SUPER DUPER DUPER TIRED!!!

some very random things that i do during every of my single tution,

ish to DRAW!

and obviously, i was really super duper tired today,

which made me drew even more!

first ish my pretty name, and next ish DIFFERENTIATION!

a-maths students would know what the hell im talkin about..

actually its more on the topic maxima and minima points la..

its actually quite fun actually?but im just too drained after doing it...

p.s* i never slack during tuition okay..this has been drawn in the last 5 mins of my tuition..

currently, feeling really tired..

but still working on our school 2008 e-maths paper 2..

think tat i shall stimulate more brain juice out before i go to sleep la..

time to buck up..no time to waste perhaps!

blahblahblah..

tat's all for today..

byebye

[[EILEEN]]
iloveyou~

READING :D current mood: Tired!i wanna orh orh!
current cravings: Hot hot waffles with Ice Cream...
current actions: Drinking bubble tea..

today no extra lesson, so i went home, and went to the library to borrow some new books again..
starting to get engross in reading again...found out that i love reading too!
hehezz..its a good habit i guess??but i also cant spend too much time on reading =X
lalala...
today's chemistry SPA was okay okay la..
alot of people got very different answer...and i gave up on my answer la =X
its monday once again!!arghh...
dun like to go to school..lalalas...
tat's all..
iloverainydays♥
[[EILEEN]]

NEVER PERFECT... 26 March 2010...

felt really bad today...i didn't meant to do that wrongly..
and nobody would want to do that wrongly..
especially during the first time...
some people might say...
i've faced alot of things before already...
thus i shouldn't be commiting such stupid mistakes..
before the entire thing started...
some people might know i was trying to stable myself down..
and make sure nothing went wrong before it started..
was like confirmin the procedure,make sure that i wont do it wrongly...
was like making sure that i remember it correctly...
so i wont say it wrongly..
but yet..i FAILED...
din manage to get things right..din manage to do things well as per normal..
i FAILED once again...as usual...
after the entire thing...
i questioned myself...
why did i make such a terrible mistake?
do i really fit to get what am i suppose to get now?
i really start to doubt myself...
it's not because of the rank that led me to tears..
it's the mistake that i've made..
and when i turned around to face mr peh..
the first thing he said was "孩子，没事的。"
his words grew my courage back to carry on...
but yet, it didn't help until the parade was over...

i know that sheding tears doesn't solve any problems at all..
but yet, its not me that want to shed tears..
its my heart perhaps...
im sorry...but yet..i really didn't mean to do that...
although people can forget and forgive the thing i did...
but i cant forgive myself...as i've failed over and over again...
disappoint myself,and people around me,over and over again..
after that happens...
i started to think that if im fit to consider to be a CI...
always wanted to be,but i don't feel that im good enough...
people belive that i can do it...
but i dont believe that i can do it...
haiishh...

27 March 2010...

today,i woke up super duper early..
like school time,to attend area 5 challenge shield,sec 1 swearing in, and SI promotion...
was feeling really tired..i din know why...
and not bothered to know why too.too lazy...
after everythin ended...went for lunch with si min,louis,suhana and chetwin...
after lunch...
actually wanted to go and return my book,and borrow a new book..
but yet i was too tired..and decided to go home first..
and go to the library later..
reach-ed home,bath-ed and SLEPT!
Slept..and keep waking up...
lastly i didn't go to the library la =X
tat's all for today..
byebye
[[EILEEN]]

PAIN! currently, my throat is telling me:"im dying,im dying."
its hurting abit by abit la..but not alot too...
drank alot of water..muahahaazzz!
today,didn't go to school..thanks to the rain yesterday..
but im going to school tml la..
cannot miss anymore lessons alr..they are way too important la :D
also..tml's gonna be a long long day...
as will be having lessons, den training,den carpark duty for PTC tml..
hahas..tiring la!>.< but its okay..
it's my last few activities too...so try to gain as much cca point as possible lorh!
muahahaazzz...
den sat got swearing in :D

[[EILEEN]]

TIRED OF ALOT OF THINGS...
wondering about what the stupid hell am i thinkin right now?
not feeling that great....not feeling that bad either??
dunno bahs..its stupid, really stupid bahs...
not understanding alot of things too....
TELL ME WHY!
feeling like err...super messy up there...but yet unable to express it out..
心里好像有一道墙，突然觉得好辛苦，好不自在。
周佩雯，加油。
一个人的笑容与关怀，可以改变一个人的一天。

[[EILEEN]]

STRESSED! THINGS TO COMPLETE and WAITING TO BE COMPLETE:
Monday: Find people who are interested in area games, biology homework,english homework,chinese homework.
Tuesday: English Summary,A-maths Tuition, E-maths worksheet.
Wednesday: Biology Project on Bee Orchid
Thursday: Continue of Biology Project if its not completed yet.
Friday: Normal Training, PTC Traffic Duty,M.E.S Duty
Saturday: Area Games, Swearing In for Sec 1's
Sunday: STUDY!

seems like time ish never enough siia!
i want more time..
didn't sleep a wink yesterday night..
was semi-awake the entire night...
argh...
busy day..didn't had any rest at all??
tat's all bahs
[[EILEEN]]

SLEEPY~

Feel like sleeping all day long..

yet err..sleep until i giddy..

so i woke up and cant sleep already..change to another side of my bed to sleep,

but yet,din sleep well either =X

and now..i should reconsider if i want to change my laptop anot..

the sudden disconnecting is killing me!!

cant even post properly la!STUPID!

also also...

disconnect alr den must restart my laptop...

and my battery spoil alr..over-charged..

lalallaaa

1 more thing..

heard that 27th march will know the SI results while the sec 1's do their swearing in alr..

arghh...its on a sat you know!!

tat's all bahs

byebye

[[EILEEN]]