我要学会坚强，我不想再当一个不开心的小女孩。
是时候该长大了，我因该振作起来，不要再当一个小傻瓜，
默默的等待，没有结局的故事。。。
我应该振作！！不应该在哭泣，因为我是勇敢的小女孩。

心情好低落，好低落，但我还是要开开心心的面对着大家，
不要让任何人因为我担心，因为我难过。
但我心情是多么的沉重，多么的辛苦，
好像痛痛快快的好好地哭出来，把一切的一切干干净净的忘掉。
我说又是美好的回忆不代表是一件好事，
因为，当美好的回忆只能是回忆时，那感觉是多么的伤心，
多么的难受，觉得我好像快死掉了。
真的好辛苦，好辛苦。
如果我能许一个愿的话，
我希望我们还是好朋友，也希望我没有喜欢上你。
这样一来，我就不会渐渐的依赖着你。
你告诉我，我到底应该怎么做才是对的呢？？

[[周佩雯 启]]

WOOH~~~

exam was like..
okayy today..
but i feel that i anyhow write for my papers..
X.x
hahas..
i dunno why...
but sittin by the door ish really great..
cos its like super windy today..
but my paper keep flyin around..>.<
and i got scared by the door by alot of times today..X.x

muahahazz..
anyway..
next week would be the official week for exams!!
wooh..scared..
im muggin hard..
but im feeling really tired.
but i still have to study!!
argh..how i wish i dun need to study also can score well siia!
hahas

tats all for today~
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]
iloveloveloveyou...
its getting deeper and deeper..

ENGLISH & MT PAPER1 TML~

wooh..
tml will be the startin of the first paper!!~.~
but after my exam,still got 2 hrs of extra lesson,
den will start studyin again!!
muahahazz!
im a gd girl=)
lalalas...
anyway..
i feel veri veri veri veri tired okay!
hahas!!!
go i think im gonna sleep early tonight!~.~
i hope sooo...
hahas..
tat's all for today bahs..
byebye!
jiayous chewpeiwen~

[[EILEEN]]
ilovedumbbaby..X.x

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU~ITS ALL ABOUT YOU BABY~

i dunno why...
i randomin have this song in my mind..
HAHAS~
currently..i feel really unwell..
i dunno why...
feeling rather sick??
wadever luhs...
anyway...
went to study at bishan library...
and studied till 5 plus...
den went home..
den eat my dinner...dunno why..i just ate abit..
and stop eatin...what i read in the morning kept poppin out in my mind..
i dunno why..i hate that feeling..i really hate it!
totally no mood to eat at all..and so i just ate a little..
the words just keep poppin out of my mind..
ARGH!
its really gettin on my nerves..
i think i tonight would get to sleep that well bahs..
tats all bahs..
[[EILEEN]]

14 moreee DAYS!!>.<

wooh...
i have been sleepin really late on fridays and saturdays!!
>.<>.<
gonna study soon...
today shall do err chemistry and my a-maths paper perhaps!
tat's all..
sayonarah=)
[[EILEEN]]

this feeling really sucks!!!!
its really sucks sucks sucks!!!i hate it!!i really hate it..
IM TRYIN REALLY HARD TO DECIDE!!!
all i think about ish you you and more you!!
what the hell am i suppose to do..
you always make me laugh like crazy...
always make me go lalala...
haiish..but will you ever understand?
its all about lies,lies and more more more lies!
im lying to myself..i deceive myself..
just to tell myself that i dun like you...
i dun like you..and i dun like you..
WTH!!!this feeling ish killing me...

wooh!
3 more papers and i would have completed my entire set of maths exam papers!!
wooohoo!!muahahazzz..
im kind of proud of myself
for being so hardworkin..
eat finish lehs den go study!
oh yeahh!
im just being random here to post again and again!
hahas!!
3rd post of the day..
omg..
wads wrong with me!!

anyway..
im decidin whether i should go for the HK NPCC trip..
i want to go..but im also dunwan to go..
haiish..
i dunno..
shalll let my mum decide..
X.x
tat's all..
bye!
[[EILEEN]]

ARGH!im late for studyin!!
X.x
cos im chattin on msn!!
ARGH!!dumb dumb me!!
aiyooh!!
tonight i will have to study super hard..
haiish..
[[EILEEN]]