FINALLY!!! finally..IM SOOO HAPPY!! :D :D
today..woke up at around 11 plus..cos i was really really tired la...
den stare at the tv..hahas...
it ish a good day today??until now :D
tat's all la...
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

DAY 2... alright..today was a tiring day..
woke up at 10 plus...
had my lunch??den went out...
had really pretty cupcakes to eat today!!!:D
after that went to visit my dad's friend de mum..
cos she fell down..
den went dinner..and went to fetch my mum from work...
yeah..tat's my "perfect" day..without any texting...
slept really late yesterday night...
although i was feeling really really tired..
but i just can't bring myself to bed..
im worried... :(
tat's all...
also..
GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKING CHINESE O'S TML!
jiayyous!

[[EILEEN]]

AWWW-ED

hehezz..
im totally EXHAUSTED!!and sleepy now..
muahahaazzz!
really super duper tired..
didn't have the mood to study much today...
Thanks to someone who thinks that SHE'S SO GREAT!
but actually..im just stating the fact the SHE SUCKS!
i'm sorry to say that..but who cares!
i'm tired of arguing with her...
cos as day passes, she just spoil the image of her in me!
wadever la!!!i don't give a damn!

DAY 1 without THE DENG* THE DENG*!
nothing much today..
and its super duper boring!without all the THE DENG* THE DENG*!!!
FASTER COME BACK!
i wanna this week to pass fast fast...
so i can have all the THE DENG* THE DENG* once again :(
missing it...

[[EILEEN]]

MUAHAHAAZZZ!
by this hour tml, dumb ass would be on the PLANE alr le lorh!
hahas...and by the hour tml..i would be muggin hard alr!
muahahaazzz!
doubt i will come online very often for this week la.
cos i will be MUGGIN!and MUGGIN!and MUGGIN!

muahhaaazz..
to evil dumb asss!!
enjoy yourself im dunno where de china worx!muhahaaazzz
have fun!and take good care of yourself :D
also..do look at your phone..very often :D muhahaaazz!
IT'S GONNA BE A LONG WEEK FOR ME!
but gonna be a SHORT WEEK FOR YOU!
ENJOY! :D

[[EILEEN]]

HAPPY! okay...yesterday was a bad day..
but today....
was GOOD!hehezz!!
cos this morning..woke up..went to school with dad.
den mr yeo talk talk talk.den my dad also talk talk talk..
den its like BLAHBLAHBLAH!!!
after that..went home..CARRIED ON SLEEPIN!
den blahblahblah..hahas..
2 more days!:(
tat's all for today la..
nothing much!
[[EILEEN]]

NEVER GIVE UP! today....
for chinese lesson...
we used 1 period to do our workbook..and there was a passage..
that i really like la :D
inside the passage....there's a sentence that keep appearing in me:
"坚持到底，永不放弃。当我面对挫折的时候，我要告诉我自己要坚持不辍，再来一次！"
hehezz...and yupp..i finally MUGGED hard today..
very very hard...
reached home at around 3 plus..
started studyin at 3.50 till 6.15...
had dinner, and carried on with my work till 7.15...
and i finally stopped..
as my hands were like SUPER DUPER PAIN la!
and YUPP! i completed 2 chapters of BIOLOGY NOTES! :D
actually i wanted to do my history..but i gave up...
cos my hands were hurting!=X

later going to carry on doing i guess so??
hahas.
tat's all for today..
tired..
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

DEEP THOUGHTS... today...i told myself to stay strong, really strong...
seeing my dearest JX feeling like this everyday...
it makes me feel really sad bahs....
i know that it's going to take time, a very long period of time..
but do take care of yourself...and get out of the darkness as soon as possible bahs...
friends around you do care...and we will always be here for you..
my dearest girl...STAY STRONG!!
here goes the first part...specially for the girl, that matters to me alot now..

next up...
evil dumb ass would be away 5 days later..
and would be back in a weeks time..OMG!
how bad can this be!!!im gonna be super lonely and BORED la!
cos there won't be a dumb ass entertaining me :( RAWR!
i know you are gonna enjoy yourself..sooo..
while you enjoy yourself overseas, i will enjoy myself in my STUDY CAMP la..
which i think that it's gonna be SOOOOO "ENJOYABLE!"
muahahaaazzzz..im sooo gonna be DEAD!

NEXT NEXT..
it seems like things from NP would never ever end la...
actually i thought just 1 more mass camp, and 1 more P.O.P..
everythin that has got to do with NP, would be officially over...
but yet, today mr peh came to find me....
and told me that we are gonna have another parade, for the china people??
who are coming to our school?!?!
i dunno what ish it also la...but i just know that we are going to have 4 TRAININGS!
just for that thing!?!?OMG!!
i can't believe it la...i dun feel like letting go of NP at all..
but i know that i have to let it go one day..just for the sake of my studies..
WHY CAN'T THINGS GO OUT THE WAY AS WE WANT!
why sooooo MAFAN!!!=X

row row..row your boat, gently down the stream~~~
it's just a random thought!?

[[EILEEN]]

WALKING ALONE... a picture speaks a thousand words...
thus, what we see, speaks a thousand words in our heart too...
why does it keep happenin over and over again...
i just don't understand why...
i've always been tryin to keep up with every little things...
every little thing that i've done, has the meaning behind it..
i felt safe for awhile, den i felt totally unsafe...
now,i'm like on a shaky bridge...not having anythin to hold on...
which ish worst:
seeing someone playing with other people but not you?
or seeing someone's name appear in somewhere, where that name shouldn't belong to?
i really wonder...
can someone just give me a knock in my head...and wake me up...
so that i won't feel so scared anymore..
i trust, but yet...i don't feel safe at all...

mass camp ish coming really really soon..
but yet...even though things are going as it should be going..
but not everyone ish putting in the effort..
im worried, people who worked for it are worried..
but wad about the others...
are they going to just hack care the last great event...
or give in their very best to it...
I JUST WANT IT TO GO WELL..
no big dreams..
&& i just don't want people, to think that we are..
A USELESS BATCH OF PEOPLE...

[[EILEEN]]

情歌



習慣是琥珀 淚一滴滴 被反鎖
情書再不朽 淹沒成沙漏
青春的上游 白雲飛走蒼狗與海鷗
閃過的念頭 潺潺的溜走

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆
回憶如困獸 寂寞太久 而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由

慢動作 繾綣膠捲 重播默片 定格一瞬間
我們在告別的演唱會 說好不再見

你寫給我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指緊扣 默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有 我這一首情歌
輕輕的 輕輕哼著 哭著笑著我的 天長地久

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆
回憶如困獸 寂寞太久 而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由
長鏡頭 越拉越遠 越拉越遠 事隔好幾年
我們在 懷念的演唱會 禮貌的吻別

你寫給我 我的第一首歌
你和我十指緊扣 默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有 我這一首情歌
輕輕的 輕輕哼著 哭著笑著我的 天長地久

陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
捨不得 短短副歌 心還熱著
也該告一段落

還好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 靜靜的 相擁的河永遠
天長地久

FILLED WITH THINGS...currently...im filled with alot alot alot of things...
=X
let's see what happened for the past few days...

FRIDAY:
my alarm woke me up..and the first thing on my mind was..
"should i go to school today?"den lastly, i still woke up la :D
went to school...got NP room key..for the sec 2 and 3's to put their bags..
den blahblahblah..
mt was super boring..talkin in class for 3 periods..and went to computer lab for 1 period..
it was actually a total waste of time la!!den after that..
was maths period..settled PTC timing..and i think i'm gonna be dead this time round...
cos i DID SUPER BADLY FOR my MYE!lalalaa!!pls dun murder me!=X
after school...said BYE to the sec 2's and 3's...
and went off to buy mass camp food :D

SATURDAY:
slept..wasn't feeling well..so stayed at home..
instead of going back to school...
i DID NOTHING TODAY!
omg!!!
tired...
shall prepare mass camp de games de things first lorh..
tat's all..
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

TABOO~ today can say its SUPER BORING,
but also can say its SUPER FUN TOO!
boring as i had a total of 3 hrs of mt lesson..and we have nothing much to do..
and fun because we played games during bio lesson!!
this ish the first time that we are happy to stay for extra lesson until 3!!
had alot of FUN!and im happy today...
but im also very tired too!
tat's all!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

I DON'T UNDERSTAND...feeling that im a total failure today..
for the first time in my 4 years of secondary school life..
i failed both my sciences..im totally disappointed with myself...to be frank...
im going to study real hard...and will try back to the same old way..
WRITING MY LONG LONG NOTES!hope its going to work well..like always??


i dont understand why...
things would never go as the way its suppose to be?
things seems unreal at times?
the topic always rotate around NP?and more of NP??
i don't feel how i'm suppose to feel like at times?
i sometimes just feel like ignorin anything..
am i so useless at times, when i know that its going to be bad...yet i can't do anything to prevent it...
am i feeling so tired as days passes...

[[EILEEN]]

Friends are forever... "A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

today...
i was rushin everywhere...the entire day perhaps???
first..was rushing to school cos i was suppose to reach at 12pm but i board the bus at 12pm!
next...went to pick firewood with samson louis and the rest of the sec 3's who were there..
actually had fun...but it was tiring too..
after that rushed to MRT to meet hisyam and nicole..
as nicole told me that they are on the train alr..
but they alighted to wait for me :D
soooo, we rushed off to the cathay...
bought 3 tickets for the movie "The Last Song" and rushed into the theatre...
the movie was awesome!!!i cried a total of let me count...3 times perhaps??
it was really touchin to watch the movie..so if you guys are free..
go and watch it too yeah!!
after that...went to take neoprints with hisyam and nicole..
for the first time..it was really funny..will upload them soon..
after i scan it into my computer..
jj came to meet us for dinner..
and went another movie with nicole..hehezz..

i started to cherish everyone around me..
even if i really dislike them..
the dislike in my heart has been fadin off too...
maybe it's because i dunwan to lose anyone anymore...
friends are priceless....
i've enjoyed my day..
special thanks to:
HISYAM AND NICOLE! i love you guys!
[[EILEEN]]

EVERY THING IS NO LONGER THE SAME... for the pass 2 days, i've been laughin like mad...enjoying like mad..
but today... i've been sobbin like mad....hurting like mad...

within 2 months..many things changed..
having people around us slowly 1 by 1 seems to be a really scary thing..
and make me don't have to courage to face it anymore..
im scared....

Specially to my dearest friend malihah:
i will always remember the time we spend together during recess...
enjoyin the time hearing you sing songs with yuen behind us...
enjoying walkin to kovan with you...
havin you by my side..to teach me maths,teach me bio...
i love the time spent together with you..it's priceless..
iloveyou..my dearest friend...
you will always be in my heart...
Rest In Peace..

p.s* great thank you to dumb baby's oreo that i've just eaten..it did cheer me up..
i dunno why..cos i miss eating oreo??

[[EILEEN]]

FINALLY OVER!for a while~ im here to announce this:
#01. mid year ish finally over...
#02. this will be the first and LAST time..im gonna do badly for my chem and a-maths paper...
#03. gonna rest for a total of 3-5 days and really start mugging even harder...

today went for lunch with nicole..den after that hisyam came to find us..
it was totally funny over there..was like talkin and laughin madly??
after that went home..bath..and SLEEP!was feeling really tired...
mum came to scare me up at around 5.15...den i got super giddy after that
cos i woke up like so sudden??
went out for dinner with mum,went to walk walk at OG..
den go douby to buy the super nice bread...wanted to eat dessert..
but i was super duper full..
headed home..and i was laughin the entire way home!
need to reach school by 8.45 tml!
ALL THE BEST FOR CHEMISTRY SPA!
hehezz!
[[EILEEN]]

1 more and MID-YEAR FINALLY OVER! JUST 1 more paper and 1 more SPA!its finally over...for the time being...
tml will only get to go home at 12.45..cos will be havin SPA practice after our LAST PAPER!!
rawr!!and yeah..tml my mother OFF!so can go out i think??
but horx..i've got lesson till 12.45!arghh!
its time to have a good good rest..after my paper..
I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH!!!
tat's all!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

WOOHOO~ 2 more papers, 1 more practical!
and its FINALLY OVER FOR MID-YEAR!!!
i think im gonna like do badly for my a-maths...
i hope i can do my chem..or else im DEAD la...
i think i understand..but at the same time...im afraid..
i've never did well in chem..but i actually passed the previous organic chemistry test...
i hope and pray hard..that tml's paper would be average..
so i can cope with it..im WORRIED!

alright...tat's all la..
im super tired!jiayous EILEEN CHEW!
tml got alot of a-maths to be done..to prepare myself!muahahazzz!
i will be a good girl and study hard..
even though i got a feeling that i'm gonna do badly..
but i dunwan to do "too" badly!hehezz!
sayonarah~
[[EILEEN]]

SIMPLE,YET MEANINGFUL!
I love you for who you are and
The way you accept me as what I am.

I love you for understanding the
Real meaning of life that is born out
Of our love.

I love you, for we have touched
Our life with love and care.

I love you
Not only for what you have made of yourself
But what you are making of me.

I love you,
Even though we're far apart.

I love you most of all because
You're my wonderful boyfriend,
And you mean so much to me.

[[EILEEN]]

RETARDATION! this ish gonna be so funny...
most often used word this week ish RETARDED!
and i dunno why..i like to say retardation which ish like something in physics..
although i don't take physics at all la! hehezz!!
went to study with nicole,eben,jian cheng,moe,theng wei and hisyam today..
den hisyam and theng wei left early so left with we few...
3 studyin bio..while the other two studyin physics...
did studied quite alot la...but was really tiring..
went home at around 7?totally DRAINED!
i was like wondering how am i suppose to survive??hahas!
tml ish biology paper..but i have to face reality that..
im not confident with that paper at all??haiish...
today's paper was soo-soo..managable..but wont do really that well compared to last year..
haiish...dunno wad's wrong with me la!!

was msgin einstein this evening...den was like totally hahas..
cos i was rather guilty for the past few times he msg me i also never reply him la
started to miss those days where i stay in school to study with hock ann,nelia,jamal,chia min,eugene,joshua and so on...
everytime after studyin will talk talk play play awhile...
den go home after that..i really missed those days in school..
where i don't have to find people to go and study..
they will always be there to study!hahas!!
also remember those days where we played chapteh!
alot of really nice memories...having different actions,making different sound..
laughing at each other's idiotic actions!hahas
also also...miss those days where i go home with joshua..
den when we are lucky, we will get to see "full moon" on bus!hahas...
its a secret between we two la!muahahaazz!lalalass!!
even though those days are being totally MISSED!
but those days would never be the same if its happening again now??
but luckily, I DID CHERISH THOSE DAYS! hahas!!
tat's all!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

EXAMS!!!!

hahas!this picture ish really really cute la!hahaass!!

saw it on the net..den ish like aha!this shall be my picture!

hahas!!its true.and adorable at the same time..

exam are finally officially HERE!

tml history paper, followe by intense studyin..

thursday ish e-maths paper and mt paper...

friday ish both biology paper 1& 2

its goonna be a crazy week perhaps??

just jiayous la EILEEN CHEW!

人往往不能抱着太大的希望，不然受到的伤害是无可限量的。

要学会知足常乐:D

[[EILEEN]]

I DON'T UNDERSTAND :'( 我不明白，为什么人往往失去了，才会懂得要珍惜呢？
不管是家庭也好，朋友也好，爱情也好。。
每个人都是一样的，当拥有自己心爱的人在身边的时候，
那个人常常会被当成不起眼的东西，但是一旦失去了那个人。
伤心来不及了，掉眼泪也来不及了。。。
为什么每个人都是这样的呢？是不是因为，失去的笔划比较少。。
所以每个人都会忽略珍惜应该怎么写呢！？！？
可能是应为人常常说，失败是成功一定要经过的一个过程。。。
不了解吧。真的是一个很复杂的问题。。。
不想去想，但是那问题有无时无刻的出现在我脑海了。。
不喜欢这种感觉，因为会让我觉得很烦!!

do cherish the people around you...
before its too late...in one way or another..
shedding tears after losing the person doesn't works at all..
why not cherish the person when he/she is still by your side,
before its too late??
you will never know what is going to happen next perhaps...

[[EILEEN]]

RETARDS~ opps...
obviously, this picture looks super retarded okay!
very lazy to go and find pictures to upload...so decided to use the POP pictures..
cos eerr..i didn't post those picture out?only onto fb la..muahahazz...
alright..happy labour day!muahahazz..although my mum ish still working today la..
so yeah..its the same..blahblahblah....
now only got me and my brother at home..and the weather ish like WOOHOO HOT!
wanna die alr =X
3 more days..den my exam will start alr...
left with bio and chem to study on...
den both maths need abit more practices la=X
alright..
tat's all..
byebye!!
[[EILEEN]]
9 more days :D