MATHS MAKES ME FAINT MAN!!!

ahhh!!!
so stressed out man..
everyday got maths..
got alot of homework,got alot of stuff in school..
got cca...got mes matters..
make me super duper tired...
and realli feel lyke droppin..??
hahas..
realli felt realli realli tired..
i have to say tat...
pass few days had been spendin most of my time on my maths..
i can cope..
but just tat i feel realli realli tired doin it..
2 maths are so scary..
can have 4 periods of maths everyday!!
ahhh..
lol
super stressed...but yet felt super happy..
cos i wont have to think so much about personal stuff...
anyway...
this week ish realli tiring..
hope tat the next few weeks would be better..

alright...
first time in my life..
i did not touch till my tuition homework when i got tuition on sunday..
hahas..
first time siia..
i always do it before hand..
this shows im a realli GUAII KIA alright...
hahas
den got realli alot of things to do..
but i dunwan to study today..
cos i realli realli TOO TIRED for everythin!!

next..
today's training..
PT KIT THE ENTIRE DAY!!!
so happy..
cos dun need prepare full u=)
did campcraft...which ish somehow lyke chicken feet...
den pt..
hahas..
i enjoyed myself the most during pt de luhs..
cos i realli love runnin mahs..
den holiday too busy to run..
and pe only run a little..
so not fun enough..
although its realli tough for pt..
but when jeremy asked us to run 10 rounds around parade square..
i was lyke..okayy..
den started running...
was feelin realli out of breathe when runnin..
but i manage to run all the way without stoppin...
but only did 7 rounds..
cos he asked us to stop..

runnin make me feel realli gd bahs..
cos i can forget every single thing and feel blank at times..
but im just too tired and lazy to go runnin!!!
after pt..
did a few times of march pass...
did alot of errors..
but it was realli realli FUNNIE!!!
and all of us did enjoy ourselves..
the best was marchin pass when miss lee was around..
tat was the only time we din do anythin wrong..??
hahas...
den went home..
feelin realli tired...

personal stuff now...
erm lets see...
today saw somethin which make me feel so sweet..???
hahas...
was a scene tat was realli nice bahs...
how i wish i was involve but i noe tat could never happen..
den since i have to study now..
why should i think so much and care so much about such things..
sometimes ppl say i say but cannot realli do it out..
its realli true..??
cos im someone hu ish lyke veri the alot of feeling one...
so take things realli hard...
but wad can i do.??
im just tryin to prove to myself tat i can live happily even if there wasnt anyone around me..
and provin to myself tat im strong...
even now there's lyke no more feelings lehs...
but sometimes...
things dun realli go so well..
cos whenever so such sweet scene infront..
alot of things would come back..
tats the reason bahs...

anyway..
enough of today..
byebye...
[[EILEEN]]

back postin...
after lyke 2 days..??
lol
wont be usin the com tml..
cos got tuition until 9...
so wont use l0rx..
this two days was tirin!!
cos did alot of things..
studied..
and had trainin today..
today's trainin was realli FUN!!
hahas..although its tiring..
but its lyke even if we were havin trainin..
we did enjoy ourselves..
not so stress out..
tats how i kinda feel..
lol...
to me..
if such trainin happens in all the trainin..
i would be SOOOO happy siia..
hahas
its lyke kind of realli nice..
wahahas..

anyway...
kind of lyke test comin here and there just on the 3rd day of school..
it's tough..
but life seems much happier with my time being occupied..
and its filled with laughters..
hahas..
i like the feeling..
although after reachin home will feel realli tired..
but its realli worth it bahs..


im tired of livin in life of tears..
and life of sadness..
why not smile happily and let things just carry on..
nothin could be known until the day it should be..
and life still have to carry on..
i dunwan to be trap in such lousy life..
i want my life to be filled with lots and lots of things..
and doesnt want to be tied up anymore!!
wahahas.
so im gettin more and more clear of wad i wan..
although im CHILDISH alright..
but im livin happily..
tats wad life are for rite..?
hahas
nitex nitex everyone!!!
[[EILEEN]]

alright...i found a skin tat make me happy le bahs..
hahas..
maybe might not use long.
but this will be the current skin...
hahas...
its nice..
and simple..
wahahas..
tats all...
bye
[[EILEEN]]

ahhhh!!!
has been findin my new blogskin...
but din manage to find the one which fit my mood.
hahas..
wanted somethin realli elegant...
but couldn't find it..
so i decided to give up till the next time.
hahas..
will be goin tution at 4pm!!!
ahhh..
dun feel lyke goin...
wahahass!!!!

to you...
im used to being alone...hope you know wad i mean...

back from work..
and felt realli tired..
hahas...
being tired but yet still wanna use com...
cos got things to do.
den just got no mood to do other things..
so came to use com...
and do finish the updatin things..
so i could print it out le bahs..
hahas....
i dunno wad to say...
[[EILEEN]]

I WANNA SHOUT OUT LOUD!!!

school was realli tiring today..
mr yeo ish my form teacher..
ish realli nice hahas..
den bio would be miss kok
english ms liza
a&e maths would be mr yeo
ss and history would be mrs tan
pe would be mdm any wong
chemistry would be miss lim

hahas..
tat should be all..
today went to school..
couldn't find control room key..
was lyke ahhhh!!
den after tat found it,
sec one came.
and we were lyke there till the were dismissed back to the class..
had recess with them at 0930...
den went back hall for the new VP tokin to the sec one's...
while joshua,alex and me was lyke somehow havin a small meetin..
den went to lyke interview all of them..
hahas..
after tat,
we went back to class..
and i got to noe all my teacher's as in hu are they..
and i was lyke so happy tat the class was quite..
smilex..
ilove it man..
my class got 25 girls and 15 guys.
which make a class of 40..
after school...
went to fall-in..
and mr peh tok to us and inform us about the 2 days of trainin per week.
den i was lyke expected..
lol..
but din expect us to take over the cca so fast...
after speech day..
den we had to take over already..
ahhh was lyke ahhH!!
hahas..
den after tat went to G.O
to find mr sim to get back my thumbdrive..
waited for a long long time..
den jeremy called me and ask me go np room..
so i went...
and have to inform ppl about the time and so on..
and update the class details..
den alex called me to go G.O
after tat went back to control room..
den need to test parade square mick..
so went to test..
den was in G.O for a realli long time..
cos just nice when i was about to leave..
i met 2 china ppl hu wants to admit to the school..
den the two PRETTIES dunno chinese..
and so i helped along..
hahas...
after tat was lyke there..
helpin them to fill their particulars..
and so on..
den went back control room to get my bag..
but was so shock tat control room door spoil and so its not lock!!..
den called alex den he tell me he downstairs lehs...
so i went down and take my bag and control key for him..
and i went to find mr sim once again..
so mr sim went up with me to see the door..
and found out its so called spoiled...
managed to lock the door..
den mr sim say will change the door...
hahas..
den np sec 4 meetin over..
so went home with see jing hong and jialing..

personal matters..
dunno why i just feel lyke realli realli screamin out and let all my tears just flow out..
den i wouldn't have to lyke keep it in my heart again..hahas...is lyke i dunno bahs..
i just felt realli realli not realli upset..but guess i cant control my own feelings well too..
i believe tats the reason why i felt so tense up bahs...im happily in school..
but yet when i come home..i felt so hopeless...tried to relax myself or somethin lyke tat..
but i just cant do it...JUST WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD MAN!!!can someone help me..??
anyway..im startin to lyke M.E.S more and more...i got much happier inside...
hahas..somehow...to me M.E.S ish lyke only got me,joshua,ting fang and alex..
we are always lyke together when there ish things and we are the often event ppl..
i realli enjoy myself with them...and maybe they are the ones which brought my life up once again...i realli feel comfortable with them..and even i eat i get to laugh along...and dun feel weird at all...den there's always lyke jokes all around...where everyone sit and laugh about...i love tat feeling...its lyke its where real friends were made..?i dunno how they felt..but i love the feeling!!!


and so..
tats the end for today..
byebye...
[[EILEEN]]

WELCOME 2009!!!

wahahazz..
its 2009 le worx..hahas..
wads ur new year wish..??
mine i alreadi made lehs..
and i told meijin jie lehs..
wahahass!!!
hahas..
yesterday night when waitin my sis come home tat time..
gave a call to mj jie..
hahas..
luckily she still awake siia..
hahas..
den tok to her for awhile luhs..
hahas...
realli nice to have her this jie..
always so gd de lehs...
hahas...
tats all for today..
not postin for long!!
wahahasss
byebye!!!
[[EILEEN]]