TIRED!!!!
SUPER TIRED!!!
today i can close my eyes while im walking..
zzz..
super tired..
but i just couldn't get to sleep on my bed..
waiting for my supper tonight..
got PIZZA!!
wahahas..
thats all for today..
byebye!!
[[EILEEN]]

wa say..
internet keep got problem..
so unable to upload the pics again...
zzz...
my tuition teacher ish crazy..
give us alot of homework...
zzz..
den she also teach alot..
she finished our half years work already..
but a-maths ish super slow..
hahas..
anyway..
hope i can finish everything=)

thats all for today..
im too bored..
byebye..
[[EILEEN]]

THE RANDOM ACTS OF M.E.S!!!![[SENIORS ONLY!!]]

there ish more to come...

but my internet now got problem..

so cant upload..

will upload tml if everything ish working fine!!

yesterday was realli nice..

we went breakfast together...

and joshua...

ish still that silly!!

wahahas...

den came back school and start preparing the entire system...

had fun in the hall..

as i was alittle crazy...

den after that went for my parade..

before the parade, mr pehs' talk made me cry siia..

WTH!!

so touching for wad...

he should leave it to the last..

LOL!!!

but still i realli love yesterday performance although my shoelace drop..X.x

NPCC ish realli nice!!!

after parade,

went back to M.E.S...

wasnt doing anythin but rather doing spotcheck here and there with joshua...

den when everythin was over..

here comes our M.E.S first random show!!

everyone got realli high..

den playin song..

singing around...

jumpin around like nobodies business in CR..

wahahas..

den cleared system and had a debrief..

maybe im too tired or wad..

i was like totalli no mood..

den they had their dinner in the canteen.

while i wait for them to finish their dinner and go home...

reached home at around 9+ had a realli nice dinner and bath...

watched tv..

and off to sleep...

woooh..

i realli enjoyed yesterday..

got laughters,got tears..

hahas...

how i wish everyday was like this..

but not the no mood part..

lol..

thats all bahs..

byebye!!!

[[EILEEN and her blahblahblah]]

seee!!

so cute rite..

my star star=)

一闪一闪亮晶晶，

满天都是小星星=）

so cute=)

[[EILEEN and her blahblahblah]

weeh..
back posting...
not an emo post today..
cos im smiling today..!!
LOL!!!
thanks to someone..
hu realli make me laugh like mad..
you should noe hu you are...
the stupid one..
LOL!!!
always kanna lie by me..
but thanks to your sillness...
you made me laugh till i full siia...
hahas..

HSS gonna graduate soon lehs..
hahas..
gonna get him somethin..
hahas..
will make sure his touched by it man..
lol..
if i wanna do something well..
i will do it realli well=)
thats me!!
hahas..
but i hope i got enough time luhs
thats a veri important part..
hahas...

anyway..
yesterday got back my bio test paper..
which i took on monday..
was quite shocked with my results as i got 22.5/30 for the test..
when i never realli study..
but still..
careless here and there..
i believe i can do better okayy!!
lol..

tml ish speechday..
finish school at 1010..
and gonna have breakfast at mac with M.E.S crew=)
benjamin also going..
feel that me and him gettin better and better.=)
thats realli great man..
wish tml speechday would be a successful one...
after all...
all of us realli put in alot of effort to maintain the show man!!!
all the BEST!!!

[[EILEEN and her blahblahblah]]

its just a bad bad day...
nothin much to say...

[[EILEEN]]

haiish...
sometimes..
i feel im realli stupid bahs..
why should i care so much..
when its like none of my business...
im no longer anyone important or anyone to you anymore..
haiish..
feel so dumb...
feel so irritatin over and over again..
irritated by myself..


haiish...
feel so like shit.
today had bio test..
but i think i would be doin realli badly for the test bahs..
things seems to go really bad..
realli stressed up by school work..
and personal stuff..
home ish like so shity..
everyone ish so quiet..
i can hear the fan blowing..
can hear my typing...
can only hear my song...
and nothin else..
home seems so cold..
and unfamiliar to me..
i dunno what ish happening...

does it mean that when we grow up older and older..
our relationship with our siblings and parents would be worst..
den i rather i never grow up..
i wanna a lively home..
a home where i would feel happy living in..
but not a home so cold...
so feelingless...
feel so stupid...
even if i was to post here..
no matter how i wish..
things would never go in my way...

im just a burden at home.
always creatin trouble..
always to noisy one...
the one who always cry..
the one who always scream around..
but had never contributed to the hse before..
never did anythin to let my parents be proud of..
and never respect my siblings...
im just someone extra..
even without me..
there wont be any difference...
or maybe..
life would even be better without me..
im just that useless..
and i can do ish create trouble...

i wonder..
was it the right thing that i should be born..
i dun find a mean at home..
i dun find a mean in school...
in just that useless..
as i cant do anythin for anyone...

[[EILEEN the useless blahblahblah...]]