Hello everyone...
Im here to update here and there..
And yupp!!im officially 16 alr!!muahahaazz...
Currently..i going to get started with bio and later on history as there will be tests tml!!

Rahh...
While other ppl in the school ends their exam tml...
I still got 1 more month before i can say good bye to everything..
And on monday would be my last day of school!!im sooooo happy!!
Although tons of my memories were from the school...but those sucky memories would never leave me...

The sweet memories with npcc..
The sweet memories with mes..
The sweet memories with my class
The sweet memories with charlie and his angels..
The sweet memories with my sweethearts..
The sweet memories with my besties!!
The sweet memories with my seniors!!!!

Hahhaas...
I hope all this good memories would stay with me forever!tats all for today.
Time to get started to study!!
Byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

Hello everyone...
Im soooo sorry tat it has been like super duper long since i last updated...
Anyway....before i start studying at 7.30..
I shall update abit about my wooohoo weekend...

Saturday...
It was the best celebration ever as i finally went to the BOTANICAL GARDEN!!
Saw GIANT TREES! And even walk likee the entire garden...
Hehehzz..it was super duper fun...
Especially thr part where i feed the terrapins and fishes..and saying: ahhh guuu!!you very dumb lehs..dun let the fish eat your food!!!rahhh...
Apparrently..ive been known as CRAZY!but im use to tat...
As i do have two dumb terrapins at home..muahahazz..
Feeding the ducks were really fun tooo!!as its like...we were feeling the ducks..den tons of pigeons flew over to like fight the food with the ducks...den its like SUPER DUPER SCARY TOO!although im not afraid of them..hahaha...
Ducks are like super cute!!and somethin i found out..
I think ppl might think im like out of the world...but...
DUCKS CAN FLY!!hahhass..
I was really shocked when i saw they flying..
I didnt know that they could fly until saturday!!hahahaaa...
Also,played frisbee at the big big grass patch was super fun!ans i think it has been like super long since i played frisbee!!hehehzz...
Arrive home at 8pm...watch my fav show as it was the last episode...and watch even more tv..
And ended my day with a good night sleep!!

Sunday!
It was my relative wedding and his a dj of 100.3fm...
Woke up at around 11 plus...watch kim takgu till 1.30...
Had my hair mask and bath untill around 2 plus.started doing bio until 4 plus..
Ate roti prata as i was hungry!
And started to get prepared for the big day!!
I was forced to put on make up which made me go very lala as i really hate thr uncomfortable feeling...
After tons of blah blah blah and so on, we set off the fairmount singapore at rafflea city area..
Drank cocktail and went into the dinner area...
After that..i was like looking at the gifts they prepared and it waa like super duper cute!!hahahas..
Also i notice that their spot lights are really pretty too!!maybe im like tooo into mes for me to notice such things...lalallaa...
Food was so-so...but the wedding was like super sweet...
And i also saw my uncle whom i think ive not seen him for years..hahahss...he look much darker now after alot of swimming..
Always see him on television but i dont see him often in real life...hahhass
Also,i saw ah-ben and shi xin hui!!hahahss!!
Blahblahblah..and reached home at 11.35pm...
Blahblahblah with stuffs..and went to bed at 1230...
But i think i drank too much tea and i was CANNOT SLEEP!
And i lastly fall asleep at 2am..
Rahhhh...

Last part of my post for today...
I found out tat ive got a really cool family line actually as 2 of my relative are artists!!its like very hard to get 2 in a family line!??hahahss...im happy to have them part of my family!!

Alright alright..
Time to go and mugg hard with my books alr..
Byebye everyone!!

[[EILEEN]]

Greetings human beings....
Today marks 19 more days to o'levels..
Im terrified....

Everythin seems so like laggin behind...
And time seems to be like running away...
But yet...i've been breaking down over and over again...
The horoscope from i weekly this week ish so true...
My emotions has been going up and down...
And today...i felt really terrible...
Maybe i should say..this two days i've been feeling terrible..

I cant understand why parents aren't giving their fullest support to us now...its so damn crucial!!but why cant they stand in our shoes and know wad we really need right now...
Alright.. Shall say out what i've always wanted to tell my mum..
But i doubt i will have a chance to tell her...
I want to tell you tat your words really hurt alot....even i know you really do care for me..but your words just hurts...
Everytime i wanna tell you how i really feel...all you will always say ish that 我在跟你顶嘴..but to.be frank..ive. never wanted to fight back.with you..but all i wanted to do was to let you know how i really feel...
Do you know that because of your words i cried so hard??
Do you know that because of your words i wanted to prove you wrong so much!but whenever i fail...i would just break down and feel that you are right..
Do you know that i always wanted more attention from you?
Do you know how much i envy sister when you can laugh and talk to her everytime..but to me...im always like just someone else and we can never sit down and talk...
Do you know how much things you did to me had made me have the thoughts of just going to die?
Do you know how much i wish that whenever we go shopping,you will like the clothes i choose..not my sister's..
Do you know i wish tat there will be a day when you tell me you are proud of me..
Do you know how much i wanna hear from you words of encouragement like "you can do it des" or "just do your best"
Do you know how much i really love you??

Haiish...
As i type all this...tears rolled down again....how i wish all this will happen...it shall be a birthday wish perhaps..since i know that it will never happen..why not i just say it out to make me feel better...
Its never easy to stay strong whenever such things happen.it might just be like harsh words..but you will never know how much the pain last...i can never be as good as my siblings..they are smart..while im just the useless one..i can never be persuasive to you...cos im like the one who ish full of rubbish...how i hope tat im my sister for a day...so that i would be able to discuss with you lots of things...and smile through the day..

Tats all for today bahs..
I hope tml shall be a better day..
Good bye human beings...

[[EILEEN]]

Hello everyone..
Im back posting again...
Today,didnt go to school...
And i went to study with chin yi today...
Had alot of fun today with her...
Studied alot..and laugh alot too!!how i wish we have study break so tat we can really study more...

Anyway..here's an interesting news...
Only 18 ppl from my class went to school today!!
Hahahss..its like WOOHOO..
didnt expect tat more that half the class didnt went to school today...
Rahhh...anyway..i will be going to school tml..
Cos i wont pon school this week anymore??
Most likely i will only pon once a week to stay at home and study...
Hahahahass....

Last but not least fot today's post...
Today ish a special day....
But its not special at all...
Its just like no other day...but just tat...haiish...
Forget it bahs...sometimes..i just dunno wad am i suppose to say or do!!!
Sometimes...i just wish tat attention will be fully on me just for a day..
Maybe just a day will do...haiish...

Tats all bahs..
Goodbye everyone...
[[EILEEN]]

Hello human being..im back posting once again...
Wore contact lens to school today..but my eyes were feeling too tired..so i decided to take it out and wore my funky specs...
Rahhh...although its weird..but actually its more comfy..
But i just feel that i loook REALLYYY WEIRDDD!!

Haiish..i dunno why...
But im feeling rather emotional..
Rahhh...today i felt like cryin in class...
But i just held it back and just sit there and stare into blank..
Haiish...i feel rreallyy rahhh..
How i hope someone can hear me out with their heart...
But apparrently..i cant really find someone whom i can talk to...
I need someone to be there for me when i need him...and someone to be there for me to cheer me up and make me go lalala...
Actually..im sick and tired of the people around me..and at the same time...i feel that actually human beings are really scary..
You wont know who will stab you behind you back...
And you wont know who realy treat you as their true friend...

Hahas..i really wonder why are human beings like this..i cant say much...as im a human being too..

Haiish...tats all for today my loves ones!!
Byebye...

[[EILEEN]]

NOSE DROPPING OUT AGAIN!!!



rahhh..
i think my nose ish really going to fall off VERY VERY SOON!
it's like SUPER DUPER ITCHY! and i've been SNEEZING ALL DAY LONG!!
rahhh...
i've been very hardworking this week!
i did my bio and my maths :D hehehzz
im sooo proud of myself! hahaaasss!

anyway..i'm craving for CUPCAKES!
pretty pretty cupcakes! hehezz!
i also dunno why! but i just feel like seeing pretty pretty things..
and eating sweet sweet things..
and not just chocolates or sweet!i wanna see pretty pretty things..
and enjoy them!muahahhaazz!

next week ish going to be a really really tough week..
cos got tons of test coming up!
rahhh!
JIAYOUS TO ME~~~~~

byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

OMMGGGG!

rahhh...
okay..i think for my next life..
im going to become a tree...
as i think im killing a tree everyday for their papers??LOL!
wooohooo...
this few days have been really really tiring..filled with work work and more work..
and it's like finally FRIDAY!
i think i've been studying at least 12 hrs per day! omggggg
but i can't do anything else..as i've got only like 24 days left???
rahhhh!
im scared..im worried..i just wanna do my best..
rahhh!!

anyway...
thank you to JOSHUA for coming to study with me today!
hehehezz..cos i was actually studying alone..
den he came to study with me..
im another word..look at me study!
yeahh..and i've got oreo from him for childrens' day present :D
lols!
jiayous EILEEN!
ohh ohh...
1 last thing...

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!

[[EILEEN]]