想说出心里的话。。
心里总是有那好不安全的感觉
觉得自己好差劲,好没用
觉得自己好自私,好烦,好烂
多希望我能安安全全的睡在我被窝里,
把心里的事情放下,
也把我很不可能的梦想抛开

我常告诉我自己
些事情是不能勉强的
要有耐心,持之以恒
这样我的梦想才会实现

我觉得我好没用
就连追求自己想要的事情也没有这个勇气
就因为我不想再度被拒绝
不想在想些有的没得
就这样,一天一天的过。
活在我不能实现的梦想里

[[周佩雯 启]]

POST POST AND MORE POST! HELLO!
it's WEDNESDAYYY todayyy!!!
currently im rotting at home...
playin game..listen to sonng..
and READ STORY BOOK!
OMGG..can you believe it...
im actually readin???
i think i will be bringing a book to malaysia...
cos i will be taking BUSSS!hahhaass!

okayokay..
tml im going high-tea with NICOLE TAN ANGEL~
hehehzz..happy happy..
actually it was suppose to be today..but too bad..
her mama off..so we postponed it to TML!muahahhaazz!
hehehzz..waffles here i come tml!

den sat will be going cycling with..
joshua, chia min, hock ann, eugene, nelia, daryl pang and reynold...
hehehezz..cant wait for saturday to arrive...
it has been sooo long since all of us gather together..
like how we use to do it last time..
really miss those days.
the chapteh days especially...
let's pray hard tat..
IT'S NOT GONNA RAIN!
and and im gonna take TONS OF PHOTOS!

weather forecast of mine this few days..
what are dreams exactly?
hahahas...while others are working hard for their dream come true...
i shall just sit back and try my best to help others...
but what about my own...
i wish for a dream come true...
like i say I WISH...
i once worked for it too...
but it didn't came true...
so i gave up..and started WISHIN...
i wish upon the star..i wish upon the moon...i wish upon the sun..
wishing that one fine day...
a dream come true...hahahass...

tat's all
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

BACK POSTING AGNNN~

hello everyone! hahahass

im back posting once agn..

after like soo many days??HAHAA

okay okay..some updates here and there...

FRIDAY...

went out and it was a superb awesome day! hahahass...

laugh laugh walk walk talk talk!!!it was totallly funnnn!

it was the best day ever :D hehezz

SATURDAY...

woke up early in the morning to go for ALUMNI meeting..

den reached although we were late...

we were still the first 3 to reach! OMG..me yiwei and joshua...

HAHAHASSS...i thought i will see many many ppl there alr..

but still we were the earliest!HAHAHA...

den sit there talk talk play play..

den get our post..

im in ADMIN! with huiqun as my HEAD agnnn! LOL!

found out that i will forever be under her!hehehzz...

after that..

blahblahblah..

den went to eat lunch together with nicole, weihow and joshua...

after that...huiqin they all also came..

den we started talkin and laughin!!!

and i have to admit that weihao really talk and laugh super loudly! hahahass!

den after that...

walk walk walk agn...

den went to eat tau hua!!!

it was nice nice nice :D hehehzz

head home and watch tv! hahahasss!!

SUNDAY...

went for band concert..

and wait wait wait for very very long..

den lastly...watch and watch..den blahblahblah..

ate dinner...

play awhile..and headed home..

homed at 8.15...

weather forecast of mine this few days...

raining and sunny both occured this few days...

ups and down...

sometimes...i just feel so retarded...

why must i be this..why must i be that...

why must i do this..why must i do that...

why must things be like this..why must things be like that...

thoughts of mine just go round and round...

i really wonder..

i wish my dreams come true...

but there is only someone who can make my dream come true...

hahahas...it will take some time..but its okay....

i've been counting as each and every single day passed..

who knows one day....it might just come!

and tadaa...my dream come true...

tat's all for today!

byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

HELLO HUMANS! okay...
i always wanted to post this few days...
but yupp..
IM TOOO LAZYY!!
hahahasss
okay okay

this few days was rather boring..
but not monday la :D
monday went to watch rapunzel with MUM!
hahahas
3D des...very funny...especially the horse!hehehzzz
Tuesday i went to the library to borrow two books...hahahas...one chinse and one english...
wednesday i stayed at home and rot..
thurday which is today..i went to the CHIN'S hse and played UNO and watch the ten brothers..
HAHAHAS!!!

woohoo...
ups and downs this week..
im lazy to post alr..hahahas!
byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

HELLO!

hello people..

im back posting agn..

hahahas...after this 3 weeks of holiday..

i found out that..hahahas..

im rather friendless la...

now i regret not having a very very close clique...

its just plain boring at home la..

everyone has got their own things to do...

got their own friends to be with...

but it seems like i've got none..

i just got my phone, my television, my sofa, my toys and my bed..

hahahas..

how pathetic can i get?

i dun even find any good games for me to play la...

rahhh...

i've got hundreds and hundreds of friends..

but it seems as if like i have got none..

im just somehow..

living in a world of me and myself..

i once told someone that..

no matter how close im with them..

after o's everything would be over..

and yupp..im right..

he choose not to believe me that time..

and now im right..

i dun even like talk to them at all...

somehow..

it seems like my close friends are like so busy...

charlie and angel busy with work..and home stuff...

weirdos busy with gb...

the crazy few busy with work...cos apparently one of the crazy one need to pay for his camera lens... and another crazy one he also stay at home and rot..but he doesnt come out la...

while sweetheart,uncles and aunties are busy with school..

wad else have i got??

mum,dad,sis working..

bro..all is in his mind is just studying...

hahahas...

i've got nothing...

rahh this sucks...

i've been watchin spongebob,tom and jerry,fairly offparents, phineas and ferb everyday..

and it seems like its repeating over and over agn...

even my dvd doesn't attract me anymore...

rahhh...

wad am i suppose to do..

i hope it would be better next week..

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

My wishes....
I wish i was the televsion...
So you would watch watch and watch me alll the time...
I wish i was a soccer match..
So that you would keep lookin out for me..
I wish i was your com..
As no matter how long you stare at it you wont be tired..
I dont wish to be unique..
I dont wish to be special..
I just wish tat i am the same as the rest...
Hahahss

[[EILEEN]]

MISSING THOSE DAYS... rahh...
seriously..im missing those days in school..
studying playing eating sleeping getting scolded laughing...
and all the retarded things we do together in school..
and now its like over alr..so fast..so quick...
hahass..
seriously..I MISS 4E2 alottt!!!

next next...
okay...yesterday i went to underwater world, dolphin lagoon,butterfly park and images of singapore in SENTOSA!
i can say tat it was fun la...
but not as fun as i wanted it to be...due to some reasons...
rahhh...
i walk until im like super duper tired la...
as im like lacking of slee the night before..
hahhashaasss....
also also..i touch the stingray and the star fish..omg..
the feeling was like woooohooo and ewww!!hahahass!
it was fun la :D
den walk walk walk.
and reached home at around 5pm

the night was boring..just using my phone to get online..
and watchin tv..rahhh...
how borin can my holidays get??

[[EILEEN]]