50th post!!

hahas...
err...
bought alot of new clothes and shoes...
and alot of things happen..
ahhh..
so stressed siia....
the maths ish soooo the hard siia..
make till wo headache sia...
wad the hell..
hahas..
aiya..
dun post today lehs..
next time den post again..
tats all bye!!

[[EILEEN]]

weee!!!!

SEE JING HONG ISH BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas...
last time of believin my horoscope...
cos its realli realli the last time..
i asked someone whether tat person believes in it too..
but i din realli got an reply bahs...
but someone tat person din realli believe it or wad bahs..
its okayy bahs..
i agree with tat person....
fate ish more true perhaps...
tats how i believe too...
无缘的人总是不能在一起的。。。
不管再怎么努力。。。
也不可能会有结果。。。
i believe tat every single person tat we meet..
there ish fate..
but ish just the amount of it..
someone more..
some less..
some are more to friends..
some are more to enemies..LOL!!
some are more to relationship..??
lol..
seriously...
its kind of interestin bahs..
LOL!!!

it depends on how someone thinks..
how someone believe..
and how someone imagines...
anyway...
im gonna movies on wednesday!!!
finalli!!!
LOL!!!
going watch doggie show.
den maybe after tat going meet my mother..?
i dunno luhs..
see first..
LOL!!!

tml would be busy luhs..
got ict den followed by got tuition!!
ahhh
stressed!!!
LOL!!!
anyway...
today went to dinner with brother and sister..
den the rain super duper big luhs!!!
but lastly had a nice meal....
super tired now..
lol..
den now watchin tv!!
wahahas..
okayy bahs..
tats the end!!!
BYEBYE!!!

[[EILEEN]]

woooh...
back posting!!!
anyway..
do you believe in horoscope..??
kind of curious bahs...
cos i somehow believes in it lehs..
but i dun dare to believe also..
X.x..
lol...
hope tat maybe if i believe in it for this time..
the horoscope would be true.??
lol..
actualli its the amount of fate luhs..
lol..
might not be true...
but why not believe it for the sake of pleasure..??
LOL!!!
anyway...
theres nothin wrong with lovin bear OKAYY!!
lol
ILOVEBEAR!!
so wad...
LOL..
anyway..
see jing hong would be back soon..
either today or tml..
lol..
noe he sure miss me alot de luhs..
X.x..
hahas...
jkjk...

alright tats all for now..
byebye!!!
[[EILEEN]]

ILOVETEDDYBEAR!!SO WAD!!

不要再让我爱你越来越深。。。
我真得很像放开我的双手。。。
但你一次又一次得让我耿耿于怀。。。
如果你不再爱我。。。
就放开手吧。。。
我不想再逃避。。。
我真的又喘不过气来了。。。

somehow...
im prepared for the worst...
hahas...
its just time to forget everythin..
and start my entire life afresh...
i dunwan to get trap...
in a no answer question..
when both party suffers..
wads the point...
since there will not be an endin..
why not let it go faster...

time to STOP THINKIN!!!
see jing hong would be back soon lehs.
yeahh..
finalli...entertainment ish here man!!!
miss the nudgin on msn...
and no one to tok to!!
LOL...
anyway..
i dun wish to run away anymore...
我不想再逃避现实。。。

[[EILEEN]]

事情总是绕来绕去。。
当他在你身边的时候，你不以为是。。
但是，当他决定离开了你。。。
你什么都不能做。。。
珍惜眼前人。。。
为什么，我要到了现在。。。
才了解了这个道理。。。
后悔都来不及。。
所以只好放开。。。
我某某的等待那爱情的从新开始。。
但我从当中，
察觉到了，
那段等待的爱情。。。
是不会再度回到我身边。。。
也不可能像以前一样。。。

i should study hard now...
teddyishloved...

for the last last time....

[[EILEEN]]

我终于觉悟了。。。
那跟本不是爱情。。。
那只是我身命中的其总的一个考验。。。
可能，爱情从来没有出现过。。。
但我还是相信。。。
有一天，事情会有变化。。。
一天也好，但我知道。。。
这一切，都是一场梦。。。
一段美好的梦，
一段让我留念的梦。。。
一段让我感触丰富的梦。。。
一段让我伤心的梦。。。
一段让我无法忘记的梦。。

但是我知道。。。
梦是梦，实时是实时。。。
我无法再面对我那段美好的梦。。。
太过美好，让我无法呼吸。。。
而我也知道，总有一天。。。
我会从梦里醒过来。。。
爱情的一切，都不是我想象中的那么简单。。。
也不是想象中的那么复杂。。。
当面对爱情的时候。。
感觉甜丝丝的。。。
而当要面对离别的时候。。。
那甜丝丝的感觉，
在一顺简变成了苦悠悠的。。。

慢慢的开始醒悟。。。
我不能再活在梦里。。。
我不想在受到任何的打击。。。
不想再面对任何的谎言。。。
也不想在受到那疼痛的橦伤。。。
那梦让我期待了每一天。。。
而在实时上，每一天都是自己创造的。。。

是该时候我长大了。。
是该时候面对现时。。。
我不能再逃避。。。
如果你是真的爱我的话。。。
那所有的一切都不应该发生。。。
如果你真的爱我的话。。
你就不会让我为你而哭。。。
也不会让我一再认为。。。
你不再爱我了。。。

周佩雯 启

class photo 2!!!

class photo 1!!

jazreel and me..

bthdae boy cuttin cake

bthdae boy blowin candle

bthdae boy with bthdae cake

clarence bthdae cake!!

ah kor sze keat!!

bthdae BOY!!!

they are startin the fire!!!

alright...

now got mood to post le bahs.

cos im too bored bahs..

was watchin tv..

although i got alot of things haven do yet luhs!!

anyway need post bout the class bbq tat day..

hahas..

tat time i got tuiton so i went there late bahs..

but when i reached there..

i was lyke super shocked..

cos the fire ish still not started yet..

lol

it was about 7pm already..

hahas..

den i reached there..

den found out tat they bought cake for clarence bthdae...

so soon..

i went to have a walk with jazreel..

and was tokin there..

bout somethings..

den was sittin by the rock there with stephen and hisyam.

hahas listenin song..

dunno why ah kor emo siia..

siian...

den i was lyke tryin to cheer him up or somethin lyke tat..

but yet din suceed bahs...

so kevin called me..

and told me tat they wants to celebrate clarence bthdae..

so stephen,zhihui and i just went over and took the cake to a side..

to light up the candle..

so we just try to spook around..

but we noe tat clarence notice it lehs..

also cannot do anythin lays..

so we just went to light up the candle.

and the entire class went singin bthdae song for him..

haha

its kind of touchin to me man...

but i din eat the cake bahs..

cos kinda no mood..?

den went home soon at around 9++

send stephen,jazreel,zhihui,sze keat,jen sin home by my parents car..

den we was lyke singin 彩虹 on the car..

was lyke touchin..?

hahas..

realli had fun..

although it was just a short period of time..

so went home...

and went to bath..

and just nice 10pm come out...

and watch TV!!
hahas

wednesday...

was at home..

actualli wanted to go movie..

but it was too late bahs..

so din get a chance...

but its okay bahs...

den i just stayed at home watch tv..

study...my e-maths..

siianx..

started tuition already..

was kind of tough..

but was kind of new also.

so im tryin hard to study..

hahas..

but still..

somehow its still holiday..

so dun reali have the mood to study..

X.x

today..

went to work..

and alot of bad things happened..
X.x

shall not say perhaps..

and kiang yeow ish super funny..
when he hear me voice..

he would start to laugh!!!!

i also dunno why luhs..

so the zzz luhs.
hahas..

alright bahs..

tats all for now bahs..
byebye..

[[EILEEN]]