CENTENNIAL CONCERT!!!!

chin yi and me :D

ros my wifey and me

terence tan and me

me, chin yi ,jen sin

cheryl tan,chin yi and me :D

cane, samson,me, louis :D

edwin,samson,chetwin and me

nicole mummie and me :D

mr danny and me!

louis ah kor and me :D

edwin,vincent,wei cheng,chetwin,kian meng,jen sin,rui shen,louis,huan da and ME

edwin,vincent,wei cheng,chetwin,kian meng,jen sin and me!

p.s* they are the slowest ppl i know who take 30 mins to walk to heartland! =X

chetwin and me! tryin to act cute all over again!

jen sin,chetwin and me!

chetwin very qian bian!!!

vincent and me

MEEE~

kian meng, wei cheng, jen sin,edwin and me!

CRAZY FRIENDS :D

edwin xiao gou and me!

wei cheng mr bias and me!

jen sin and me!

chin yi and me!!! :D

joshua and me :D

after his YOG rehearsal :D

cane,samson,joshua,louis and me :D

ME!!!!

ros wifey and me :D :D

my CLASS and MISS KOK!

ME :D

alright...here goes my WONDERFUL journey!
went home reached home around 12.30 cos have to finish my chemistry corrections!
after that, chin yi came to my hse and sit cos she lost her keys and chin din ish not home yet!
after that...ate lunch and blahblahblah.
and started preparing to go out..
went to chin din and chin yi hse..
den started to help them dress up and take some pics here and there...*
went to meet at 5?
after that...at around 6 plus,reached esplanade and started taking photos and more photos
actually the concert was rather nice la!although not as good as star burst
but it was great actually...and i had alot of fun there too!
especially with wei cheng's camera! muahahahazzz!!

after everything ended, finally met up with samson to take photo!
took even more photos..and headed to take night pictures here and there...
reached home at 0000hrs...
woohoo!first time i reaching home sooo late!!
slept at around 0130hrs...
i had alot of fun yesterday :D
tat's all!!!
BYEBYE!
[[EILEEN]]

ARRIVAL of TML can't wait for tml to arrive..can wake up late, go home early...den go home late again!
how good can that be! muahhaazzz..going to have dinner outside too :D muahahazzz!
i'm lazy to post out what had happen the pass few days...
but I'M NOT WELL YET :(
haiish..
TAKECARE EILEEN CHEW! and all the ppl around her..
&& mr yeo ish finally coming back! i miss him!=X
tat's all la
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

GOODBYE NPCC today marks the last day for me:
1.wearing my full-uniform
2.polishing my badges
3.removing the badges from my full-uniform
4.marching out the parade ground in a contigent
5.taking photos in full-uniform
6.perhaps shouting "WORK,PLAY,TRAIN,REST. WE ARE THE BEST"
my journey with NPCC ends here...not being a CI would be perhaps the best choice for me and my parents...but i promised i will be back..to be the BEST FOY of NPCC...

i have alot of feelings in me right now...can't bear it at all...
i keep telling myself...曾经拥有就足够了，但我还是舍不得.
as i remove my badges and rank from my full-u...
memories came back....now i managed to earn my badges 1 by 1...
how mr peh, help me put up my rank...
how i use to grumble why must the badges be taken out before washing!
but for today...i hestitated when removing them...as i know that i won't have the chance, to pin them up once again...
but i know something...that i have to let go of it...

TO MY DEAREST DADDY, MR ALVIN PEH:
You are just like my second father to me, who groom me up to who i am now.
You gave me tons of chances to perform and will always be there by my side when i'm about to fall.
I still remember:
*.* just the night before ATC, my mum rang you up and told you that she doesn't allow me to Perhaps it was the first time and the last time you've heard me cried so badly..
*.* The way you congrats me when i was nominated to represent our unit for the overseas trip.
*.* The way you help me to wear up my rank.
*.* How you always used to tell me: 孩子，没事的。要坚强！
*.* How you encourage and support me each and everytime i'm involve in the parade.
*.* Your useful persuasion which always melts my decision.
*.* The way you told me get ready for interviews.
*.* The way you told me that im a S.I
*.* The way you hug me while i passed out
*.* The things you said to me when i passed out about 孩子已经长大了.
*.* The way you are touched by our present!it's the first, but i doubt it would be the last.

all these sweet memories were just like as if it was yesterday...and you are the one..who let me believe that my choice of choosing NPCC was never wrong...although in NPCC i've cried alot! but i will never forget all those wonderful memories i've been through...and i'm proud to say that the tears i've shed are worth it. The things i've been through had thought me a lot of things, that i can apply next time. And the love being given to me, would be the love i would give to everyone around me. Last but not least...
i would like to say a big big THANK YOU to Mr Daddy Peh* for everything :D
*p.s..it sounds rather weird =X

tat's all for today...
shall post up the photos of today when i get it :D
byebye humans =X
[[EILEEN]]

HERE COMES MERLY AND LYO! okay...actually they have been in my hse for a few days alr..
just that im lazy to upload the pics and post it out!

although they are like EXPENSIVE, but still I'VE GOT THEM!

hehezz..they are here to add in to my soft toy collection..

and they are very huggable too!

anyway..today went to see the doctor...

and i've got 3 medicine to consume...

rahh!!2 days of MC and i wonder what am i going to do tml!

rahhhH!!

im tired..

and time for me to get some rest alr!

its a cold cold day!

anyway, get well soon joshua see!

[[EILEEN]]

SICK! currently having sore throat,cough and flu..
think tml might have fever?i hope not la!
today slept till 1.30 den i woke up...
ate lunch..den lie on my sofa and watch tv..
didn't feel like doing anything at all :(
siianx..faster get well la!
i wanna wear nice nice go for the parade on tuesday des..
its my last parade anyway!

tried sleeping..but i cant fall asleep!
rahhh!!i wanna get well soon soon!
den i can play again! LOL!
=X
wad i meant was study again! LOL!
cos i haven touch any of my books today!
tat's all bahs.
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY :D hehezz i know im cute in the picture =X opps*

alright...
TUESDAY!
went to SINGAPORE GARDEN FESTIVAL!
i super duper love love it la!
its damn pretty!
but compared to 2 years ago...
2 years ago des still much nicer la :D
all the pics could be found on facebook :D
cos i think uploadin it here will take years i think?LOL!

WEDNESDAY!
as for today..i went lunch with CHARLIE AND ANGEL no.2
miss those days we spent together..
hope we will get to go for lunch together more often!
iloveyou guys :D hehezz =X

tat's all..
lazy to post hehezz!!
[[EILEEN]]

FRIENDS FOREVER?

i've been thinking about this for almost the whole to today..

What Does Friends Forever really means?

maybe this explains why my mood was like soooo not good in class...

and i finally understand that i've lost a really close friend to me...

not knowing until i finally felt it...

it happened like during our study camp...

due to a change in sitting arrangement..everything changed perhaps...

no more long hours of talking time through the phone...

no more random msges from each other...

no more jokes and laughters..

no more studying together....

perhaps due to stress and o's approaching...

we've drifted...i'm totally upset...

but what can i do to stop the drifting...i really wonder...

i found a great friend who would call me back when she's busy...

i found a great friend who would talk to me about how she admire this guy...

i found a great friend who would pity me for getting into stupid things a time...

i found a great friend who would share tons of gossips with me...

i found a great friend who would tell me tons and tons of things..

i found a great friend that would ask me " What's Wrong Girl?"

den until now...i found that i've lost this great friend..

perhaps i could say, MY BEST FRIEND...

i hope that everything would be back to normal...

i hope that it won't have to be kept as memories...and i hope that this would last forever...

i just feel like saying this..but I MISS YOU GIRL...

i miss all the fun time we had together....

i miss every little things that happened, between you and me...

i hope you know who you are...and i hope that you would be able to read this post..

if you happens to pop by....

i hope so...this ish your favourite colour.i suppose..

as for my partner now..

the only thing i know that we've changed from friends into good friends..

but i think that we would never be best friends...perhaps...

i know i'm not the correct piece of jigsaw to fix into the puzzle...

i love the time i spent together with you...

but yet, the feeling between a good friend and a best friend...

ish totally different i suppose...

i've always know that a odd number friendship would have problems...

someone has to be left out...

but yet...i rather i'm the one who has been left out...

but not you my best friend...

ever since after that incident...

everything changed..and everything was no longer the same...

a changed from an even number friendship, to an odd number friendship...

being the center person...i don't know what am i suppose to do...

and i've stepped into the wrong path..

causing such an ending to happen...

i've used to be alone..

not really alone..but i don't stay with only 1 particular bunch of friends...

but i hang out with different bunch of friends at different point of the time...

i knew that this way, no one would get hurt...

but this time round..it's different...

i've always wanted to post this out...but i've hesitated...

i think now ish the time i shall say all the out...

as i've regretted losing my best friend...

and i don't want to regret again..

[[EILEEN]]

SLEEP!

22-23 -> last chemistry and biology spa...

3 months and 7 more days..would be the starting of my o's alr.

super fast la....worried...

den 16 august would be err my english oral..

&&

my brother would be coming back to singapore on national day!

also..that marks my first year of knowing how to cycle! hehezzz!!

also also..

tuesday going to garden festival :D :D yeah yeah!

i always attend it...

so this year i'm going too!

and i've charged my camera alr!
NO WORRIES!

wooh!it's gonna be a busy week i guess!!!

tat's all la..

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

MC!

was having a serious headache this morning...

den was feeling like MAD!

so didn't go to school la..hope i didn't miss-ed out alot..

&&

sorry to ros..today not feeling well..

so didn't go and have ice-cream with you la..

i promise to eat with you next time alright!

about to start studying soon!
tat's all for today..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

WORST DECISION...

worst day...

my class partner ish not in school...

my laughin partner ish not in school..

my chem lab parner ish not in school...

worst decision....

4 periods of maths with the relief teacher...was totally sucky...

luckily 1 period was taken by the survey..

went to computer lab...

regretted doing the survey super fast...

regretted asking sarah if we could use the com...

regretted going to facebook...

regretted going to profiles...

regretted every single step i did...

thanks ya zhen,ya si,ros and zoey la...

had fun with them....

and of course, those ppl whom i went lunch with...

thanks...

tat's all bahs...

i wanna quit facebook...

[[EILEEN]]

COMEON!!!

this weekend was a total waste actually..

cos i didn't study at all la!im guilty..but i need to relax abit...

blahblahblah...

anyway...

MR YEO WENT FOR RESERVICE FOR 3 WEEKS!

and i relief teacher came to teach us..

although his maths ish good la..but i don't like the way he teach...

blahblahblah...

currently...

feeling like SHIT!cos dun feel very well...

but trying to do my a-maths homework..

damn hard!and its like RAHHHH!

don't feel like doing it.

yet i have to try!!arghhh

tat's all la..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

SLEEPY~

LOL!

lalalalalala~

Eileen CHEW!

is too busy..

like always.

BUT BUT..

I'm sooo good!

LIKE ALWAYS

to keep this thing ALIVE!

=]

TRUTH!

alright...here's just some updates here and there..nothing much actually...

just my personally things and feelings that i would like to share it out..

or else i think it would be killing me inside...

2 reasons for me crying..

first: someone said something that really irritate me and makes me hate that person...[ i think there's only 1]

second: more oftenly, i cried because i care for that person..

i shall explain myself just for the second reason..

as until so far..for the first reason..only 1 person managed to do that to me..

and i think it will take me a super duper long time, till i finally really clear my dislikes towards that person! rahhh!!

people around me would always find me A SUPER DUPER BIG CRY BABY or something like that..

and yupp..although im near 16 alr..but i still love to cry...because..i doesn't like to fight back..

fighting back to another person, ish not my style at all...

the main reason i cried..WAS BECAUSE I CARE! and i dunwan to ruin everything...

so ya..so wad im a cry baby! i don't care!

i don't like to fight..cos i find it childish...and it doesn't solve any problems...

i can be very nasty if i want..i can fight back and turn it around and make you cry if i want..

but i don't! as its not going to help anyone in both ways!

but yet, some people would be appreciate it..as they would never understand how i really feel..

next next....

i can't choose how my health would be like..i can only try my best to change it..

but the words are hurtful...you might think that this ish fun..

but to me..this ish plain childish...put yourself in my shoes..

if i were to say that right in front of you in YOUR FACE, how would you feel?

yeah..so pls spare a thought for others..

and think twice before you say something..

there's things that can be said and to be laugh about..

but get this clear that there's things that might just hurt others..

i believe that you won't want such things to happen to you too!

next up!

someone asked me...

why do i always like to hang out with those ppl?

just because of one simple reason..i don't like to be left alone..

i've did alot of personality tests.

according to the D I S C test..

im a I.S...

this is my character that doesn't change...

im super sociable..and i don't like to be left alone..

i need ppl around me all the time..

so don't ask me that question anymore..

cos in NP, i hang out with them..and that's something that i can't change.

as i would be super duper lonely..if i doesn't have them by my side to accompany me..

next next...

about myself....eating med every morning..and getting better i guess?lesser giddy spells, lesser not feeling well, but yet at times there still will be...especially when i bend down to take things or keep turing my head or run here run there.i think i will faint..but i will be strong la! 1 more week of med..and i will stop eating it! i don't want to rely on it!

last but not least..

thank you to =] for keeping my blog alive, and posting such a cute baby :D

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

I'm BORED!!!!

I'm bored..

I'm not kitty chew..

I'm just entertaining myself here and at the same time keeping this ALIVE..

I'm so good rite..

hahas.

=]

YOUTH DAY... its monday..
and I TOTALLY WASTED IT!
woke up at 12pm...
den started to stare at the tv the entire day...
i don't know why..i just don't feel like doing anythin at all..
watch super duper lots of cartoon...
its like cartoon day??
i think its YOUTH DAY! and so i'm giving myself a break?
but its like all CARTOON CARTOON AND MORE CARTOON! hehezz!
now..going to my mother workplace soon..
cos i wanna go there do some shopping la :D
hehezz!
tat's all..
no more computer for the next few days :D
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]