cousins..
hahas..
so funnie..
cos tat time i was lyke still realli zzz and the hair lyke so zzz also..
hahas..
den now..
i was lyke...
why am i lookin lyke this tat time..??
hahas..
anyway...
will upload the new year pics tonight..
hahas..
can say im lazy or wad but i dun care..
wahahas..

yesterday night..
sis and her friends came to my hse..
got li jian,adeline,yan da,zhi wei and her..
den i was lyke okayy..
cos they come every year..
so not realli a big deal..
after tat we eat and played poker cards..
play 21 point..
hahas..
i just learnt it lyke not long ago..??
den we bet on food..
hahas..
and we ate realli ALOT of new year goodies siia
hahas..
after playin..
we went to our hse nearby park to play fireworks..
hahas..
so fun..
den was lyke chasin around and so on..
hahas..
reached home at around 11...
everyone was lyke sittin on the chair..
dyin..
hahas...

was lyke feeling why my sister would have so nice de friends..
den can get together so well..
hahas..
and enjoy themselves whenever they are..
hahas..
i did enjoy myself with them..
wahahas..
tats all bahs..
byebye!!
[[EILEEN]]