MUM and SISTER overseas :(

mummie and sister are once again going to korea..
to visit my aunt again...this scene has been coming to me more and more often..
dunno whether im suppose to be happy or upset...??
but i somehow dun like the feeling..i dunno why..
it seems that its becoming more and more common for me to go and send them off...
maybe it's because i've choose not to go ther anymore??
but instead.im looking forward for the entire family to go overseas together...
we used to go overseas as a big family..
but yet its no longer happen now...
maybe our HK trip 2 years back....would be our last family trip??
i hope not???
going to send them off tonight..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]