Hello everyone!
Today marks 31/12/10!!
Last day of 2010...
Nothing much...
But it was an awesome day today...
Rain rain..
But i saw the prettiest kite...
I saw the prettiest sun..
I saw the prettiest clouds..
I saw the prettiest sky...

Even though i actually dread to go there...
I've got the chance to get away from tat place.
But i decided to somehow face it...
I choose to trust...
I choose to believe..
But yet my heart is not feeling that good too...

There's just a wall in me...
Telling myself...
Something will happen..
Something might happen...
When i know that nothing is gonna happen..

How i wish i was the one who did so much small little things with you...
Wished many many things...
Wished tat i've got a chance to turn back..
Perhaps either i choose not to appear..
Or even appear in a much earlier time..

But den...
As we walk and sit down..
Talk and talk..
Suddenly i felt really safe...
I dunno why...
Your actions,your words...
Make me safe...
Perhaps that's wad love is all about...
But i wish...
Im the one and only one...
Give me a chance...
And enter into you...

Tats all
Byebye ppl
HAPPY NEW YEARRR 2011!

[[EILEEN]]

30th December 2010hello..
im back posting agn!
im back to share something agn :D
some told me this...
对不起,原谅我,谢谢你,我爱你:D简单的字体,背后却有很大的意义
sorry,forgive me, thank you & i love you.

seriously..this sentence came revolving around me since i came back from malaysia...
i agree with it too...
perhaps everyone think that this few words are very easy to be said at times..
but when you really need to say it..would you actually hold back for a while before saying it?
this few words might be really simple..
but yet..it has alot of meaning behind it..when you use your heart to say it out...
its totally different from saying it out without using your heart...
hahahahahaaaa!!

next next..
my awesome is finally back...
dunno if im going out tml..
i hope i would be??hahhaas...
don't feel like stayin at home at all...
but im not fully well yet la=X
tat's all
byebye

[[EILEEN]]

MY 552 POST!

hello people.
im like FINALLY BACK!
after soooo long!hahhaass
it was sooo fun over there okay!
and i made tons and tons of very nice friends...
of course...got together with my old old long time no see friend also!
rahhh...
seriously..everyone changed alot la :D
its a good thing :D
hahahas...
anyway...
here to share something with everyone..
its rather interesting :)
the definition of FEAR:

False
Emotion
Appearing
Real

hahahas...
believe it or not..
but its rather true too la :D
hahahass...
rahhh..
currently im sick...
after laughin at my sis and joey..
den now its my turn!
KARMA la!
hahahass!!
rahhh...
2 more days and my baby would be finally back!
wooohooo..
sooo happy..
den i can see him alr!
hehehzz...

err..
shall keep this short la..
cos i need plenty of rest..
so that i will get well asap!
hahahas!!
last but not least...
time for some learning...
i need to have a peaceful mind and heart...
no matter how much you dislike a person..
try to look at them as if they are your mirror...
reflect and learn...
change them rather then dislike them..
as only changin them will make a difference in life :D

tat's all for today!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

SAYONARAH!

HELLO!
my last night sleeping at home
and coming to post in my blog..
until 5 days later!
muahahahazz.
im going off to MALAYSIA tml alr!!

hahahas..
i totally enjoyed today la..
although im in a super pain state!
hahahs..dun ask me why!
lalalaaa...

alright before i go...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
(in advance)

and for my dumb baby...
sayonarh sweetie..
off i go for 5 days..
and you for another 3 days..
hehehez..i know you will miss me!
muahahazz..cos i will miss you too! =X
tat's all..
take care okay..
remember to slp early..if you slp late remember to slp longer
so wont rudolph okay?although christmas is coming..
but i dun like rudolph!rahh
love you!!

[[EILEEN]]

Hello people!
Im back posting agn...
This shall be a short post la..

Today i had a lesson about GIVING..
although it was just like a 45mins lesson..
I learnt alot of from!hahhaas...
And of course...
The reflection of me myself in the mirror...
Im finding my "WAY" -> who are you...
Im findin who am i really?
Hahhas...
It a very interesting lesson i learn today...

Also...
There's no point grumbling about how bad a person is...
It just actually show how you are actually...
Why not change a point of view..
And learn from their mistakes..
And even try to change them?
Hahahas..i cant believe im saying this..
And yupp..
Im tryin to change..
To be a better person...

Last but not least...
I dunno who what when where why and how did my courage come back to me...
Im gonna work for my dreams..
And no longer hidin anymore..
Because...
LOVE is a magical word...
It makes fairytales alive~

Tats all for today..
Bye.people..
[[EILEEN]]

MY WEEKKKK~



hello everyone!
im back posting agn!
this week was filled with 一场欢喜一场空 things..
hahahas...
and den...
i realised tat actually there's no point having sooo many friends!
hahahaasss!!!
as out of sooo many, who will be the ones to be there for you when you really needed them?
hahahass..i really wonder..who will be there for me...

im trying to be really optimistic now...
tat day...i broke down and cried..
only 2 person know how i really felt at the moment in time...
i felt like as if i lost something really important to me...
but yet..i doubt the other party felt so too!
hahaha...
i've decided...im not going to do anything anymore..
since no one cares..why should i care so much??
i've tried..and gave up...

okay okay next next...
yesterday...we went PASIR RIS!
hahahas...epic things happen la..
met up with joshua(birthday boy) den head off to pasir ris mrt...
den met eugene (uncle), hock ann(uncle), reynold, daryl pang, chia min (twinnie) and eugene(the shy one)..
after they mumm mumm..
we set off to ntuc to buy some rubbish to eat =X
den as we were ready to set off..
but it was raining..
so we sat at the interchange there...
den talk talk talk and crap there...

den lastly...drizzling only..
so we decided to go there and find a shelter to picnic!
hahahaass!
so we walk walk walk..den anyhow sing sing sing..
crap crap crap..laugh laugh laugh!!
finally we found a shelter!hahahas!!

here's the epic part..
one we got into the shelter and settle down..
THE RAIN STOPPED!
hahahs..den chia min throw his jacket on the floor!
den he put back onto his head!(omg.this is soooo OMG!)
den den we started eating...
den played chapteh! HAHAHAAAS!
super epic super funny..
but it wasnt as fun as how we played in sch 1 year back..
HAHAHAHA!
as eugene( uncle) need to head off to his lion dance..
we took photo des..said BYE BYE TO UNCLE!
after tat..we continue playing like nobody's business...
den laugh laugh laugh...rahhh...
after playin until super duper tired alr..
den we rest..
den nelia( birthday girl) and her friends arrived..
talk talk awhile..

after that..
head off to play at the playground...
played the slide..and BOUNCE! BOUNCE BOUNCE!
hahahaas..
it was totally awesome man!!!
HAHAHAAAA!
after that headed home...
eat, bath,watch tv and watch tv..
i was too lazy to use the com la..HAHAHAS!rahhh

there goes my day...
with all the super nice people who brought me tons of sweet memories in my secondary sch life...
although we didnt manage to cycle in the end..
but still, i really enjoyed the time with them...
thanks for such a nice day with you all :D

Messages to the nice people:

Joshua( dumb baby): Hope you like your present! hahahass! i know you had tons of fun with me la! im like sooo nice you know! hahhas..and yupp..i had tons of fun together with you tooo!bleahs!and and..YOUR BIRTHDAY IS OVER! it's my time to BULLY YOU BACK! muahahahahahaazz..in your face man!

Chia Min( twinnie) : Happy to see you not emoing yesterday! hahahass!but you are still very epic!hahahaass!!lalalaa!i know we never cycle abit sad la..but nevermind okay! next time we all go together agn!hahahahaass!!

Hock Ann( uncle) : had an awesome time playin chapteh with you..sorry to keep attacking you with the chapteh la..its not my fault..my leg dun like you! hahahaass!! remember to get me "MY" earpiece next year! =X

Eugene (uncle) : i think you are the only one who still never change la..still as talkative and still very noisy..hahhas...although i didn't contact you much but yeah! hahahas...jiayous FIGHTING!

Daryl Pang: OMG! youu look sooo different man! but its a good thing la hahahas...you know...i didn't know tat you were tat FUNNY! hahahass!!!had a good time with you!hahahaaass!!FUNNY YOU!!!

Reynold: hahahas...the best part about you was " sorry..sorry.." hahahas..its totally like omg!hahhaas..cos all you say throughout the entire time was sorry! hahahassss!it was fun to go out with you :D

Eugene (the shy one) : hahahas you are no longer as shy as before alr la..hahahas..but this time round i never see you bashin up hock ann anymore! WHY!!! hahahahass..must bash him up more..den i can LAUGH!hahahahass!!thanks for yesterday :D

and last but not least...

Nelia (aunt): although didnt spend much time with you yesterday but still..cheer up alright girl...i know you are a strong girl :D we shall go out the next time round without you being late alright...or else you really need to treat us alr la! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! i still owe you a hug lehs!

as for myself...
EILEEN: hahahas...it's time to let things go and go on with life..there's not a need to get bothered by such things anymore...i had awesome memories with alot of people..that's more than enough alr...CHEER UP GIRL! hahahass! its time to move and and find those who really cares for you :D

tat's all for today..
byebye everyone :D
[[EILEEN]]

想说出心里的话。。
心里总是有那好不安全的感觉
觉得自己好差劲,好没用
觉得自己好自私,好烦,好烂
多希望我能安安全全的睡在我被窝里,
把心里的事情放下,
也把我很不可能的梦想抛开

我常告诉我自己
些事情是不能勉强的
要有耐心,持之以恒
这样我的梦想才会实现

我觉得我好没用
就连追求自己想要的事情也没有这个勇气
就因为我不想再度被拒绝
不想在想些有的没得
就这样,一天一天的过。
活在我不能实现的梦想里

[[周佩雯 启]]