I DON'T UNDERSTAND...feeling that im a total failure today..
for the first time in my 4 years of secondary school life..
i failed both my sciences..im totally disappointed with myself...to be frank...
im going to study real hard...and will try back to the same old way..
WRITING MY LONG LONG NOTES!hope its going to work well..like always??


i dont understand why...
things would never go as the way its suppose to be?
things seems unreal at times?
the topic always rotate around NP?and more of NP??
i don't feel how i'm suppose to feel like at times?
i sometimes just feel like ignorin anything..
am i so useless at times, when i know that its going to be bad...yet i can't do anything to prevent it...
am i feeling so tired as days passes...

[[EILEEN]]