3 more days till im leavin...

alright so today wont be goin movies bahs..
maybe on monday..
X.x
now i got nothin to do man!!!
hahas..
den feel super bored..
but think sure got things do de luhs..
wait my dad come home den ask him bring me out l0rx!!X.x
dunno whether can anot..
anyway..
im goin FARM tml siia!!!
den need reach kranji mrt de bus stop at 9am!!!
super early luhs..
but i will enjoy myself realli much..
cos i LOVE FARMS!!!
hahas..
blahblah..
see jing hong go malaysia again..
hahas..
den no one entertain me again!!
ahhh!!
lol..
tats all bahs..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

4more days till im leaving..

wooh..
work was tough today..
and still had to go back to school for some stuff...
super tired now...
im lookin forward to leave sg bahs..
for the veri first time...
dun think tml gonna movie le bahs..
although i wish to go..
but some things happened..
so should be never go bahs..
tats all for today bahs...
[[EILEEN]]


im just like a body who lost it's soul

5 more days till the day im leavin...!!!

wooh!!super cold now man!!
hahas..
today went work..
got alot of things to do..
but dun earn alot siia..
lol.
sadded..
anyway no mood to post now..
hahas..
byebye..!!
[[EILEEN]]

6 more days till the day im leaving...

it has been a week since im down with stomach flu le bahs..
but feeling much better le bahs..
wanted to go watch movie on monday..
but dun think have the chance..??
maybe on sat perhaps bahs..
i dunno...
dunno wads wrong with me today this mornin..
just suddenly cry siia..
cos i lyke cannot sleep..?
den headache..??
LOL!!
kinda of crazy or wad bahs..

den wake up..
and started preparin my luggage for overseas bahs...
feel kinda scared to go..
cos i dunno whether i will lyke get my stomach flu over there again..
dunno why..
this few months..
gettin more and more weaker..
gettin sick more easily and so on..
i dunno bahs..
hahas..
anyway..
my mother cook den i help her.
lastly get burn by oil on finger..
abit only luhs.
so pain siia..
lol..
but not pain now lehs...
WAHAHAS!!!
tml and friday will go back to work again le bahs..
hahas..
although dun reali feel lyke goin to work anymore..
cos kinda veri tired..
but i still decided to go bahs..
LOL!!!

maybe tats all for today bahs..
my flight on tuesday would be at 10pm.?
lol
den will reach there early to use their com bahs..
hahas..
den my mother will go shoppin..
while i do my last bloggin..
lol..
hope will receive some news!!
hahas
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

ting fang and me...end of concertcrowded hall no.1

crowded hall no.2!!

the band members havin some party...?

our group photo...joshua,alex,ting fang,me..joshua[[spoiler of the pic!!!]]

me and ting fang...in canteen when waitin for our daddy!!!

SICKED!!

hahas..

anyway friday din go to work..

but yesterday went back school for the band concert!!

ahahahas..

was rather fun bahs..

but also tiring!!

HAHAS!!!

but i did enjoy myself.

although i was on duty...

anyway..

you noe wad..

im startin to love M.E.S more and more..

although only got lyke 4 of us there yesterday.

but i realli love it bahs!!!

smilex!

everyone was havin somehow alot of fun..??

hahas

anyway im leavin sg soon le bahs...

and wont be lyke spendin alot there..

cos economy ish bad!!

zzz

siianx.

but i also dunno wad to buy too bahs...

siianx..

i feel so tired now..

and i haven even start on my tuition homework yet!!

siianx...

LOL!!!

tat should be all for today!!

hahas

[[EILEEN]]

realli gonna be SICK man!!X.x sobx!!

woooh....
im back postin finalli at night..
din manage to do as wad i planned..
planned to study today..
but too tired siia..
after work...
reached home..
bath watch tv..
and just went to sleep until 7.15pm..
just felt realli tired luhs...
den wake up den eat dinner..
and come use com lehs..
super duper tired..zzz
and super duper giddy man..
ahhhh..

alright..
anyway i dun realli feel anythin anymore le bahs..
maybe still have abit bahs..
but not tat much...
hahas..
cos i noe there's nothin gonna happen..
so i dun have to care so much anymore.
hahas..
just let nature take it course..
HAHAS!!!
我是坚强的。。。
我的人生的所有一切都不在你的掌控之总。。
我不会让你轻易的打败我。。。
因为，我再也不是以前的自己。。。

although there was a period of time when i realli realli felt so hopeless..
but there's someone there for me..
if you realli have loved me...
you wont leave me at the point i needed you the most..
was watchin tv and heard it..
hahas..
so i used it l0rx..

i open up my live to everyone..
but not wondering around ur life..
cos im no longer wastin my life..
on a helpless and it not being able to be controlled..
so life ish mine..
i made my choice..
wad about you..
its good to be positive..
and there ish always a positive side of life..
its just the matter of whether you want to find it anot..
its no point trapin urself in a emo life..
its realli no point..
you wont gain anythin..
and you will never step out of it..
the longer its being dragged..
the harder it ish..

if you got a dream..
just go for it..
stop hesitatin...
life ish short..
you will never noe wad happen next..
so i entrust my life to myself..
not fate..
not anythin...
im the one hu make things happen..
we never try.
we never noe...
no matter how mani times i fall down...
i will stand up again..
im no longer weak..
im no longer under a dark side control..
i controlled myself..
to stay under the sun...

somthings i realli wonder...
why cant a person just be happy...
so tat life wont have any sadness..
and led on with a nice and sweet life..
why must life be so hard...
tats all for today bahs..
byebye

[[EILEEN]]

SUPER DUPER BUSY AND STRESS WEEK!!!!!!

wooh..
realli realli tired for this entire week bahs..
dun think i would be free at all..
my timetable!!!

MONDAY--------do remainin a-maths hw,a-maths tuition 4pm-5.30pm,do e-maths hw...
TUESDAY-------do remainin e-maths hw,e-maths tuition 5.30pm-7pm,rest...
WEDNESDAY---band concert rehearsal 9am-3pm...do a-maths hw...
THURSDAY-----work...8.45am-3pm...by the time i reach home im dead...
FRIDAY---------work...same as thursday,do e-maths hw...
SATURDAY-----band concert..need to be there by 1pm-11pm...one day gone..
SUNDAY--------finish all my tuition hw...hope teacher wont give alot lyke the previous week...

wooh..
a realli realli busy week!!
ahhh..
no time to rest at all..
anyway my tuition teacher ish crazy man..
for a-maths was okayy..only 15 questions..
but for e-maths we have to do 115 qns within a week!!
ahh..
and my everyday was lyke so busy and tiring!!!
make me super duper STRESSED man..
all the algebra...its killin me man!!
hahas..
its not realli hard..
but rather confusin man..
my holiday would be lyke gone just by workin and studyin luhs..
dun realli have time to play..
actualli this week de wednesday...
i goin out with my mother to movies des..
but lastly.
need go back school for rehearsal!!
ahhhh
so dead man!!!
kind of abit sick..
den super giddy...

luckily next week would be the last tuition lehs..
but the week after..
i will be goin overseas lehs..
feel so sad...
febby got kidney failure..
i feel so sad man..
she's so cute..
but she ish the fatest..
hope nothin happens to her..
i pray hard...

ahhhh...
i wanna relax man!!
hahas
tats all for today bahs..
will post on sunday perhaps...
after a long long week!!!
BYE!!

[[EILEEN]]