开始懂爱


有昨天还是好的。有你的昨天。


那时候，我多么的天真，相信你所说的天长地久。只是你的天长地久不属于我。我们都在学习爱这门学问，都在填写着爱的考卷，回答着爱的考题。我爱的成绩是与你的回忆，对你的爱，给你的付出。你让我学会了一种叫“放弃”的爱。


“原来人会变得温柔，是透彻的懂了。爱情是流动的，不由人的，何必激动着要理由。。。。。”


你让任性的我开始懂得温柔。看着你走到她身边，牵起了她的手，就像你那时牵起我的手那样。你把原本属于我的- 你的笑容，转交给了她。你们俩形成的那幅画，是多么的完美。只是静静的看着这一幕，我不想多说些什么。你没发现，在一角的我。我的心揪着的痛，紧紧地把眼睛闭上，泪滴从眼角掉落了。


你让无知的我开始懂得，爱不只是甜蜜的，它亦会使人心痛如麻。当我把“分手”两字说出口，我的心，已碎成了千万块。你没有问理由，也没有尝试挽留，只是沉默了半响，点了头，转身离去。在你掉头离开的那一刻，泪水霎那模糊了我的视线。


“我竟然没有掉头，最残忍的那一刻，静静看你走一点都不像我。。。。”


我们一起看过日落，一起仰望过星空，一起等待流星。流星划过黑夜的那一瞬间，我们兴奋得尖叫。那时，你许下誓言：“我只为你一个人而开心，伤心，存活！”。一切童话般美好的回忆，已烙印在我脑海里。你却把它遗忘了，开始了你另一段幸福。


很爱你，如何让你离去？但又因很爱你，不得不让你离去。你和她在一起的画面已宣布我的爱情不会再来了，我又怎么能任性的把你挽留？只好用辛酸的微笑去原谅，成全你离我而去。你把我从梦中摇醒了。要我一个人面对残酷的事实。面对你的残忍，我无言了，我接受了。


但我相信你曾真心地爱过我，你心里也有不舍得，而没有说出离开的理由，是怕伤害我。就让我先提出分手，以免造成更多伤害。爱情是流动的，它是不由人操控的，所以没必要激动着要理由。


“有昨天是好的，但明天是自己的。开始懂了，快乐是选择。”


开始懂得爱情里碰到的挫折或许是难免的。跨越这挫折后，我会再次灿烂地微笑。属于我的明天，由我自己选择。我选择了快乐。


开始懂了，爱，它是生命里必须完成的考卷。你是我的第一份练习题，有笑， 有泪。我不会忘记的。请你也一定要快乐。


i copied this from jasmine..
thank you..
when i read it..
i cried bahs..
cos all these things seems whirling around my mine..
wahahas..
tats all...
byebye..
{EILEEN}}

okay..
back postin after lyke sometime..
cos this few days happened alot of things..
and i dun have the mood to post bahs...

and so...
4 more days to the real startin of examination...
11 more days to end of exam...
13 more days to my bthdae...
17 more days to sad sad day..

hahas...
anyway...
today was okay bahs..
early in the mornin was cold cold..
abit later was super HOT!
den around the afternoon time.
started to rain and be cold again..
hahas...

hehe...
anyway was lyke havin fun in class today..
and ILOVECIEN!!
wahahas
ILY!!!

okayy..
tats all for today bahs...

{{EILEEN}}

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
hahas..
today erm...
was okay luhs...
hahas..
went school super hyper des..
cos yesterday nite cannot sleep..
den i sit up..
den i wanted to lie down tat time,
i hit my head..
hahas..
den i today went around tellin ppl..
i dunno why....
but after school was okayy luhs...
actualli i wanted to take it back..
but lastly..
i took it..
but left it behind again..
perhaps next time bahs..
till now..
i dun realli have to guts to take it back..
i dunno why..
hahas...

tat all..
byebye..
ILOVE ZHIHUI!!!
wahahas!!!
{{EILEEN}}

wahahas...
im back bloggin again..
today no story.
cos nothin happen cos i no go school...
hahas..
and so...
yesterday was e-learning...
i woke up super early..
hahas..
den wake up..
first thing..
on com..
den when i was online..
saw soooo mani ppl online luhs..
hahas..

and so,started to do my e-learnin..
and to my surprise..
i did it super fast bahs.
actualli..its super lame..
cos i noe most of them le mahs..
den its kina of lyke revision..
so i did it rather quickly bahs...
den wait till lyke 1 plus after 5 hrs..
den i off com..
cos i got nothin better to do..

den started studyin..
lol..
i feel tat im soo guaii kkeas...
hahas....
soon time pass rather fast..
and i seriously got no mood on usin com.
so i no use l0rx..
hahas..

20 more days to end of EOY,22 more days to mui bthdae!!!
tats all..
byebye...

{{EILEEN}}

time to continue the story!!
wahahas!!

today MIS SU*KER bro conducted trainin...
hahas..
but obviously i noe bout it luhs..
but never realli care...
bossss!!!DUN LEAVE LUHS!!!
ahhh.
without you..
the SU*KER bro would take over!!
and GG!!!
ahhhss!!!

dun pls!!
dun!!!

tats all for today!!!

{{EILEEN}}

wahahas..
time to continue my story..
wahahas...
today...
MISS SU*KER bro gave duty to the two cute girls...
but he did not care at all...
he just anyhow throw the girls..
den gave the girls the stupid look...
and he made a trainin session..
for everyone except the two girls..
as he does not lyke them and also want them out...
but somehow got one girl ish clever des..
noe abit more luhs....
but she decided not to go for the trainin bahs...
cos she feel tat since he wants to do things this way..
den she shall follow it...
obviously...
she ish also not free on tat day..
cos she got lesson..
anyway...
the current boss said tat...
"the BOSS will quit and the CLUB will 100% FALL ~ or may be get the SU*KERde bro FIRED loh .."

hehe..
i shall continue the story...
when somethin happened again..
tats all for today..
stay tune!!!

{EILEEN}}

alright..
now tokin to HI on msn...
we both kinda SUPER PISSED....
the story goes lyke this...

miss SU*KER was a BOSS of somethin...
den now she wants her SU*KER younger bro to take over her BOSS place...
and she doesnt want other girls to go be the FLOWER in the club..
cos the girls are much CUTER den her..
and so she would NO LONGER BE THE FLOWER...
den now...
she just wan to get the GIRLS out..
although they did nothin wrong...
den the current BOSS super angry...
cos the SU*CKER bro ish the one should leave...
not the cute little girls..
wahahas...

so wad would happen next...
hu would be the winner..?
stay tune for the next episode.
when it come...

tats all for today..
byebye..
{{EILEEN}}

weeeee
alright..
back postin..
cos somehow got the stupid mood hahas.!!!
okay..
post somethin short today..
hahas..

today i started studyin and also filein all my papers..
and super shock bahs..
got super mani papers lush!!

and i just found out tat after clearin the papers..
den my cupboard become somehow cleaner..
hahas!!
so proud of myself..
den just now was studin my science writin notes..
den stupid enough i noe i dun realliunderstand it des..
so msg HI ask him his physics good mahs..
wan him teach me!
wahahas.
but i dunno yet luhs..
this comin week would be super busy luhs!!!


MONDAY
going cien hse do pw de project

TUESDAY
stayin back do pw de experiment

WEDNESDAY
got oral presentation de tok

THURSDAY
got pw...

FRIDAY
seriously need study...

ahh!!
so busy luhs!!
WTH
exams are comin after a week bahs...
so need to realli jiayous lehs!!
smilex!!!

tats all for today..
byebye...
JIAYOUS!!

alright back postin...
hahas..
today was alright bahs...
nothin much happen in school..
just tat im kinda of moody bahs..
hahas...
tats all nothin else..

siianx..
a decision has been made...
so i shall go on and strive for the best bahs...

15 more days to exam le bahs....
and im strivin to go to a class which i wish i could go into bahs..
but i dunno if i can..
but i hope i can do it..
so JIAYOUS EILEEN!!!

hahas..
anyway...
ppl hu noe wads happen would noe how it feel lyke bahs..
as in how im feeling right now..
hahas..
you can say tat im weird or wad..
maybe stupid toO!!
hahas..
anyway...
today ish a okay okay day..
so i shall not spoil it...

now...
somethin else..
todays' post would be kinda long i think soo..
hahas...
sec 4 are graduatin soon le bahs..
somehow..
my years in yyss..
was kinda with the current batch of sec 4s bahs..
they are the one..
hu are my realli realli good friend as in from sec1 to now bahs...
so i shall be tokin bout some of them bahs..
X.x

first of all...
MR ANG BOON KIAT...
hahas..kinda of weird bahs..but after all he was the one hu made me noe all these ppl bahs...so i shall just start off with him first bahs...i knew him in friendster through sam's friendster bahs...although we werent veri close in the startin,but lastly...we became gd friends..and poof to being couple and once again back to gd friends bahs...i have learnt alot bahs...realli alot from him...and he will always be my beloved friend~~iloveyou as my xiongxiongzhuzhu!!!!haahas!!weeeee!!!

MR JONATHAN TOH CHIN YONG
my er zhi...hahas i also dunno why how come he was my er zhi bahs..but i dun care...wahahas...knew him through NPCC i think...my super senior..his great..cos he was lyke always there for me when i need...and he ish lyke the most understandin and caring de bahs...hahas his lyke super nice...a great friend indeed bahs..iloveyou as my er zhi aka super senior!!!!!

this would be the first two bahs..
throughout this few days..
i would be postin a few by a few bahs..
hahas..
so jiayou jiayou jiayou..
you all would be always in my heart de w0rx!!
tats all for today..
byebye..!!!
{{EILEEN}}

alright..
im super STRESSED!!
ahhhh!!!

you noe...
went shootin...
till lyke 7 den reach home..
eat bath...
den start doin projects lehs..
super stress...
ahhh!!!

exams are comin soon!!
so jiayous!!
tats all..
byebye...
p.s joshua ish devil!!!

{{EILEEN}}

alright..
this few days..
i did not realli use com or wad luhs..
den veri funnie..
just now came online..
den was tokin to HI aka devil luhs..

den super funnie des..
he super evil luhs..
still say he not devil..
angel his head luhs..

den he stupid stupid say he watchin p_ _ n hahas...
den so stupid luhs..
wadever l0rx..
he this SBT!!
hahas...
but actualli he watchin somethin else luhs..
dunno wad he thinkin des....
crazy des...

hahas..
my heymath de assignment dunno why cannot see siia!!
i wan cry lehs luhs..
got my favourite work lehs..

a square + b square =c square...
hahas..
anyway tats all luhs..
cos actualli ish nothin des..

den the stupid HI make me feel lyke postin so i posted a little luhs..
hahas..
evil HI!!!
wahahas!!

tats all for today...
byebye!!!

{EILEEN}

evil dummy...
miie in shades...joshua des..hahas!!
alex!!
evil one another pic

me and evil one...he wanted to poke me!!!
weee...future resort!
hahas...evil one smiling!!
aCT COOL!!!
hehe...joshua acbcbcsac!!

ting fang and miie!!!<3<3<3!!
F1 race!!!
another one!
miie and joshua shoes...mine so nice!!!
joshua see..the evil one!!

our tour guide..!!
the busy road in sg...
the tall tall building!
anyhow take!

BOATS!!random!

roads...?highway..?
F1
i dunno wad this ish!
miie and alex!!his super cool alright..!
the resevoir...

the sky
sky...
the round round thing
sky and sea
the cabin

ting fang and MIIE!<3<3<3!!!
the tracks
i dunno wad ish this...
same here
alex!






hahas...

tats it...

today was super fun..

and joshua has been bullyin me..

hahas..

anyway..

my phone..

okay lehs..

but everythin lost..

sobx..

nevermind bahs..

hahas..

tats all....

enjoyed myself...

and i LOVE M.E.S...

{{EILEEN}}