WALKING ALONE... a picture speaks a thousand words...
thus, what we see, speaks a thousand words in our heart too...
why does it keep happenin over and over again...
i just don't understand why...
i've always been tryin to keep up with every little things...
every little thing that i've done, has the meaning behind it..
i felt safe for awhile, den i felt totally unsafe...
now,i'm like on a shaky bridge...not having anythin to hold on...
which ish worst:
seeing someone playing with other people but not you?
or seeing someone's name appear in somewhere, where that name shouldn't belong to?
i really wonder...
can someone just give me a knock in my head...and wake me up...
so that i won't feel so scared anymore..
i trust, but yet...i don't feel safe at all...

mass camp ish coming really really soon..
but yet...even though things are going as it should be going..
but not everyone ish putting in the effort..
im worried, people who worked for it are worried..
but wad about the others...
are they going to just hack care the last great event...
or give in their very best to it...
I JUST WANT IT TO GO WELL..
no big dreams..
&& i just don't want people, to think that we are..
A USELESS BATCH OF PEOPLE...

[[EILEEN]]