wooohh..
its the last day of 2008 le bahs..
goin to lyke stay at home to celebrate it bahs..
actualli..
i doesnt realli mean anythin to me..
dunno bahs..
still kind of realli no mood for anythin..
at home now..
alot of ppl went to chalet..
so do my bro..
sis goin out to celebrate tonight...
but im just gonna stay at home.
hahas..

realli school ish lyke gonna start...
and realli startin to get busy if im not wrong bahs..
tuition startin this comin sunday bahs.
here's my tuition date..
e-maths:wednesday night...7.30pm to 9pm..
a-maths:sunday evening...4pm to 5.30pm..
hahas..
and today..
mr peh msg me ask me to call him.
and so i called him..
den he wants to meet all of us sec 3's right after school ends on friday..
hahas.
wonder wad ish he gonna tell us man!!
hahas..
den he also told me tat we will have 2 training per week..
ahhhh...
a big big SHOCK!!!
den he told me another thing..
shall keep it as a secret soon will find out on friday..
it got nothin to do with cca bahs..
but wad he told me gave me a big SHOCK too..
its somethin which i did not predict before..?
lol..

hahas..
must finish M.E.S shirt design by today..
so i can bring it to school on friday to see how it goes..
lol..
its simple..
realli simple..
cos im not tat complicated..?
hahas..

alright...
tats all for today bahs...
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE..
hope it would be a brand new start for me bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

BYE MY DEAREST PINKII...

just went to bury pinkii...
my dad dug a hole..
den i just put it in...
i totalli cried out bahs...
i dunno why..
i just totalli felt so down..
tats the end of pinkii's life..
bye pinkii...i will miss you forever...
28th december 2008..
[[EILEEN]]

GOODBYE MY BELOVED PINKI...='(

this mornin...

mum woke me up.

and we found out tat pinkii pass away...

he's lyke just 4 years old plus and pass away..

without us knowin why..

its died with an open eyes...

why cant it die prettly..?

he use to be the fattest...

the cutest and the hope guaii one...

but now he's no longer with us..

i wonder why...

he would bare to leave us so quickly...

be frank..

his the one hu i loves the most...

but now tat his gone...

i lost a best friend.

i lost someone hu i care for..

and lost someone to tok to...

hope tat when it reborn..

it would find a good and nice family or wad bahs..

anyway..

sis and bro at malaysia..

so i haven tell my sis yet..

and i dun dare to tell too...

when she comes back..

den spread the news to her bahs..

tats all for today bahs..

im totalli shag down..

byebye..

[[EILEEN]]

feeling realli lazy to upload photos..
so will do it next time bahs..
not in mood to post today..
so tats all bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

HOHOHO...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

finalli..
its christmas...
and finalli..
im feeling much better then the previous few days...
life has been tough throughout this 2 weeks or so bahs...
felt so lyke pathetic luhs...
keep eatin and vomittin..
and i seriously think tat i have to go and see a doctor next week le bahs.
seems tat my stomach ish gettin weaker and weaker..
ahhhh..
but today ish abit better le bahs..
managed to eat..
but not alot.
hope tat this will last..
so tat i wont feel so x.x luhs..
anyway..
i lost alot of weight man..
blahblahblah..
anyway...
today im here to tok bout my entire trip bahs..
photos will be uploaded on the next post..
hahas..

so...

16th december 2008...
was at the airport at around 8pm...
went shoppin with mum inside..
and used the computer inside...
i did blog..
and send an e-mail...
also..
we bought some chocolate so we can eat man..
10.40pm..the plane took off..
and i was lyke sleepin..
felt so UMCOMFORTABLE..
cos the plane totalli...zzz!!!!
it was so humid inside siia..
was lyke goin to die inside there..
but i still manage to sleep with forevers' help...=)

17th december 2008...
reach korea incheon airport at around 6+ am..
its super cold there..
mum and i went to buy the bus ticket...
and manage to board the bus at 6.50am..
the bus was realli comfortable..
and i slept realli well..
the bus trip was lyke 1hr plus..
but i dun mind..
as the seats were much more comfortable than the planes'!!!
and so..
we reach aunty irene hse at around 8 plus bahs..
hahas...
was so suprise..
there was a new dog name JOY!!
hahas..
she was lyke as hyper as agar luhs..
hahas..
so cute both of them..
and wee wee was more social,
teary was skinner..?
feeby was much skinner...and super 谈吃！！！
hahas...
went abit of shoppin in korea..
and buy wad we wanted to eat..
lol...
and our day ended....

18th december...
still shoppin around..
and help my aunty bring up the christmas tree..
hahas..
tat day was lyke so cold outside..
and mum,aunty and i was lyke outside..
puttin up the decorations...and the lightings..
its hard man..
lol..

19th december...
it was the day when i started to fall ill again...
went to pick up uncle peter and family at the hotel..
hahas...
den i started to have motion sickness.
so zzz..
den my aunt blame my mum for everythin..
which made me super pissed off..
but i din say out lehs.
X.x
hahas..

20,21 december..
went shoppin..
walkin around..
and buyin our needs for everythin..
hahas..
bought alot of nice food...snacks.
but this time i never buy alot of things..
just some sweets and for some close friends..
hahas...

22nd december..
was preparin to go to the airport.
managed to board the bus at 1.50pm..
and reach the airport at around 3pm..
but our flight was at 7.30pm..
hahas..
went to eat burger king..
and went inside and walk walk walk
time pass rather fast luhs.
and went onboard the plane..
and i felt so uncomfortable..
and started vomittin again..
felt so zzz...
i vomitted twice on the plane...zzz!!!!

23rd december...
reach sg at 1.15am...
and took our baggage met my dad..
drove uncle peter home..
and we reached home at around 3am in the mornin..
and so..
i was back in sg..
and started to feel sick again..
den so zzz..
mother say wan bring me to doctor..
but i say dun need luhs.
cos i said next week perhaps..
hahas..
hope im gettin better...
cos i dunwan to see doctor luhs!!
LOL!!!
anyway..
tats all for today bahs..
will upload the pics the next time..
byebye...
[[EILEEN]]
我长大了，而我也发现到我根本不需要你的存在。。。

IM FINALLI BACK...

a week has been fun..
but yet..
it has been tough too..
cos it was fun...
but i was lyke keep vomitin over and over again...
due to stomach flu and motion sickness bahs..
haiish..
now still dun realli feel good at all bahs..
zzz...
anyway...
i wont post much today bahs..
cos im feeling super unwell..?
will post tml i suppose..
hahas..
tats all bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

GOODBYE EVERYONE!!!

heyy everyone..
im in the airport now..
hahas..
and usin the com there to blog abit..
as my mother ish still lyke shoppin..
lol..
zzz..
anythin..
will be back only on next tuesday bahs..
hahahas..
will miss alot of ppl..
but cannot say finish all bahs..
hahas..
anyway..
alot of ppl in camp now..
so i also cannot do anythin..
but all i can wish ish everyone to be enjoyin themselves bahs..
hahas..
currently drinkin soymilk bbtea..
hahas..
so fun..
but also super cold siia..

my fingers FREEZING luhs!!
X.x
hahas..
if possible i will post in korea..
if my aunty de com can be used..
hahas..
miss you guys lots and tons..
so miss me too alright!!
byebye...

[[EILEEN]]

3 more days till im leavin...

alright so today wont be goin movies bahs..
maybe on monday..
X.x
now i got nothin to do man!!!
hahas..
den feel super bored..
but think sure got things do de luhs..
wait my dad come home den ask him bring me out l0rx!!X.x
dunno whether can anot..
anyway..
im goin FARM tml siia!!!
den need reach kranji mrt de bus stop at 9am!!!
super early luhs..
but i will enjoy myself realli much..
cos i LOVE FARMS!!!
hahas..
blahblah..
see jing hong go malaysia again..
hahas..
den no one entertain me again!!
ahhh!!
lol..
tats all bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

4more days till im leaving..

wooh..
work was tough today..
and still had to go back to school for some stuff...
super tired now...
im lookin forward to leave sg bahs..
for the veri first time...
dun think tml gonna movie le bahs..
although i wish to go..
but some things happened..
so should be never go bahs..
tats all for today bahs...
[[EILEEN]]


im just like a body who lost it's soul

5 more days till the day im leavin...!!!

wooh!!super cold now man!!
hahas..
today went work..
got alot of things to do..
but dun earn alot siia..
lol.
sadded..
anyway no mood to post now..
hahas..
byebye..!!
[[EILEEN]]

6 more days till the day im leaving...

it has been a week since im down with stomach flu le bahs..
but feeling much better le bahs..
wanted to go watch movie on monday..
but dun think have the chance..??
maybe on sat perhaps bahs..
i dunno...
dunno wads wrong with me today this mornin..
just suddenly cry siia..
cos i lyke cannot sleep..?
den headache..??
LOL!!
kinda of crazy or wad bahs..

den wake up..
and started preparin my luggage for overseas bahs...
feel kinda scared to go..
cos i dunno whether i will lyke get my stomach flu over there again..
dunno why..
this few months..
gettin more and more weaker..
gettin sick more easily and so on..
i dunno bahs..
hahas..
anyway..
my mother cook den i help her.
lastly get burn by oil on finger..
abit only luhs.
so pain siia..
lol..
but not pain now lehs...
WAHAHAS!!!
tml and friday will go back to work again le bahs..
hahas..
although dun reali feel lyke goin to work anymore..
cos kinda veri tired..
but i still decided to go bahs..
LOL!!!

maybe tats all for today bahs..
my flight on tuesday would be at 10pm.?
lol
den will reach there early to use their com bahs..
hahas..
den my mother will go shoppin..
while i do my last bloggin..
lol..
hope will receive some news!!
hahas
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

ting fang and me...end of concertcrowded hall no.1

crowded hall no.2!!

the band members havin some party...?

our group photo...joshua,alex,ting fang,me..joshua[[spoiler of the pic!!!]]

me and ting fang...in canteen when waitin for our daddy!!!

SICKED!!

hahas..

anyway friday din go to work..

but yesterday went back school for the band concert!!

ahahahas..

was rather fun bahs..

but also tiring!!

HAHAS!!!

but i did enjoy myself.

although i was on duty...

anyway..

you noe wad..

im startin to love M.E.S more and more..

although only got lyke 4 of us there yesterday.

but i realli love it bahs!!!

smilex!

everyone was havin somehow alot of fun..??

hahas

anyway im leavin sg soon le bahs...

and wont be lyke spendin alot there..

cos economy ish bad!!

zzz

siianx.

but i also dunno wad to buy too bahs...

siianx..

i feel so tired now..

and i haven even start on my tuition homework yet!!

siianx...

LOL!!!

tat should be all for today!!

hahas

[[EILEEN]]

realli gonna be SICK man!!X.x sobx!!

woooh....
im back postin finalli at night..
din manage to do as wad i planned..
planned to study today..
but too tired siia..
after work...
reached home..
bath watch tv..
and just went to sleep until 7.15pm..
just felt realli tired luhs...
den wake up den eat dinner..
and come use com lehs..
super duper tired..zzz
and super duper giddy man..
ahhhh..

alright..
anyway i dun realli feel anythin anymore le bahs..
maybe still have abit bahs..
but not tat much...
hahas..
cos i noe there's nothin gonna happen..
so i dun have to care so much anymore.
hahas..
just let nature take it course..
HAHAS!!!
我是坚强的。。。
我的人生的所有一切都不在你的掌控之总。。
我不会让你轻易的打败我。。。
因为，我再也不是以前的自己。。。

although there was a period of time when i realli realli felt so hopeless..
but there's someone there for me..
if you realli have loved me...
you wont leave me at the point i needed you the most..
was watchin tv and heard it..
hahas..
so i used it l0rx..

i open up my live to everyone..
but not wondering around ur life..
cos im no longer wastin my life..
on a helpless and it not being able to be controlled..
so life ish mine..
i made my choice..
wad about you..
its good to be positive..
and there ish always a positive side of life..
its just the matter of whether you want to find it anot..
its no point trapin urself in a emo life..
its realli no point..
you wont gain anythin..
and you will never step out of it..
the longer its being dragged..
the harder it ish..

if you got a dream..
just go for it..
stop hesitatin...
life ish short..
you will never noe wad happen next..
so i entrust my life to myself..
not fate..
not anythin...
im the one hu make things happen..
we never try.
we never noe...
no matter how mani times i fall down...
i will stand up again..
im no longer weak..
im no longer under a dark side control..
i controlled myself..
to stay under the sun...

somthings i realli wonder...
why cant a person just be happy...
so tat life wont have any sadness..
and led on with a nice and sweet life..
why must life be so hard...
tats all for today bahs..
byebye

[[EILEEN]]

SUPER DUPER BUSY AND STRESS WEEK!!!!!!

wooh..
realli realli tired for this entire week bahs..
dun think i would be free at all..
my timetable!!!

MONDAY--------do remainin a-maths hw,a-maths tuition 4pm-5.30pm,do e-maths hw...
TUESDAY-------do remainin e-maths hw,e-maths tuition 5.30pm-7pm,rest...
WEDNESDAY---band concert rehearsal 9am-3pm...do a-maths hw...
THURSDAY-----work...8.45am-3pm...by the time i reach home im dead...
FRIDAY---------work...same as thursday,do e-maths hw...
SATURDAY-----band concert..need to be there by 1pm-11pm...one day gone..
SUNDAY--------finish all my tuition hw...hope teacher wont give alot lyke the previous week...

wooh..
a realli realli busy week!!
ahhh..
no time to rest at all..
anyway my tuition teacher ish crazy man..
for a-maths was okayy..only 15 questions..
but for e-maths we have to do 115 qns within a week!!
ahh..
and my everyday was lyke so busy and tiring!!!
make me super duper STRESSED man..
all the algebra...its killin me man!!
hahas..
its not realli hard..
but rather confusin man..
my holiday would be lyke gone just by workin and studyin luhs..
dun realli have time to play..
actualli this week de wednesday...
i goin out with my mother to movies des..
but lastly.
need go back school for rehearsal!!
ahhhh
so dead man!!!
kind of abit sick..
den super giddy...

luckily next week would be the last tuition lehs..
but the week after..
i will be goin overseas lehs..
feel so sad...
febby got kidney failure..
i feel so sad man..
she's so cute..
but she ish the fatest..
hope nothin happens to her..
i pray hard...

ahhhh...
i wanna relax man!!
hahas
tats all for today bahs..
will post on sunday perhaps...
after a long long week!!!
BYE!!

[[EILEEN]]