SUPER DUPER DUPER TIRED!!!

some very random things that i do during every of my single tution,

ish to DRAW!

and obviously, i was really super duper tired today,

which made me drew even more!

first ish my pretty name, and next ish DIFFERENTIATION!

a-maths students would know what the hell im talkin about..

actually its more on the topic maxima and minima points la..

its actually quite fun actually?but im just too drained after doing it...

p.s* i never slack during tuition okay..this has been drawn in the last 5 mins of my tuition..

currently, feeling really tired..

but still working on our school 2008 e-maths paper 2..

think tat i shall stimulate more brain juice out before i go to sleep la..

time to buck up..no time to waste perhaps!

blahblahblah..

tat's all for today..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]
iloveyou~

READING :D current mood: Tired!i wanna orh orh!
current cravings: Hot hot waffles with Ice Cream...
current actions: Drinking bubble tea..

today no extra lesson, so i went home, and went to the library to borrow some new books again..
starting to get engross in reading again...found out that i love reading too!
hehezz..its a good habit i guess??but i also cant spend too much time on reading =X
lalala...
today's chemistry SPA was okay okay la..
alot of people got very different answer...and i gave up on my answer la =X
its monday once again!!arghh...
dun like to go to school..lalalas...
tat's all..
iloverainydays♥
[[EILEEN]]

NEVER PERFECT... 26 March 2010...

felt really bad today...i didn't meant to do that wrongly..
and nobody would want to do that wrongly..
especially during the first time...
some people might say...
i've faced alot of things before already...
thus i shouldn't be commiting such stupid mistakes..
before the entire thing started...
some people might know i was trying to stable myself down..
and make sure nothing went wrong before it started..
was like confirmin the procedure,make sure that i wont do it wrongly...
was like making sure that i remember it correctly...
so i wont say it wrongly..
but yet..i FAILED...
din manage to get things right..din manage to do things well as per normal..
i FAILED once again...as usual...
after the entire thing...
i questioned myself...
why did i make such a terrible mistake?
do i really fit to get what am i suppose to get now?
i really start to doubt myself...
it's not because of the rank that led me to tears..
it's the mistake that i've made..
and when i turned around to face mr peh..
the first thing he said was "孩子，没事的。"
his words grew my courage back to carry on...
but yet, it didn't help until the parade was over...

i know that sheding tears doesn't solve any problems at all..
but yet, its not me that want to shed tears..
its my heart perhaps...
im sorry...but yet..i really didn't mean to do that...
although people can forget and forgive the thing i did...
but i cant forgive myself...as i've failed over and over again...
disappoint myself,and people around me,over and over again..
after that happens...
i started to think that if im fit to consider to be a CI...
always wanted to be,but i don't feel that im good enough...
people belive that i can do it...
but i dont believe that i can do it...
haiishh...

27 March 2010...

today,i woke up super duper early..
like school time,to attend area 5 challenge shield,sec 1 swearing in, and SI promotion...
was feeling really tired..i din know why...
and not bothered to know why too.too lazy...
after everythin ended...went for lunch with si min,louis,suhana and chetwin...
after lunch...
actually wanted to go and return my book,and borrow a new book..
but yet i was too tired..and decided to go home first..
and go to the library later..
reach-ed home,bath-ed and SLEPT!
Slept..and keep waking up...
lastly i didn't go to the library la =X
tat's all for today..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

PAIN! currently, my throat is telling me:"im dying,im dying."
its hurting abit by abit la..but not alot too...
drank alot of water..muahahaazzz!
today,didn't go to school..thanks to the rain yesterday..
but im going to school tml la..
cannot miss anymore lessons alr..they are way too important la :D
also..tml's gonna be a long long day...
as will be having lessons, den training,den carpark duty for PTC tml..
hahas..tiring la!>.< but its okay..
it's my last few activities too...so try to gain as much cca point as possible lorh!
muahahaazzz...
den sat got swearing in :D

[[EILEEN]]

TIRED OF ALOT OF THINGS...
wondering about what the stupid hell am i thinkin right now?
not feeling that great....not feeling that bad either??
dunno bahs..its stupid, really stupid bahs...
not understanding alot of things too....
TELL ME WHY!
feeling like err...super messy up there...but yet unable to express it out..
心里好像有一道墙，突然觉得好辛苦，好不自在。
周佩雯，加油。
一个人的笑容与关怀，可以改变一个人的一天。

[[EILEEN]]

STRESSED! THINGS TO COMPLETE and WAITING TO BE COMPLETE:
Monday: Find people who are interested in area games, biology homework,english homework,chinese homework.
Tuesday: English Summary,A-maths Tuition, E-maths worksheet.
Wednesday: Biology Project on Bee Orchid
Thursday: Continue of Biology Project if its not completed yet.
Friday: Normal Training, PTC Traffic Duty,M.E.S Duty
Saturday: Area Games, Swearing In for Sec 1's
Sunday: STUDY!

seems like time ish never enough siia!
i want more time..
didn't sleep a wink yesterday night..
was semi-awake the entire night...
argh...
busy day..didn't had any rest at all??
tat's all bahs
[[EILEEN]]

SLEEPY~

Feel like sleeping all day long..

yet err..sleep until i giddy..

so i woke up and cant sleep already..change to another side of my bed to sleep,

but yet,din sleep well either =X

and now..i should reconsider if i want to change my laptop anot..

the sudden disconnecting is killing me!!

cant even post properly la!STUPID!

also also...

disconnect alr den must restart my laptop...

and my battery spoil alr..over-charged..

lalallaaa

1 more thing..

heard that 27th march will know the SI results while the sec 1's do their swearing in alr..

arghh...its on a sat you know!!

tat's all bahs

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

ADORABLE :D just saw the picture on the net and found it really ADORABLE!
so i decided to use this for the picture of the day???
hahas...most probably will put 1 pic up everytime i post..
so that my post doesn't look so boring..
maybe not to others..but to me its like pretty boring??
why not put some pics to bring my mood up!hahass!

anyway..dun be like the grumpy kitten at the back..
be the one like the front!muahahaazz!!
&& alsoo..
has been doing the same thing over and over again at msn..
hahas..playin games..but no matter wad..
i still lose!arghh!!
1 more day from my holidays..
and poof..time for serious business already lorh!
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS EILEEN CHEW :D

[[EILEEN]]

FINALLY OVER! SSGT test ish finally over....
it has been like a burden in me for like super long alr..
whether i pass or not is one thing...
yet putting in effort ish another thing....
still remember when i was takin my LCP,CPL and SGT test..
the thing i had in mind was I MUST PASS no matter what..
but yet this time round....while taking SSGT test..
wad was in my mind was it doesnt really matter, its just the process...
perhaps its the last year in NPCC..that's why im having such a feeling bahs..
cannot say it as last year la...last month to be exact??
im starting to get firm, maybe not so tense up as time goes by..
i can finally like give command properly,
unlike the previous few promotion test..
i always screwed it up!
but my squadmates were really nice la....
no grumbling!i just love them :D

before that...
i had made some aspects on my condition to become a CI anot..
but it seems like it doesnt really matter at all perhaps..
what ish the most important would be whether my parents allow it anot...
different parents will have different way of thinking..
so i have to have a really good discussion with them...

next up..
IMPORTANT HIGHLIGHT of this POST!!
2 more days..will be the end of all the gaming and playing...
will start to get serious with work le la!
will only online 3 days a week...
tat makes me spending more time on my studies...
its gonna be very tough!!but i can do it :D
tat's all for today :D
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]
爱情的第一百天♥

SSGT TEST TML ARGHH!!!

its like totally crazy to receive this news that...
SSGT test ish like on tml..which was like totally WTH!!!
dun like the sudden feeling at all..
its SUCKS la!!and yupp..
it totally spoilt my entire mood for the day as i really dun like sudden things..
its stupid..and its inconsiderate too!!
a BIG BOO BOO to that!!blahblahblah.
i know someone will read this post soon and start to comment.
but who cares..that's how i really feel mahs..

although ankle ish like working well..
but apply alot of pressure still will like hurt??
so i hope that tml SSGT test wont affect my ankle..
and also hope that my ankle wont affect my SSGT!
muahahazz..
wanted to ask my dad drive me to school...
but he say wanna leave hse at 0815..which is abit too early for me
so i decided to go school myself lorh!!
tml should be a really good good day..
but yet..im scared that my SSGT would affect all the mood!!
STUPID!

tat's all for today..
will go and sleep soon!
cos im like TIRED!
[[EILEEN]]
2 more hrs :D

NOT ESCAPING!

and yupp..today ish the day..

i think perhaps one for the best day ever in the holiday?

went to escape theme park and i did not escape from the rides okay

i was brave enough to go and sit all the scary scary ones =X

although i did scream alot..

sorry to kian meng,weicheng,yong sheng,edwin..

cos i think they sit with me the rides their ear has goon woohoo!!!=X

got under the rain quite a number of time...

and was feeling super duper cold..even until now..

so im worried!!>.< arghhh!!
NONO FALLING SICK ISH ALLOWED!

although someone say that i won't fall sick la..

will only fall sick on weekends...zzz

just back from tuition not long ago..

din do much actually..but just some practices..

which indeed im lacking of it la =X

and i've got 2 more worksheets to complete before my next tuition!

woohoo..its gonna be rather tough...but no point saying that..

TRY LA! :D

tat's all for today bahs..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

HOLIDAY'S HERE ~.~

and yupp..
today woke up super duper early to go back to school for extra ss lesson..
den den...have got a break...den went to buy ice-cream to mum mum..
cos i was feeling very tired...so go buy ice-cream eat lorh :D
after that..
lesson finished at around 1030 den went for err brunch..
with kian meng,edwin,chetwin and wei cheng...
after eating went shopping with them but i din buy anythin la.
help them see see look look only..muahahazz
but i saw something really nice la :D lalalas!
tml going ESCAPE THEME PARK :D
and maybe going movie after that?
dunno lays..feel like watchin..but feel that im gonna watch with not the correct people :((
maybe its fated la..things will never always go in the way tat i want..
tat's all bahs..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

SPEECH DAY 2010! Louis ah kor and EILEEN!

EILEEN and Suhana!

EILEEN and Mr Yeo!

Jamal and EILEEN!

Reynold and EILEEN!
Joshua and EILEEN!
EILEEN and Joshua!
EILEEN and Joshua!

got quite a few more pictures which can be found on facebook..

and im lazy to do take the pics and err post it out?

so go and look out on FACEBOOK! :D

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

爱情，是无法用语言来形容的。

current situation of mine:
ankle hurting at the rate of err...quite pain condition...?
feeling sleepy,but yet my mind ish CLEAR!
Feeling hungry, yet i've ate mango already..
wanted to go and watch tv at 9.30pm...and now the time ish 9.41pm
>.<

talkin to some people now on msn...
and yupp...someone's words did touched me actually..
tat person always super cold des...
but at times,tat person can be really nice..

today's parade was okay actually..
ankle was hurting while standin there..but ENDURE!
muahahazz..
will post the pics up soon..
when i use my laptop.
tat's all..
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

CAREFREE~ im really love love the feeling of...
jumping around,smiling :D getting random,getting high~
anyway...im gonna start working out soon....
as i dunwan to grow fat fat at any point of time this year la...
so gonna start working out around 15-30mins daily at home..
so that i can keep fit..and will go running at least once a week to relieve stress!!!
nothing much...but MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!
but yet, i've got to go back to school for 3 days alr.?hahas!
tat's all for today :D
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

SMILE & KEEP SMILING~

alright..

today went to HQ to take our no. 1...

was feeling really excited to go and get our no.1

but yet actually after i took it...actually also nothing special la.

just that the shirt ish super warm la..i think i will die while wearing it la

while on the way there..

the bus journey was like super duper cold la..

den alight alr was like woohoo so warm...den it started to feel really HOT!

but lastly when we went back to the bus was like cold again??

had a really nice nap on the bus la..although was holdin on to my phone tight..

praying hard that my phone wont drop, and also waiting for msg to arrive lorh...

reach-ed back school..den felt really sleepy...

went back home, prepare my no.1 for tml's full dress rehearsal...

and im done with my no.1 and polishin my boots!now BLING* BLING* alr~

tat's all for today :D

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

SUNSET~ imagine this in your head now..
sitting in the picture alone...looking at sunset..
den imagine this in your head again...
sitting in the picture with the person you really love...looking at sunset...

the feeling should be really really different bahs..
why in the world ish there such a word..
people will always say..
DEFINE LOVE:
A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
have anyone ever thought...
can LOVE really be defined?
i really wonder...

[[EILEEN]]

MY 395th POST! hahas...
and yepp..i din discover that i have alr blog that much already??
this blog has been through alot of things with me..
all the crazy moments,all the sad moments!!hahas!!
and yupp...i did have fun with this blog too!
sometimes post till i laugh to myself..
and sometimes even post till i shed tears...alot of my memories are included inside too!!
im super tired recently..and i've found out that i seriously love love to sleep..
especially*

anyway..
its saturday again :D and common test ish officially over..
but yet, test never ends..like always...
CRAVINGS FOR TODAY: HOT HOT WAFFLES!!!!
tat's all for today la!
im tired!>.<



*its for me to know and for you to find out..!hehezz!
[[EILEEN]]
its never gonna be any ending love...

JIAYOUS

although im feeling really really tired..

but there ish this force that ish pushin me,

asking me to KEEP GOING!and never give up...

sometimes i feel that its really hard to communicate to alot of people..

and sometimes its really hard to understand people too!?!?

today was like so-so...

although i was really high in school and din feel tired..

but yet when i reach-ed home...i felt the tiredness in me....

blahblahblah...

tat's all bahs..

[[EILEEN]]

MORE AND MORE,LESSER AND LESSER...

things to be done seems to be getting more and more..
time seems to be lesser and lesser...
and it seems like time ish never enough for me..
and for alot of people too =X
sometimes..
i will just like randomly shed tears for nothing...
just because im feeling that time ish like arghh...NOT ENOUGH!

im starting to worry...if i can cope my time better..
hope things will get better...
tat's all..
byebye

[[EILEEN]]
7 and 16 more days :D

TO MY DEAREST DUMB DUMB....

whether you go for CIBTC anot..
i will always support you de okay..
although its gonna be a long long long long long period of time??
but its okay la :D hehezz...
must remember that no matter wad you do, DON'T REGRET!!!
i dunwan you to regret...
as long as you are happy..
i will support you okay :D
smilex!!!

[[EILEEN]]