GU NIANGS~

hahas..alright this shall be the picture of the day because its SUPER DUPER FUNNY!

2 days of exams had been crazy...

cos its like super cold in the hall...

and makes me feel like pee-ing??opps~

yesterday was mt and eng paper 1..was like so-so la the paper..

as for today..its ss paper and eng paper 2...was rather easy??

hehezz...so im happy for myself la..

den today went to see doctor..wait for like around 2-3 hrs!WTH!

den blahblahblah...rushed home..rushed for dinner..

and off to tuition..super tired..

time to go orh orh alr!

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

POP & HRC~

Friday..

i had total fun on my POP!

took alot alot alot of pictures..

cried a few times....

laughed really alot..

and had my sweetest moments with my sec 1's..

this few months with the was awesome..

they made my training really fun with them..

it was enjoyable...and i've enjoyed teaching them...

hope when they sec 4 that time, i would be able to see them passout...

Saturday..

last time to ubin campsite..

memories over there was really alot...

rolling every where..

sleeping in the super cold foyer..

was unforgettable...

sister 21st birthday was totally tiring..

walking here walkin there..

help her take alot alot of pics..

how good can me be?

hahas..

currently having a BIG BIG blue black on my leg :(

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

NIGHT CLASS! 2 days of night class was like totally CRAZY??
it was like totally going to school early in the morning..
going home to bath..
and rushing back school for night class??hahas....
yesterdays' night class was okay..until 8 plus okay..
but todays' was insane..as its like 4 hrs of night class straight??
hahas!its really tiring la!but i can absorb in..
which ish like a super good thing..
this week passed really really fast..
and without me knowing...
common test ish happening during the next 3 weeks..
no time to rest..time to study!
argh!!tat's all for today..
just reached home not long ago..
super tired now...
byebye~
[[EILEEN]]

BAD DAY!

today it's a totally sucky day...
a milions of why's in my head..

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SHUT THEIR STUPID BIG MOUTH UP?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST BE IN SOMEONE ELSE SHOES?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHAT IS WRONG?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST BE MORE CONSIDERATE?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ANOTHER PERSON?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST FORGET EVERY BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST KEEP THEIR THOUGHTS TO THEMSELVES?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO SELFISH?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO HEARTLESS?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO EMOTIONAL?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO CALM?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO SADISTIC?
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE JUST LIKE TO HURT PEOPLE AROUND THEM?
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE ACT AS IF THEY KNOW EVERYTHING?
WHY!?!?!?!?

i feel like giving up everything...
i feel like having someone beside me who really understand's how i feel..
i feel like bursting up my tears....
i feel like slapping someone in the face...
i feel like ignoring everything..
but everything seems to fail....
what the hell am i suppose to do!

[[EILEEN]]

OUR FIRST, BUT YET OUR LAST... still remember very clearly...tat day was LOCD...
when this photo was taken...its super memoriable...
as it was the first, yet the last...
today...
heard the news that egan passed away...
it was totally shocking..as i thought that he was recovering well...
was holding back all my tears in the class...
after school, went for his wake with alot of people..
when i saw him...my tears burst out from my eyes...
he didn't look like him at all...and i finally understand..
"How Fragile Life Can Be"
his look-ed totally different...

Dear Egan...
Trust Me, you will always be deep down in my heart..
even though i don't know you really that well...
but from the conversations that we have been through together..
you have been awesome...
Do Rest In Peace...as everyone loves you :D

[[EILEEN]]

WAFFLES!

and yupp..im still having cravings for waffles..

as...yesterday i eat de waffles not nice des :(

but the ice cream was nice la..

dark chocolate :D hehezzz!

i shall look forward for the next time for eating really waffles!!!

muahahazzz!!

yesterday's parade was nice nice :D :D hahas..

but the finale was abit err..not very nice la =X

but someone like it..cos got chio bu you know =X =X hahas!

lalalas!!

alright...WEEKEND ISH OVER!

time for WEEKDAYS again :(

im lazy!

[[EILEEN]]

MUAHAHAAZZZ!! today got back my rate of change test..
was prepared to get only 5? but in the end i got 6!PREPARED TO FAIL!
and today i was studyin with my like err super long de friend??
was actually studying together with chin yi la..doin maths paper at my hse..
hahas..
had alot of fun at the same time too..and i did absorb in too!
yeah yeah..tat's a good start!!hehezzz
den was like talking to peoples on the phone for rather long..
talkin about some CCA related stuff...and yupp JUST 1 MORE WEEK!
can't wait to step down, so that i won't be hurt again??hahas!!
but i can't bear too!lalalas =X
gonna go prepare my uniform soon..
its gonna be a boring day tml perhaps..
i dunwan the same thing to happen again...so oh man..just SHUT UP!
[[EILEEN]]

GOOD DAY? today was enjoyable???cos i finally studied IN SCHOOL!
and what i meant was i really STUDIED okay!hahas!
and also had fun talkin to ROS, YA SI and YA ZHEN!
hahas....they are indeed funny and nice :D hahas!

and yupp..i found out something...
even though one person might not speak well,
one person might not be good looking,
the heart is the most important thing perhaps in the universe..
it doesn't matter what others people think about you...
but most importantly,is how you think about yourself...
don't get upset with the minority..as these people are plainly SPOILER!
next next...
even though some people are really attractive...
interact really well ...get steads oftenly...
But the heart and the attitude sucks like SHIT!
i can confirm to you...that your relationship won't last...
tat's what i learn perhaps??
don't get bothered about spoilers in MY LIFE!
and for those people who dislike me for any reason..
it doesn't affect me anyway...it's just too bad for you to dislike me??
as its your loss,not mine??hahas!
lalalas!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

TEDDY~ hehezz...currently in the computer lab...
doing some kindness week stuff la...and its rather boring??
today's class photo taking was awesome~
its super funny also..hope that the effect won't be too bad about the push up thing..
muahahaazzz...
in my small group fun shot, we've got me,nicole,kian meng,edwin,jen sin and hisyam..
quite fun la LOL!!
dale dale ish sleeping in class now!yeah yeah..
his a good boy,wearing my tie...hahass!
today shall be day perhaps!SMILE!

[[EILEEN]]

LAST SPRING CLEANING~ obviously...we are starting to really really love to take alot alot alot of pictures la!
starting to get prepared to err pass out with superb memories?hahas!!
next week gonna stay back after training to take more more pictures!
its a deal alright people!
yesterday was superb okay!hahas!!i finally did what i wanted to do...
so im done with it!yeah yeah no more worries alr!
today was super boring...didn't sleep well..
tml ish our CLASS PHOTO! gonna bring my dale dale to school :D
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

JUST 2 MORE WEEKS! looking forward to 2 weeks later...
but yet not looking forward at same time??
actually i really can't wait to wash my hands off everything...
but there's some parts that i can't bear to let go...

Still remember:

when i was in secondary 1...i cried because i can't get into NPCC and got into Choir! but thanks to my mum,keep appeal and appeal..until i finally got into NPCC...i didn't regret...and believe that i've made the correct choice,to join in the NPCC family...although i was like 2-3 weeks late to join my squad, but it didn't affect me much??when i first got my LCP and my first badge, i felt really good...its a feeling that can never be forgotten...life in sec 1 was NO STRESS!

Sec 2 life...deepest impression would be err ATC??rolling on the mud??hahas...tracking up to ubin campsite?hahas!it was really nice...still remember the sec 3's were there..helping us take our bag while we track out of the campsite...taking the dowel pole to carry our bag...singing song while we go out..it was really nice...last ubin trip, together with the sec 3's..still remember how much we HATED jeremy =X when he first took over us!it was the toughest year...alot alot alot of training, preparing us for our sec 3 life...getting CPL...was tough,yet enjoyable :D still remember we had really really hard time,memorising the sizing command...we even print out in order to remember that..!sec 2 life is the most tough year...and the best year ever!

Sec 3...Stress level in sec 3 was getting higher and higher..life in NPCC because tougher and tougher!hahas!NCO camp was like woohooO!!!3 days 2 nights were crazy!waking up in the middle of night to play game??hahas!!having workshop near the middle of the night?sleeping with our rifle...building up tents...shouting and screaming to prevent scolding...it was really tough..but for those who have went through it...it's a good experience...and obviously, we had alot of FUN too!due to H1N1...mass camp was postponed...still remember we went back to school quite often, to prepare for our campfire...still remember that i was CHEATED to go and buy the food with the sec 4's...as for POP, the first time I'm getting involve to take over the unit from Hong Ying, first time im facing every single one...knew that taking over would be really tough...and indeed it was really tough...but we went though it TOGETHER!got scolded alot of times...as we grow and work together...things went better and better...and we've gone closer and closer to one another...SGT was really tough to get...but yet..alot of us managed to get it..im proud of every single one :D sec 3 was the year..where all of us really got together and work together as ONE!

Sec 4...time flies!and yupp we are gonna to leave the unit already...this year pass really fast...and we got even closer :D SSGT test was like woohooo!!getting SI was really cool...seeing our AC once again..not for anymore interview, but to take a cert from him, and shake hands with him..his really nice :D hahas!!im happy..and i LOVE MY SQUAD...sec 4 ish the year..where we have to let go..not forgetting our LOVED TEACHER OFFICERS!

ESPECIALLY FOR MY SQUAD:
although there are many times we all quarrel and so on...grumble here grumble there...but yet...when we get angry and get rebellious, we will always work together as 1!hahas!!!!still remember...chetwin and cane...were the one...who brought us alot of TROUBLE, but not forgetting, alot of FUN too!!running to touch the fence,touch the gate,doing push up, due to them saying vulgarity,making a joke out of themselves!hahass!i really love the time i spent with you guys...and thank you for everyone who have been putting their effort for the unit...

tat's all...

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

LEARN TO APPRECIATE! some people learn things by the soft way,
some people learn things by the hard way..
but yet, some people will JUST NEVER LEARN!
i finally understand the feeling of it..
no matter how much effort we put in to strive for them..
they will never appreciate...
worried, disappointed...actually not to the extend of angry...
its just like upset bahs...

has been rather tired recently...
left shoulder muscle injured perhaps..my sling bag cant be sling now..
as its hurting! @.@
it aching...den den nose super sensitive recently..
still nose bleed today during my mt lesson..
its okay after that la..
just dun like the feeling of sneezing..
i dunwan the same thing to happen to me err...let me see...6 years ago?
nose bleed for 3 days..it was damn scary...
tat's all bahs..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

MISSING~

missing hk trip,missing hk trip de peoples!

muahahazz!!

obviously..there's alot of sweet sweet memories over there..

especially every night when i see my phone :D

ps* dont ask me what ish it...its a secret =X

today ish err lets see SUNDAY!

muahahaazzz!but its a rather boring day perhaps??

but err..yeah..im watchin drama..hahas..and its super funny la!

yeah yeah!

tat's all la!

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

ORH ORH~ obviously..today's weather is meant for orh orh de la..
but i din have a chance to do that..
as it has been a rather busy day for me??
went meeting...den meet until super duper tired..
after that, went shopping for something special, yet still failed to find it..
suddenly i felt that findin things for someone ish so hard...
心是有的，但是我又不知道要买什么好，担心我又被说我没有诚意。。
hope my thought counts...
planning something rather sweet and rather nice, yet i don't know if im able to make it in time..
as im havin g HRC!awww man!!arghh!!
alright..
i reach-ed home at 5 plus, went to bath after that..
although my dad bought my dinner alr..
my sister still ask me to go out for dinner at tampines..
went there..ate alot alot alot alot of food!
was like super full as my dad eat not alot den full alr..
den i was like eatin and eatin..hope that i dun get err indigestion tonight =X
lalalas!
tat's all for today bahs!
I WAN GO CYCLING TML :D
[[EILEEN]]

ARGHH!! :(

my second post for the day..
rather sad la...
cos went running...
so decided to go to the stadium to practice for my 2.4 lorh..
den lastly ran a total of 13 mins!
depproved...last year was 11mins..
now ish 13 mins..i think im getting older and older alr la!!
argh!!
not happy with the results..so gonna run again on sunday..
or might be going cycling??hahas.
either one la :D
muahahaazz
tat's all!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

SMILE!PLAIN BORING! okay..its totally BORING TODAY!
woke up at 9 plus cos too noisy alr..
den went back to sleep, woke up at 11 in the end..
as i was hungry...
after that ate lunch.den start watchin tv...
from BOLT to FAIRY ODD-PARENTS to TOM AND JERRY to MR BEAN to SPONGEBOB...
until now..i got no more cartoons to watch alr..blahblahblah...
i wanna watch WHEN IN ROME!arghh..but doesnt seems to have the time to watch siia!
argh!!
tml going to study!muahahaazz!oh yeah!
i have to convince myself that IM A GOOD GIRL :D
[[EILEEN]]

HAPPY APRIL FOOL! okay..this puppy ish super duper adorable okay!hahas!
super adorable.i like like...
anyway today got back my a-maths test paper!
den i was like totally arghh!
cos i lose 8 marks just like this okay
ALL CARELESS!ARGHHHH!!!
den its like totally zzz.

also..since its april fool today, this year april fool ish not fun la
>.< i think this year ish the worst april fool la!
NO FUN!
hahas
tat's all for today :D
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]