MATHS MAKES ME FAINT MAN!!!

ahhh!!!
so stressed out man..
everyday got maths..
got alot of homework,got alot of stuff in school..
got cca...got mes matters..
make me super duper tired...
and realli feel lyke droppin..??
hahas..
realli felt realli realli tired..
i have to say tat...
pass few days had been spendin most of my time on my maths..
i can cope..
but just tat i feel realli realli tired doin it..
2 maths are so scary..
can have 4 periods of maths everyday!!
ahhh..
lol
super stressed...but yet felt super happy..
cos i wont have to think so much about personal stuff...
anyway...
this week ish realli tiring..
hope tat the next few weeks would be better..

alright...
first time in my life..
i did not touch till my tuition homework when i got tuition on sunday..
hahas..
first time siia..
i always do it before hand..
this shows im a realli GUAII KIA alright...
hahas
den got realli alot of things to do..
but i dunwan to study today..
cos i realli realli TOO TIRED for everythin!!

next..
today's training..
PT KIT THE ENTIRE DAY!!!
so happy..
cos dun need prepare full u=)
did campcraft...which ish somehow lyke chicken feet...
den pt..
hahas..
i enjoyed myself the most during pt de luhs..
cos i realli love runnin mahs..
den holiday too busy to run..
and pe only run a little..
so not fun enough..
although its realli tough for pt..
but when jeremy asked us to run 10 rounds around parade square..
i was lyke..okayy..
den started running...
was feelin realli out of breathe when runnin..
but i manage to run all the way without stoppin...
but only did 7 rounds..
cos he asked us to stop..

runnin make me feel realli gd bahs..
cos i can forget every single thing and feel blank at times..
but im just too tired and lazy to go runnin!!!
after pt..
did a few times of march pass...
did alot of errors..
but it was realli realli FUNNIE!!!
and all of us did enjoy ourselves..
the best was marchin pass when miss lee was around..
tat was the only time we din do anythin wrong..??
hahas...
den went home..
feelin realli tired...

personal stuff now...
erm lets see...
today saw somethin which make me feel so sweet..???
hahas...
was a scene tat was realli nice bahs...
how i wish i was involve but i noe tat could never happen..
den since i have to study now..
why should i think so much and care so much about such things..
sometimes ppl say i say but cannot realli do it out..
its realli true..??
cos im someone hu ish lyke veri the alot of feeling one...
so take things realli hard...
but wad can i do.??
im just tryin to prove to myself tat i can live happily even if there wasnt anyone around me..
and provin to myself tat im strong...
even now there's lyke no more feelings lehs...
but sometimes...
things dun realli go so well..
cos whenever so such sweet scene infront..
alot of things would come back..
tats the reason bahs...

anyway..
enough of today..
byebye...
[[EILEEN]]