FEVER'S DOWN :D

oh yeahh..
fever down since this morning..
muahahazzz..but now still having cold, cough and sore throat..
wanted to go and see doctor today..but too bad my hse downstairs de clinic close la.
so never go see lorh..hahas!if tml still not well den go see lorh..
think im having a rather bad throat infection???
cos it has been like sooo pain since like err 2 weeks ago??LOL!
but still okay la..
i've been drinkin alot of water..hope i will get well soon :D

and yupp..
i think around an hr ago or somethin like that,
dumb dumb just confirm with me that his going for camp again..
from tuesday to friday D:
abit sad la..but forget about it...
he happy can already :D take care of yourself alright dumb dumb...

next!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UNCLE NG HOCK ANN aka UNCLE EINSTEIN!
have a really happy birthday, hope you like like the present i gave you..
muahahazz...cos i like it..so you should like it too!muahahahazzz!!

today...
although wasn't feeling very well today,
but i still help-ed my dad spring clean the living room today..
hahas...
its like super duper dirty, cos move the tv out and so on..
den was like arghh...wore mask at home..cos its really dusty >.<
14 more days to new year, aka valentines :D
tat's all for today..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
10 more days to our special day :D

FEVER!!!!

din post for sometime le la..cos has been busy for the past 2 days..
let's get started..

Thursday..
had orientation till like 7 plus, den ish like waaa..super tiring..and got super many things to do..
something stupid happen in school too..den ish like WTH la!!!
talk-ed to dumb dumb after orientation ish over, till i reach-ed home..den talk to him on the phone again at 10 plus till around 12 like that...
den ish like blahblahblah..slept well :D

Friday..
Orientation campfire..
ish like finally, orientation finally came to an end...
was sneezing in class during lesson...
got a bad feeling that im gonna fall sick...
left class at 12..
den start to run around up down left right..
to settle alot of things..
dumb came back to help help with M.E.S..
den blahblahblah..
orientation finally came..
it was like a success?i think so??
cos never got bad bad things happen la..
orientaton ended...
den sat at the quardrangle with joshua and alexander...
take picture...
get high..
hahas!will upload the pics soon~hahas!
reach-ed home at around 10.30pm...
bath, ate something..ate medicine..
as i was running fever by then :(

Saturday...
woke up..having fever...
fever getting high and getting low..
awhile up, awhile down..den its like soo zzzz...
but dun care so much le la..
tml if still not well den shall go see doctor already..
muahahazz..
tat's all bahs.
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

RANDOM PICTURES!! chemistry experiment :D

cheryl, me and sihui..!

my 270 words corrections D:

edwin wearing my watch, and me wearing kian meng watch!hahas!!

oh yeah..

finally...

tml going jurong island..and im freaking tired today..

but had fun LOL!!!hehezz..

tat's all for today la..LOL!!

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

TIRED!!

shall not post much today..
but today ish a tiring day..
byebye..
1 last last day :D

[[EILEEN]]

270 A-MATHS CORRECTION!!!!

will upload the picture of my correction up maybe tml?
if i use my laptop la..cos currently im using my desktop..
so cannot upload lorh..blahblahblah...

today got back matrix test results..
was like totally arghh..
cos actually ish can get full marks des..
but all careless here,careless there..
den ish like WTH la!!den trigo formulae test was worst..
1 formulae wrong need to write the formulae 30 times..
and i got a total of 9 wrong...
270 times!!its crazy mann..
write until my hand ish like super duper pain & numb la :(

alsoo alsoo..
im a good good girl today... never msg in class today lorh..
cos no one msg me also..hahas...
lalalas....dumb dumb in camp..den ish like blahblahblah..
will only msg like maybe at night?and maybe early in the morning??
hahas...nevermind..it might be a good thing..
cos like that den i wont have to overspend my msg already..
hope 2 days pass fast fast..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

SPENDING DAY AT EDWIN HSE [doing mass camp proposal]edwin,chetwin using my account..talkin to jeremy, and he admit that his a doggie~

chetwin..showing off his "muscles"
louis and chetwin

chetwin...
edwin..looking @??
louis..die die dunwan take pic..but no choice..have to..hahas!

jeremy...caught in action!muahahazz...unglam!

here's the stupid thing..a total of 1 com and 2 laptops there...

jeremy and me using edwin com, edwin and chetwin using my lap,louis using jeremy lap..

den everyone was busy spamming one another..
LOL!

damn funny i tell you...

there's alot more pics of chetwin la..

his randomess...taken by jeremy..

but im rather lazy to upload...

cos itss like rather slow??hahas!!

can say that we more or less complete everythin already...

blahblahblah...

tat's all bahs..

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

AWW MANN~~

currently..at edwin hse..
with louis,chetwin,edwin and jeremy..
den ish like blahblahblah.doing the mass camp proposal..
arghh..
this morning went to meet dumb dumb...
den he went to camp already..arghh 4 days lehs :(
hahas...
anyway...
tat's all for today la..byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

:(:(


today went to school for bio test..
den had breakfast with hisyam..
went home to sleep..
meet up with nicole tan to study..
and lastly went to find sam to pass him his present..
its a tiring day man..
so shall keep everything short la..


dumb dumb got a job of a camp instructor..
and gonna be away till wednesday..
aww mannn~ :(
take care of yourself dummmb...

[[EILEEN]]
gonna miss miss you...and love love you at the same time :'(

COLD COLD HANDS :(

hahasss...

today ish like a like err tiring day??

cos it was raining in the morning den it was like super cold..

matrix test was okay..but the trigo test ish crazy..hahas..>.<

after that...had chinese extra lesson but i do nothing la..

cos i dun feel like writing..so never write lorh.

mdm de say i wan write den write dunwan write den forget about it lorh..

cos im gonna drop higher chinese anyway..

went for orientation today..den was like blahblahblah..

got some quite interesting things happen la..and also quite boring too??

LOL...

after that..went to join the the games in NP...cos it was still early..

den was like the throat super pain, and i think got phlegm inside my throat..

den very uncomfortable..

den was like blahblahblah la..

went for dinner with dumb...den after that went home..

hahas..

tml gonna have BIO TEST!its crazy..

9 chapters leh!LOL!

tatta la..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

someone that can't be replaced..

ARGHH!!!

i feel guilty...
cos someone seems to be angry with me~~
but he should be not angry le la...opps...
im sorryy...randomly got mood swing..
den never tell you anythin..forgive me cann cann?please....>.<

anyway..
went for campcraft training today..
den its like err...keep cutting twine..cos all rounders mahs.
.so need train on cutting twine..imagine 2 idiots standin there competing..
see who cut twine faster and must be accurate..
must exactly 1.5m..hahas..
but actually quite fun la..
den after that..daddy came to fetch me from school..
cos i've got tuition after that..
went for tuition..den saw a quite cute guy i guess??hahas...
lalalas...
tat's all for today i guess..
[[EILEEN]]

BUSY~~

busy busy sick sick..
hahas..but its okay la..
im getting better already...so thank you very much for the concern by many many people..
hahahass!!
anyway..
this week ish totally packed already..but its okay la..
better den i've got nothing to do perhaps??
gonna go shop for my running shoes and err...dresses???
hahas..
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]
its just you that tells me to keep going and never give up :D loveya~

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED ANSWER...

today ish totally SUCKY in school!!
first...lesson lesson lesson..
den went for MT..
den its like totally ARGH!
cos mdm de say all of us are not allowed to drop higher chinese..
unless we've got a valid reason and our parents write letter to the school..
in order to let us drop higher chinese..den the principal might interview us too.
den i was like totally WTH!!!cos i've already really lost interest in chinese already..
den mdm de bring such a WTH news to us..
i really feel like dropping higher chinese..cos im like stress enough now..
but i doubt i can do so too..as my mother seems to dunwan me to drop my higher chinese..
i really hope that i can drop..as i dunno if i can really cope with my other subjects...
after that..lessons were like arghh..cos i plainly cant concentrate..
den after school, had meeting...was like totally DISSAPPOINTED!
only 6 people includin me, attended the meeting..
WTH!really really dissappointed...
and the excuse was.."WE DUNNO TODAY GOT MEETING!"
WTH ISH THAT MAN!if you guys can't remember..
two weeks ago, when we know that we have to make a draft out..
i've already made it clear that we will be having meeting on every monday and tuesday..
for this two weeks...but no one seems to bear that in mind..
haiish...totally DISSAPPOINTED...

anyway..here's the good thing..
threw almost every single thing out of my brain..
threw alot alot alot of things out..really really almost everythin out..
felt really really much much much better after i've threw everythin out..
felt really really good after saying all those things out...
time to start concentrating!

JIAYOUS CHEW PEI WEN EILEEN!!
im a strong girl...and will never be defeated!unless i give up myself!

[[EILEEN]]
rather upset perhaps...
what's the true meaning behind what's the difference between good friends and lovers?

yesterday night...
someone told me this through msn while i was havin a chat with him...
tat even though we face alot alot of stupid things or wad..
there will always be somethin nice after everythin ish being solve..
feel that it's rather true actually, when i relate it back to the nature...
after raining, there might just be a rainbow out there, to enlightened one person day up...
so this goes the same for life...
maybe after everythin has been solve, there might be a good outcome to those things...

arghhhh!!!
i dunno why, i just can't get into the mood to study...
but no matter what, i will really really start to get serious in my studies from next week onwards...
its all gonna be about STUDY STUDY & more STUDY!
gonna throw everythin out of my brain by tuesday....
and put in new things :D
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

4E2~
my first classs picture together with my class..
for this year...can say..i have a wonderful class....
a really wonderful class :D

anyway...
i've been like posting alot of short short post today..
this ish my third post already...
i also dunno wad am i doing la..
i have tons and tons and tons of things in my mind..
but yet, i just can't throw it out here..
haiish..
i dunno bahs..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

memories are just like balloons..
to me...
im just gonna let all the bad bad memories that i have..
to fly off with the balloon..
from den on..
everything will start from a fresh page again :D
by den..
i would be a happy little me again :D

a hug might be the best thing i would ever receive..
at the lowest point of my day...
a hug ish somethin that to me, that will really settle me down...
make me feel really really secure..
[[EILEEN]]

BIG BIG THANK YOU..

obviously..i have to say a big big thank you to the following people:
Joshua Dumb dumb, Jamal, Amirul, Hock Ann Uncle, Chia Min twinnie, Eugene Uncle...
&&
Hisyam, Samson, Simone...

obviously...
they had been great people indeed...
going to study later..muahahazz...
its time to concentrate on maths this week..
plainly a-maths!! :D :D
fever-ing in progress =X
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

TEARS ARE JUST LIKE RAIN DROPS...


in science...
evaporation happens when heat ish given out by the sun..
from valleys,rivers,seas,ponds and etc.
soon..they will accumulate and form clouds..
den black clouds..and eventually when its too heavy...
a down pour would happen....

in life..
bad things always come when we are living..
from friends, families,studies,school,cca and etc.
soon, thay all will become a kind of anger/stress to people..
den turns to sadness...as its too much for a person to hold it..
a break down would happen...

to me....
today ish the day where a break down happened...
this 3 days...had really been like SHIT HELL to me..
it has been STRESS,SADNESS & ANGER...
it has really been hell to me...
bothering me like mad...making me feel so arghh..
tryin to like bottle everythin up...so that no one ever finds out what the hell ish happen...
im just like the clouds...tryin to hold every single thing...
and finally turn me into the black clouds...and a down pour happen...
its a really really heavy down pour today...
i cried every single thing out...felt much more comfortable after crying it out..
as while i was walkin to dinner, my mind was totally blank..
really really blank..


and now...
the sky of mine ish clear-ed again..but it's accumulating again i guess..
every small accumulation counts..and soon..
all these small small accumulations would make a really big one..
and i down pour would happen again..
what happens to clouds are known as the nature..
and what happens to human beings are known as natural..
no one ish perfect...
im not a perfectionist...as im a human being too...


family..
in my life..to me..i've got 2 families that make up a whole me..
one ish my blood-related family, and next, is my NPCC family..
these two i can say, is the most important thing that make me be alive until now..
this two, are the one's who let me learn, and gave me support to the full...
my blood-related family, ish a family where i can show my every single thing out
while..
my NPCC family, ish a family where i can prove to everyone else, what i can really do...
NPCC ish also a family...where i learn to help one another, learn to accomadate others, learn to be a leader, learn to be strong and firm..
to me...its my LIFE, really my life...
this two are the pillars of me for now..
and for the next few months....and my o's as well..
my real family, would be there for my for life!
my NPCC family, would be the one's who i will never ever forget!


but yet...
these two family are also the major one's,
who made me cry, and filled my life with sadness recently...
i love both of them..and i can't let anyone go..
as both of them really meant alot alot alot to me..
i want both to be good...but yet, things will never go in my way as i want...
life ish never fair..but at least..
for these last few months together with my NPCC family..
let me do whatever i want..let me contribute as much as i want..
and let me know that everyone in my family...are really nice people..
but not people who does not have responsibility at all..
to me, my NPCC family ish PERFECT...
so please don't spoil the image i've in my mind..
i wanna to leave this family, with a good impression..
that will follow me for the rest of my life...

tat's all for today bahs...
byebye...
[[EILEEN]]

WHAT THE HECK!!!!

got tons and tons of things on hand to do..
but yet MOTHER ish like NAGGING AND NAGGING AND NAGGING!
WHAT THE HECK ISH THAT MAN!

normal school lesson, after school lesson, preparation for cca, tuition, test after test...
reachin home around 8pm..you think i want de uhs??
i've like tons and tons of things waiting for me to be done..
and yet she's just thinking that im playin and playin..
but IM NOT!!!
irritated siia...
NO matter how hard i study..
she will just not see it la..
no matter how much effort i've put in..
SHE WILL JUST THINK THAT IM LOUSY!
off course, compared to my siblings, im INDEED LOUSY!
im mugging hard..really hard..
hope that my effort would not be wasted...

[[EILEEN]]

HAPPINESS & SADNESS~~

anyway..
i shall not post much about today?
cos im like totally lazy now..
and im tired too..
din sleep well yesterday..
was worried for like alot alot alot of things..
and also had a super scary nightmare...i woke up like err crying??
anyway, tml got a-maths test, on trigo...
so im gonna wake up err like 3am tml to study for it..
cos currently im totally >.< to study at all..
anyway...i had a new discovery today =X

tatta~

[[EILEEN]]
dumb baby ish rather dashing uhhs??=X

SWEETEST MOMENTS ♥

8 January 2010
went to HTA for the SG united JAMBOREE carnival,
spent my entire day there, had tons and tons of fun...
& also learnt alot alot alot of things la..it was really enjoyable!
after that, reached back school at around 7, den went for dinner with the CI's & uncle they all..
reach-ed home at 8.30pm..when i could have reach-ed home at 7 plus...zzz

9 January 2010
hahahaas!!flag day was really great!!im so proud of myself man!
hahas..dumb was nice,came to support support..den help me donate!
muahahaazz!
after that..return-ed back to school to return the bag of money.
and poof...
set off the TEMASEK POLY~
it was a really like long journey there lorh..
but the journey was okay la~hahas!!
and i had like fun in TP, cos err..
there was free mountain dew for us to drink, den i was like after drinkin 1 cup,
i start-ed sugar rushin~hahas!!den laugh till like mad like that..
hehezzz...
i've also got a BALLOON~hehehezz..
but "someone" let it go la~hahas!!!orhh horxx!!
naughty uhs!LOL!
after tat, went to tampines mall to walk walk...
nothin much, reached home at 7.30pm...

anyway...
i found out that i've been going home rather late this entire week la...>.<
but im still a gd girl okay!hahas!!>.<
heheezzz...
here comes the more important thing..
today is an err important day??
hahas..if you want to know why,
den i will tell you that:
it's for me to know, and for you to find out! :D
tatta..
that's all for today~
[[EILEEN]]
loveya~happy sweet 1 month!♥my dummest baby!

i dunnnooo.....


feel that i've been using this word rather often la...
i will try to like everythin i also will say I DUNNO :D
muahahazz...
anyway...im proud to say that
IM LISTENING IN CLASS!!!
&&
FINALLY TO MY HISTORY AND SS!!!

im sorry to say that i dun listen during my history and ss lesson..
but yet, i feel that it's like actually rather interesting when i set my mind right to study :D
happy happy..i like..
and i dun use phone in class..muahahazz..im a good girl :D :D
im not suppose to do that anyway..hahaasss!!
anyway..today ish a really really cold day..
den i became rudolph... ):
after school..
went to NYP with the school..
was like arghh..cos its not interesting at all..
den blahblahblah..
home-ed at 6 plus....

maybe sat will go for other school de open hse..
cos i would like to take a look at TP de course..muahahazz!!
tat's all bahs..
nothing much to say.
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

I'VE LEARNT :

事情总是不会如我们所愿，
而往往我们不会料到会发生什么事
我学会我要长大，学会要珍惜生边的人。
可能使我思想还没有成熟，常常想要什么就什么。
心里有很多很多的话，很想把他说出来，但是说不出口。
觉得我好像缺少了什么一样，但我又不知道是什么。。。

alright...im back posting again...
yesterday was like totally horrible...cos had alot of maths...
den while i was on my way home from tuition...felt like faintin??
i dunno why...actually wanted to study after my tuition des...
but i wasnt feeling very well...so didn't study at last..

today was just another day...
blahblahblah...it just carried on like this..
tired...really tired..
but im not studyin..haiish..
what's wrong with me.
will officially start next week onwards..
schedule gonna's be packed..
only wednesday would be free next week...
it goes the same for this week too...but i didn't do much either...
tat's all bahs..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
3 more days...

STUPID FOOL!

today was first day of school..

den its like woohoo...super tired cos when i woke up it was raining in the morning..

did alot of stupid things in school..

but also took pics too la..with my beloved crew..

not all la..just shi xiang,alex and ting fang only..

din have much fun..

spend half the day in the hall..

listenin to their talks den blahblahblah..

after recess went back class den mr yeo start to talk talk talk..

today im like really tired bahs..

den get time table..its like crazy..

tuesday would be like crazy...

realy crazy..cos i would have 4 periods of maths..

which ish like a total of 3 hrs long...

and also at night..i've got a-maths tuition which will start from tml onwards..

but its time to buck up already bahs..

currently im totally moodless...cos i tried to do my tys just now..

but im like almost forget everythin??

den ish like feel sooo arghh la...haiish i dunno bahs...

im super worried for myself now bahs...

after school had dance practice..

was tiring..but yet i managed to remember all the steps...

its like finally???

tml will be having sec 1 orientation..

hope they will have fun..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]

REFLECTION :D

was feeling too bored....
so i went to reach my entire last year de post..
hahas...den found out alot of stupid things that i've posted..
and also how emo i used to be??
hahas...
but im a happy girl now..muahahazz...
its getting too bored lorh.
cos i've got nothin to do..
muahahazz..
tat's all byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

HK TRIP BBQ GATHERING~

the tide ish like low until woohoo~eileen & eunice :D
the nice nice moon~its pretty
Vladimir & Eileen :D

BBQ with them was great..although can say that its rather boring la...

but spendin time with them was like heheezz..

cos i really miss the days in HK...and the fun we had together..

hahas...although not everyone went...but i still had fun with them la....

miss miss those days..muahahaazz!!
& &

i love love the night cycling...although cycle abit only..

but its very different from cycling in the afternoon lorh..

its very cooling..

den at the last part...

Zheng Qian, Vladimir, Ebenezer and Me started to speed...

LOL its like woohoo...

super cooling and super fun!!

after that...

actually wanted to just go home by public transport..

but i dun dare to walk out myself...

cos its like 10 plus already.

so lastly decided to call my dad to come and fetch me..

den lastly..

dad was nice,

sent Zheng Qian, Vladimir and Anges home..

we walk walk walk out..den ish like somehow got lost..

den its like sooo funny i tell you...but i feel that the path really very scary lorh..

>.<>

den lastly reach-ed home at around 2330...

den go bath...den watch tv...

anyway..i dunno what's wrong with me yesterday bahs...

feel that the wire in me ish spoil-ed...

den treat-ed someone like rather badly??

im sooo sorry >.<

forgive me yeahh =X

that's all for today bahs..

schools starting tml..

haiish..i dunwan school to start....

[[EILEEN]]

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D hahas...this pic was took during my HK trip in Disneyland la..
abit bo liao...so just upload a pic to entertain me abit..
hahasss....
actually going out today des..but lastly i woke up too late la..
den feel like im gonna fall sick anytime?so lastly never go la...

oh yeahhh...im sooo looking forward to tml :D
tml would be like woohoo finally..
HONG KONG & MACAU TRIP GATHERING!!
happy happy..its like FINALLY??
hahas..i miss the sehhh family..muahahazz..
but some people not going sad ):
tat's all la...
byebye~
[[EILEEN]]