BAD DAY!

today it's a totally sucky day...
a milions of why's in my head..

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SHUT THEIR STUPID BIG MOUTH UP?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST BE IN SOMEONE ELSE SHOES?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHAT IS WRONG?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST BE MORE CONSIDERATE?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ANOTHER PERSON?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST FORGET EVERY BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED?
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST KEEP THEIR THOUGHTS TO THEMSELVES?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO SELFISH?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO HEARTLESS?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO EMOTIONAL?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO CALM?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO SADISTIC?
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE JUST LIKE TO HURT PEOPLE AROUND THEM?
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE ACT AS IF THEY KNOW EVERYTHING?
WHY!?!?!?!?

i feel like giving up everything...
i feel like having someone beside me who really understand's how i feel..
i feel like bursting up my tears....
i feel like slapping someone in the face...
i feel like ignoring everything..
but everything seems to fail....
what the hell am i suppose to do!

[[EILEEN]]

OUR FIRST, BUT YET OUR LAST... still remember very clearly...tat day was LOCD...
when this photo was taken...its super memoriable...
as it was the first, yet the last...
today...
heard the news that egan passed away...
it was totally shocking..as i thought that he was recovering well...
was holding back all my tears in the class...
after school, went for his wake with alot of people..
when i saw him...my tears burst out from my eyes...
he didn't look like him at all...and i finally understand..
"How Fragile Life Can Be"
his look-ed totally different...

Dear Egan...
Trust Me, you will always be deep down in my heart..
even though i don't know you really that well...
but from the conversations that we have been through together..
you have been awesome...
Do Rest In Peace...as everyone loves you :D

[[EILEEN]]

WAFFLES!

and yupp..im still having cravings for waffles..

as...yesterday i eat de waffles not nice des :(

but the ice cream was nice la..

dark chocolate :D hehezzz!

i shall look forward for the next time for eating really waffles!!!

muahahazzz!!

yesterday's parade was nice nice :D :D hahas..

but the finale was abit err..not very nice la =X

but someone like it..cos got chio bu you know =X =X hahas!

lalalas!!

alright...WEEKEND ISH OVER!

time for WEEKDAYS again :(

im lazy!

[[EILEEN]]

MUAHAHAAZZZ!! today got back my rate of change test..
was prepared to get only 5? but in the end i got 6!PREPARED TO FAIL!
and today i was studyin with my like err super long de friend??
was actually studying together with chin yi la..doin maths paper at my hse..
hahas..
had alot of fun at the same time too..and i did absorb in too!
yeah yeah..tat's a good start!!hehezzz
den was like talking to peoples on the phone for rather long..
talkin about some CCA related stuff...and yupp JUST 1 MORE WEEK!
can't wait to step down, so that i won't be hurt again??hahas!!
but i can't bear too!lalalas =X
gonna go prepare my uniform soon..
its gonna be a boring day tml perhaps..
i dunwan the same thing to happen again...so oh man..just SHUT UP!
[[EILEEN]]

GOOD DAY? today was enjoyable???cos i finally studied IN SCHOOL!
and what i meant was i really STUDIED okay!hahas!
and also had fun talkin to ROS, YA SI and YA ZHEN!
hahas....they are indeed funny and nice :D hahas!

and yupp..i found out something...
even though one person might not speak well,
one person might not be good looking,
the heart is the most important thing perhaps in the universe..
it doesn't matter what others people think about you...
but most importantly,is how you think about yourself...
don't get upset with the minority..as these people are plainly SPOILER!
next next...
even though some people are really attractive...
interact really well ...get steads oftenly...
But the heart and the attitude sucks like SHIT!
i can confirm to you...that your relationship won't last...
tat's what i learn perhaps??
don't get bothered about spoilers in MY LIFE!
and for those people who dislike me for any reason..
it doesn't affect me anyway...it's just too bad for you to dislike me??
as its your loss,not mine??hahas!
lalalas!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

TEDDY~ hehezz...currently in the computer lab...
doing some kindness week stuff la...and its rather boring??
today's class photo taking was awesome~
its super funny also..hope that the effect won't be too bad about the push up thing..
muahahaazzz...
in my small group fun shot, we've got me,nicole,kian meng,edwin,jen sin and hisyam..
quite fun la LOL!!
dale dale ish sleeping in class now!yeah yeah..
his a good boy,wearing my tie...hahass!
today shall be day perhaps!SMILE!

[[EILEEN]]

LAST SPRING CLEANING~ obviously...we are starting to really really love to take alot alot alot of pictures la!
starting to get prepared to err pass out with superb memories?hahas!!
next week gonna stay back after training to take more more pictures!
its a deal alright people!
yesterday was superb okay!hahas!!i finally did what i wanted to do...
so im done with it!yeah yeah no more worries alr!
today was super boring...didn't sleep well..
tml ish our CLASS PHOTO! gonna bring my dale dale to school :D
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]