one fine day,i will catch you this evil dumb dumb tweety!im gonna win one fine day=)

muahahazz!
currently, im being alone at home again..
maybe until 10 plus 11??
i dunno...
mum today work OT
bro and sister not at home.
father went to grandma hse..den later gonna fetch my mum..
haiish..
all alone again..
soooo bored now okayy!
i've got nothin to do at home!!
argh!

september holidays ish packed up..
Monday-Wednesday- Maths extra lesson 9-11, Biology extra lesson 4-6.30....
Thursday-Npcc lecture..with jimmy and 8 other sec 2's at monfort..
Friday-no lesson,but i wanna go watch movie...dunno my mum let anot..

holiday not like holiday at all..
EOY comin soon..
hope i score well..
=)=)
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY'S!!!

my results...
English->B4 [64]
Chinese->B3 [65]
Additional Maths->A2 [70]
Maths->B3 [69]
Biology->B4 [61]
Chemistry->A1 [75]
Humanities-> C5 [56]


alright..
results isn't that good after all..
although i did improve in the subjects that i use to be veri weak in,
but the subjects that i'm strong with ish droppin really badly..
like maths,from A2-B3...
and Bio,from B3-B4!
argh!!its killing me okayy!!!

muahahazz..
anyway...
today not going anywhere..
cos later on at 2 plus got tuition for my chem=)
hahas!
actually ish tml des..
but tml going out..
so change to today lo!
muahahazz!!
tat's all for today bahs..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

its getting better and better♥

wooh...
training for today was quite fun bahs..
cos we learnt advance drills and played games..
although it wasnt in our proposal..
X.x...
was really like going to die bahs..
cos i wasnt feelin really well the pass few days.
and was havin a gastric..hahas..
but who cares...
i still manage to endure through bahs..
was feeling giddy when i stand up..
cos...argh...i should know that i shouldnt stand up so quickly and run about that much..
but i still ran bahs...cos i don't want to walk...
my health will turn better yeah!
hope one fine day,
there will be no more giddy spells...
i reallly wish soo!cos the feeling just SUCKS!
hahas..
tat's all for today bahs..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
you dumb dumb ass...
always make me worry..argh..
take care of yourself luhs
always say know how to take care of yourself,
but yet only know how to say only..
worried♥

读书，为什么要那么辛苦呢？

我真的觉得很生气，

为什么大家都可以，

但是我又不可以呢！

太不公平了吧！！！

好讨厌这种感觉。。。

好伤心，好伤心。。。

haiish...
im really tryin to study really hard..
and im really worried bahs...
EOY ish comin really soon..
and im like not understanding some stuff..
feel really like shit to see my grades drop..
although i did improve,
but yet,
im still deprovin..
im tryin my veri veri veri veri BEST to score really well,
to make my parents happy,to make them proud..
and hit my target, and get into the school i wan,get into the job i dream.
but yet...what im doing ish really helpin me really alot,
but yet,they just dun understand..
all she know ish scold scold and SCOLD!
she has never stand in my shoe..
to understand what i really need..

to me,
o'lvls seems like nearer and nearer...
even though the sec4's haven even took their's..
but i feel that veri soon,
next year would approach..
im worried that i cannot catch up next year..
im worried that i cannot score well..
im worried that i will deprove,
im worried that everythin would not go well..
im worried about EVERY SINGLE THING...

everythin seems so shity...
all i wanna, was to go to somewhere,where i can absorb and study..
and the place would never be at home.
all i do when i reach home was to bath,eat and use com..
i dun study at home!not in the correct mood,doesnt have the correct atmosphere...
im sick of it bahs..
it just makes me feel like soo SHIT!
but im gonna stay strong..
im not gonna let all these stuff affect me..
jiayous eileenchewpeiwen
you can do it..
只要我相信，我一定能做到的！加油，加油，加油！
我不会为了小事掉泪，因为，我是勇敢的小孩=）

[[EILEEN]]

im worried,really worried♥

i've a bad feeling,

really a bad feeling.

how i wish things din go so well,

between you and me.

im worried,

that one fine day,

i will depend on you...

woohoo!
it has been another day...
studyin and studyin and studyin..
never ending...
i fall sick again okay..
finish extra lesson den while going home,
i felt really blur and super unwell bahs..
so i went home,bath and slept till 6.30
but my mum just kept scoldin me okayy!argh...
den went for tuition..
super cold there,
cos i never bring my jacket...
haiish...
but i manage to absorb alittle here and there bahs..
so i just came home from tuition like not long ago..

gonna wake up super early tml again,
to complete all my work..
i cant study anymore today,
as i think i will die if i carry on studyin..
so i shall wake up really early tml to complete my work..
hahas...
tats all for today bahs...
byebye.
[[EILEEN]]

♥ ♥ ♥ ILOVE CHOOYUNYUE♥ ♥ ♥

muahahazz...
met yunyue at 1130 at kovan mrt..
den we went to ion orchard to have our ice cream buffet.
we only went in at like 1230..
den we started eating like mad!
hahas..
had quite alot of fun luhs..
den we also grumble to each other alot!
hahas!
after that,
yunyue went to met her brother to play badminton,
while i went to study at bishan library
hahas..
i managed to absorb in the biology that i've read through bahs=)
oh yeah...
had some fun there too..
but it was sooooo super duper cold..
even though i was like wearin a jacket...
and so,i borrowed from monster and therefore, wore 2 jacket...thank you=)
smilex!
school tml..
omg.
siianx..
anyway..
to everyone,
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PRELIMS TML=)
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
smilex
thank you for today
take good care of youself luhs♥

one simple word from you,
could affect the mood of the day
something which doesn't seems real,
but it's true♥

woke up at 0830...
and now the time ish 0901...
im really tired..
but im going out at 1100..
so no choice,
i have to wake up early...
hahas!
hope today would be an enjoyable day=)
[[EILEEN]]