THOUGHTS... i don't know why am i posting this out, but i have to post this out so that the person whom i'm refering to would understand why i'm always saying tat person in particular!

okay...
shall name the person XXX! :P but i think that person will know who i'm refering to la!
XXX things that i don't understand the reason why he ish doing this..
but in fact, i can totally understand why the hell he ish doing this...
i know he wants the best out of it, so that he could do something for the teachers...
but the fact ish that PRELIMS are coming! and i would seriously like to ask...HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU HAVE LEFT!AND HOW PREPARED ARE YOU!
i seriously don't wish to see you coming out from the hall after your prelims,
emo-ing there as you know that you are not going to do well!
3 and the half years of commitments ish ENOUGH!
and we should know that we have to let go!
and o levels ish like just 59 days away...
do you think that we have any more time to waste...

i'm saying such harsh words are we are good friends..
and i want you to go into the school you want,
get good results, but not spending on your time on such things...
contributing ish good, but too much helping to your juniors won't help..
cos they will just think that you will always be there for them,
and they will never learn..wad will happen if you are no longer in school!
does that mean that for every single event you are going to go back to school and help them?
i doubt you will have the time to do that!
i'm saying this as IM WORRIED FOR YOU!
and it's not that I DON'T UNDERSTAND!
all i can say ish that i'm really disappointed in a way or another la!
if you think that i don't understand..den let it be...
from now onwards, i won't say anythin anymore..
whatever you think ish right, just do it...
since you say that i don't understand..this just means that after 4 years of friendship,
ish nothing at all to you..say that you understand me well,
its all lies...
forget it la...
i'm sad, im disappointed...i dunwan to talk about this anymore...

[[EILEEN]]