50th post!!

hahas...
err...
bought alot of new clothes and shoes...
and alot of things happen..
ahhh..
so stressed siia....
the maths ish soooo the hard siia..
make till wo headache sia...
wad the hell..
hahas..
aiya..
dun post today lehs..
next time den post again..
tats all bye!!

[[EILEEN]]

weee!!!!

SEE JING HONG ISH BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas...
last time of believin my horoscope...
cos its realli realli the last time..
i asked someone whether tat person believes in it too..
but i din realli got an reply bahs...
but someone tat person din realli believe it or wad bahs..
its okayy bahs..
i agree with tat person....
fate ish more true perhaps...
tats how i believe too...
无缘的人总是不能在一起的。。。
不管再怎么努力。。。
也不可能会有结果。。。
i believe tat every single person tat we meet..
there ish fate..
but ish just the amount of it..
someone more..
some less..
some are more to friends..
some are more to enemies..LOL!!
some are more to relationship..??
lol..
seriously...
its kind of interestin bahs..
LOL!!!

it depends on how someone thinks..
how someone believe..
and how someone imagines...
anyway...
im gonna movies on wednesday!!!
finalli!!!
LOL!!!
going watch doggie show.
den maybe after tat going meet my mother..?
i dunno luhs..
see first..
LOL!!!

tml would be busy luhs..
got ict den followed by got tuition!!
ahhh
stressed!!!
LOL!!!
anyway...
today went to dinner with brother and sister..
den the rain super duper big luhs!!!
but lastly had a nice meal....
super tired now..
lol..
den now watchin tv!!
wahahas..
okayy bahs..
tats the end!!!
BYEBYE!!!

[[EILEEN]]

woooh...
back posting!!!
anyway..
do you believe in horoscope..??
kind of curious bahs...
cos i somehow believes in it lehs..
but i dun dare to believe also..
X.x..
lol...
hope tat maybe if i believe in it for this time..
the horoscope would be true.??
lol..
actualli its the amount of fate luhs..
lol..
might not be true...
but why not believe it for the sake of pleasure..??
LOL!!!
anyway...
theres nothin wrong with lovin bear OKAYY!!
lol
ILOVEBEAR!!
so wad...
LOL..
anyway..
see jing hong would be back soon..
either today or tml..
lol..
noe he sure miss me alot de luhs..
X.x..
hahas...
jkjk...

alright tats all for now..
byebye!!!
[[EILEEN]]

ILOVETEDDYBEAR!!SO WAD!!

不要再让我爱你越来越深。。。
我真得很像放开我的双手。。。
但你一次又一次得让我耿耿于怀。。。
如果你不再爱我。。。
就放开手吧。。。
我不想再逃避。。。
我真的又喘不过气来了。。。

somehow...
im prepared for the worst...
hahas...
its just time to forget everythin..
and start my entire life afresh...
i dunwan to get trap...
in a no answer question..
when both party suffers..
wads the point...
since there will not be an endin..
why not let it go faster...

time to STOP THINKIN!!!
see jing hong would be back soon lehs.
yeahh..
finalli...entertainment ish here man!!!
miss the nudgin on msn...
and no one to tok to!!
LOL...
anyway..
i dun wish to run away anymore...
我不想再逃避现实。。。

[[EILEEN]]

事情总是绕来绕去。。
当他在你身边的时候，你不以为是。。
但是，当他决定离开了你。。。
你什么都不能做。。。
珍惜眼前人。。。
为什么，我要到了现在。。。
才了解了这个道理。。。
后悔都来不及。。
所以只好放开。。。
我某某的等待那爱情的从新开始。。
但我从当中，
察觉到了，
那段等待的爱情。。。
是不会再度回到我身边。。。
也不可能像以前一样。。。

i should study hard now...
teddyishloved...

for the last last time....

[[EILEEN]]

我终于觉悟了。。。
那跟本不是爱情。。。
那只是我身命中的其总的一个考验。。。
可能，爱情从来没有出现过。。。
但我还是相信。。。
有一天，事情会有变化。。。
一天也好，但我知道。。。
这一切，都是一场梦。。。
一段美好的梦，
一段让我留念的梦。。。
一段让我感触丰富的梦。。。
一段让我伤心的梦。。。
一段让我无法忘记的梦。。

但是我知道。。。
梦是梦，实时是实时。。。
我无法再面对我那段美好的梦。。。
太过美好，让我无法呼吸。。。
而我也知道，总有一天。。。
我会从梦里醒过来。。。
爱情的一切，都不是我想象中的那么简单。。。
也不是想象中的那么复杂。。。
当面对爱情的时候。。
感觉甜丝丝的。。。
而当要面对离别的时候。。。
那甜丝丝的感觉，
在一顺简变成了苦悠悠的。。。

慢慢的开始醒悟。。。
我不能再活在梦里。。。
我不想在受到任何的打击。。。
不想再面对任何的谎言。。。
也不想在受到那疼痛的橦伤。。。
那梦让我期待了每一天。。。
而在实时上，每一天都是自己创造的。。。

是该时候我长大了。。
是该时候面对现时。。。
我不能再逃避。。。
如果你是真的爱我的话。。。
那所有的一切都不应该发生。。。
如果你真的爱我的话。。
你就不会让我为你而哭。。。
也不会让我一再认为。。。
你不再爱我了。。。

周佩雯 启

class photo 2!!!

class photo 1!!

jazreel and me..

bthdae boy cuttin cake

bthdae boy blowin candle

bthdae boy with bthdae cake

clarence bthdae cake!!

ah kor sze keat!!

bthdae BOY!!!

they are startin the fire!!!

alright...

now got mood to post le bahs.

cos im too bored bahs..

was watchin tv..

although i got alot of things haven do yet luhs!!

anyway need post bout the class bbq tat day..

hahas..

tat time i got tuiton so i went there late bahs..

but when i reached there..

i was lyke super shocked..

cos the fire ish still not started yet..

lol

it was about 7pm already..

hahas..

den i reached there..

den found out tat they bought cake for clarence bthdae...

so soon..

i went to have a walk with jazreel..

and was tokin there..

bout somethings..

den was sittin by the rock there with stephen and hisyam.

hahas listenin song..

dunno why ah kor emo siia..

siian...

den i was lyke tryin to cheer him up or somethin lyke tat..

but yet din suceed bahs...

so kevin called me..

and told me tat they wants to celebrate clarence bthdae..

so stephen,zhihui and i just went over and took the cake to a side..

to light up the candle..

so we just try to spook around..

but we noe tat clarence notice it lehs..

also cannot do anythin lays..

so we just went to light up the candle.

and the entire class went singin bthdae song for him..

haha

its kind of touchin to me man...

but i din eat the cake bahs..

cos kinda no mood..?

den went home soon at around 9++

send stephen,jazreel,zhihui,sze keat,jen sin home by my parents car..

den we was lyke singin 彩虹 on the car..

was lyke touchin..?

hahas..

realli had fun..

although it was just a short period of time..

so went home...

and went to bath..

and just nice 10pm come out...

and watch TV!!
hahas

wednesday...

was at home..

actualli wanted to go movie..

but it was too late bahs..

so din get a chance...

but its okay bahs...

den i just stayed at home watch tv..

study...my e-maths..

siianx..

started tuition already..

was kind of tough..

but was kind of new also.

so im tryin hard to study..

hahas..

but still..

somehow its still holiday..

so dun reali have the mood to study..

X.x

today..

went to work..

and alot of bad things happened..
X.x

shall not say perhaps..

and kiang yeow ish super funny..
when he hear me voice..

he would start to laugh!!!!

i also dunno why luhs..

so the zzz luhs.
hahas..

alright bahs..

tats all for now bahs..
byebye..

[[EILEEN]]

will be postin again soon bahs..
cos today realli realli no mood perhaps....
hahas..
today ish not nice man!!!
hahas
will post photos about the class bbq soon..
[[EILEEN]]



somehow..
i have given up le bahs..
i dun feel anythin at all le bahs..
someone hu doesnt care at all..?
i dunno...
those few days were nice..
but yet it was short..
i thought there was a change..
but i believe i was wrong..
as it had never happened before..
dunno whether its the time to just let it go bahs...
somehow had realli no hope for everythin le bahs...
cos i dun see or feel anythin le bahs..
someone told me tat there would still be a chance..
but i dun think there would be le bahs...
if he loves me...
he wouldnt have done this to me...

wahahas..
see jing hong ish back from malaysia..
zzz..
lol..
but he going hk tml lehs..
lol
crazy de man..
yesterday today go malaysia den..
tml going hk lehs.
ahas..
anyway he gettin me somethin..
wahahas..
and so am i..
i so gd rite..
lalalalas...

super bored now...
2 more days to class bbq.
Zzz...
i wont be joinin the class in the afternoon..
cos GOT TUITION!!!
only can join them at night..
ZZZZZZ!!!!
siianx..
gonna be super tired this week bahs..
ahh..
tats all now..
byebye!!!
[[EILEEN]]

back postin...

went to work yesterday and once i reached home,

went to reborn my hair...

took kinda of long..

den went orchard shop abit for my winter wear..

but lastly couldnt find any good ones..

den also shop for wallet...

saw a super nice one..

but it costed lyke $169..??

hahas..

so never buy..

after tat went to buy FAMOUS AMOS!!

my favourite..

NO NUT CHOCOLATE CHIP!!

hahas..

super nice..

den went to buy slurphy and fries..

den walk to PS..

hahas...

was lyke super tired..

and reached home at around 9+..

luckily why i finish bathin..

it was 10 and im able to watch the channel U 10pm show..

i lyke to watch tat..

hahas...

while watchin tat..

he msged me tat he's gonna start work tml..

hahas..

so all the best...

hahas...

he works till 7pm..

SO LATE man!!

and today ish saturday luhs!!zzz

hahas

but at least can earn money and spend luhs...

hahas just lyke me...

den today..

woke up at 1030am..

dun feel realli tired..

but felt realli bored and started watchin tv all the way..

haiish..

feel so bored at home..

and dun feel lyke doin anythin at all..

tonite goin dinner with dad and maybe brother..?

hahas..

den my sister went to her friends bthdae..

siianx..

hahas..

now scannin in our family photo..

hahas..

so bored..

it was taken when i was in hk last year..
LOL..

time pass so fast..

and soon i would be leavin for korea le bahs..

hahas...

would be bringin my phone over cos can be used..

yeahh...

and today my mum bought a new camera for ME!!

yeahh..

so must wait till tonite..

i will have a new camera lehs..

hahas

YEAHH!!

hahas...

also i got all my books for next year already..

startin tuition next week..

gonna be realli busy le bahs..

wahahas...

maybe being busy ish a good thing for me..

its a good way to not think of things..

hahas

anyway..

tats all for today bahs..

byebye...

[[EILEEN]]

when will it be the day for

everythin to be back to normal...
i realli wonder...i dunno how
long can i run away from reality..
and i dunno how long i would
forget all these things..
all this while my love for you had never changed..
but i think...urs changed..
our love isnt the same as how it was started...
but yet...i keep hopin tat it would be the same..
i still loveyou teddy...
but do you realli still loves me...?

bak postin..

tml will have to go and work again..

hahas..

hope tml wont be borin or wad bahs..

den today was lyke woke up at 10am..

cos my stupid bro just come in and off my aircon...zzz

hahas

den felt kinda tired bahs..

yesterday night cannot sleep..

siianx..

hahas...

im super bored now...

joshua going malaysia and hk soon lehs.

hahas must buy me things worx..

hahas

i wont forget ur bthdae present des..

dun worrie.

hahas..

kinda tats all for today bahs..

i wanna go sleep..zzz

byebye!!!

[[EILEEN]]

woooh!!

today work sucks....

cos today veri little ppl..

den also veri bored..

so was realli realli bored..

till we was lyke playin around there..

hahas...

and now.

i CANNOT PLAY MAPLE!!!

so stupid luhs..

i dunno why..

my entire guild ppl cannot get in..!

so irritatin luhs!!

and so BORED now..

later gonna have MES meeting on msn!

hahas..

tats all!

byebye!!!

today ish the first day of WORK!!!

got rather alot of funnie funnie stuff happen...

and also somehow got alot to say siia!!

hahas

anyway..

lets get started...

today...

woke up at 0715am to get prepared..

den left hse at 0806am..

got there at around 0820am...

den waited for poh siew aunty..

lol...

den started to get prepared to sells the books..

hahas den soon..

i started to see and learn!!wahahas..

soon...i start to pack books...

and take orders,count money...take money and so on..

den had lunch break..

hahas..

was kinda interestin and so on luhs..

hahas..

den carried on selling and selling and selling..

den today to total amount of money earned ish about $4000..??

hahas..

will post abit more tonite i guess so..???

tats all for now!!

byebye!!!

heres another bear...yesterday de cuter lehs..lol...
but all bears are CUTE okayy!!!

hahas...
this few days gonna be quite busy bahs..
this mornin woke up realli early...X.x
den came home..
felt tired again den went to sleep..
until 10.54am den wake up..
hahas..
quite alot of things happened yesterday nite bahs..
hahas..
but its okayy..
im strong now!!
wahahas..


anyway later need go back school..
hahas..
got ICT program..
finalli can see my classmates again lehs.
after ICT program got exco meetin..
siianx...
must reallli plan hao everythin lehs..
or else..
our class BBQ ish dead man!!
hahas..
i bought the utensils all these lehs..
hahas..





tml will be the first day of work...
and i shall see how it ish..
so tml...i will post again!!
hahas..
tats all for now!!!
[[EILEEN]]

isnt it cute..??

hahas!!

alright...

dunno why i keep changin blogskin..

and dunno why...i suddenly love teddy bear so much..

tat i go and find a teddy bear de blogskin..

lol...

cute rite..???

actualli found alot of cute cute des..

but dunno why..

i decided to use this..??

hahas...

anyway...

i decided to leave for korea le bahs..

hope it dun clash with any of my trainin or wadever thing bahs..

hahas..

tats somehow all..

hahas...

siianx..

will be leavin on 16/12 and will be back on 23/12 bahs..

haiish...

actualli i din realli want to go bahs..

but still somethin made me feel lyke goin bahs..

maybe its true..

its time for me relax le bahs..

tats all...

byebye...

i dunwan to live in a so stress out world...

its time to put everythin down...

smilex!!!

iloveteddybear!!!

[[EiLeeN]]

woooHH...
it has been long since i last posted bahs..
hahas...
i also veri veri long no use com le bahs..
cos this few days..
i was lyke feelin reali bored about usin com..
and was lyke watchin vcds all day long..
got alot of nice shows to watch..
hahas!!!
tats why..
somehow gave up the thought of usin com..
and started to concentrate on tv...
anyway tuition startin soon le bahs!!
LOL...
startin on mid-november..
so fast rite..
den my monday and tuesday would be busy lehs..
so sad!!!LOL..
smile...
somehow..
tats all for today!!
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]