Happiness

2012-01-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL~

time flies and i hit 2012..
didnt know that time pass so fast!
my previous post was like 2 months ago regarding my bthdae.
den i stopped posting agn..

and now im back posting agn.
as that day, i was talkin to lee jie about blogs.
and i suddenly felt that..
ehhh! it has been long since i last blogged!
hahhaass!
today shall be a short post.
i will take out some time i blog agn yeah!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-10-17T21:26:00.001+08:00

Birthday Week!

MONDAY 10.10.11
with my sweetest lover

-> Met my sweetheart after his sch at orchard!
-> headed down to tanglin mall to have his lunch
-> walked to botanical garden with this awesome cute balloon!
-> sat down and eat the super duper nice cake <3
-> walked arnd the orchid garden which we sneaked in =X
-> sat down by the lake to watch sunset and feed the cute bird!!
-> took bus home!
note to my lover:
Thank you sooo much my dear! happy 1Y10Ms to you too! I wish that we would spend our birthday tgt every single year. And enjoy ourselves as time goes by! I LOVE YOU!!!

TUESDAY 11.10.11
with this pretty babes

-> met linda, angel and lee jie!
-> set off to marina barrage and my bthdae "cake" was actually a tub of Ben and Jerry Ice Cream!!
-> walked arnd!
-> headed off to suntec to meet jia rong..
-> dinner tgt with girls
-> received cupcakes and card from my beloved girl

WEDNESDAY 12.10.11
its my bthdae!!

-> set off to our dimsum trip with my sister im the afternoon!
-> ate dim sum and ate some really "nice" yoghurt dessert =X
-> headed back to nex to pass dinner to mum
-> went to eat mango dessert
-> walk arnd to see if thr are any nice dresses arnd

-> baby headed over to nex to find me :DD
-> bought our new baby heart heart
-> walked arnd for awhile
-> send baby to bus stop
-> realised that he left a card with heart heart
-> when i thought that he didnt bring the card out!

p.s -> our heart heart looks the same, just that their skin tone and shirt colour are different! couple bears =)

-> met my beloved girls at 1930
-> celebrated my bthdae with this super nice cake
-> played like 2 packets of candle
-> camwhored like mad!
-> learn how to tie friendship band
-> had like lots of fun tgt!!!

->headed home

->brought all the present out of the room

-> celebrated bthdae with my family

-> ate cake

-> thank everyone that wished me happy bthdae

-> counted down to the last second of my bthdae with my love :D

THURSDAY 13.10.11
off to chalet!

-> met chin yi and hisyam

-> look at hisyam eat his lunch

-> headed down to pasir ris

-> bought things

-> went to aloha loyang for chalet

-> got our own room

-> went back to e-hub to buy more things

-> was waitin for chin din to arrive
-> went for a 25 mins walk to fetch chin din
-> came by with cab
-> started to prepare for our dinner
->eat eat eat yumm yumm
-> started to camwhore
-> went to the swimmin pool and chit chat
-> went back to chalet and bath
-> ate supper and talk our hearts out
-> played mahjong
-> slpt
-> sent chin din to work in the morning and had breakfast, long bus ride home with chin yi!

Here's the end of my bthdae week

thank you so much for those ppl who wished me happy bthdae

and also those ppl who celebrated for me

i love you babes!

that's all for this weeks post!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-10-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

MY AWESOME UPCOMING:

MoNdAy~
Gonna meet up with my love, to celebrate our 1Y10M anni and also my advance bthdae :D
I dunno whr are we gonna go, but i sure look forward to it!
Muahahhaazzz...
I'm sure its gonna be a super duper enjoyable day with my love! LOOK LOOK forward! :D

TuEsDaY~
Gonna meet up with these beloveds :D
and have tons and tons of fun tgt :D
Muahahazz..
But Jia Rong is only comin to meet us during dinner!
It has been really long since i last saw her!
Kinda miss her! Hehehzz...

WeDnEsDaY~
Happy 17 Birthday to me!
gonna spend a day with my sister and family!
i dunno whr is she going to go?
maybe we gonna catch a movie or wad!
Hahahas...
too bad mum wasnt able to change her off day..
or else we could go out and do some shoppin and high tea like how we use to do it last time!

ThUrSdAy~
Here comes our reunion chalet!
Before tat Charlie Angels are going cycling! if nothin goes wrong..
Actually i missed them the most!
like it has been really long since i last went out with them?
and had like tons of fun tgt??
i miss those days man!!

2011-10-04T20:46:00.004+08:00

It's A Great Journey I've Been Through!

20/09/2011
Baby and i decided to head off to the beach once agn.. but this time round.. its a one day beach date. Different from the past few times. Like i always do, i enjoyed myself with my baby.
I love you my dear!

21/09/2011 -25/09/2011
It's an extraordinary experience that I've been to!
and yeap! it's the F1. Working there was like way way tired.. but also, i learn things that I can't learn in sch! of course. all thanks to these nice nice people.
kai lin, zhi ting, lina, sam and lin feng. It was really a great experience.. and all those memories shall be kept deep down :D

30/09/2011
headed to my dear workplace to look for him...
actually it was just a random thing i did,
as stayin at home was way too boring for me!
fell sick after workin @ F1. But i still went to find my dear.
wore my contact lens, as I need to wear it, or else its gonna expire :( and the money will be wasted!! >.<
ate dinner with my love.
Even though the time spent with him was really short,
but i still enjoyed every moment i had with him..
this is known as LOVE

01/10/2011
It's a badminton day with sis, dad, yi ching, chui yin, shin wei, and 2 of their friends...
it's was a random date out to play badminton
and so we did!
had fun and of course perspired a lot!
and it turns out to be that my sis and I likes to take retarded pictures tgt..
even though our relationship might not be good at times,
but i can't deny that we really sounds alike,
and we are sisters after all...
hahahass!!

04/10/2011

8 more days to my sweet seventeen birthday!
proud to say that half of my wish list have been completed!
and next week gonna be slightly busy celebrating my sweet seventeen..
time flies! feel like going back to my childhood days... wanting to grow up quickly..
but now i suddenly feel that im getting older and older :( ohh dear :(

that's all for today's post
tatta!
[[EILEEN]]

2011-09-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

11 years of friendship

朋友，我们认识都有十一年了！
时间过得好快，
你，你妹妹，和我从小就是好朋友！
从陌生的三个人，
到成为朋友，到好朋友，到最好朋友，
然后又疏远了几年，
过了几年，我们又变成了好朋友。
不知不觉，就这样认识了十一年了！

缘分让我们，
从幼稚园，到小学，中学，理工學院，
都在一样的学校。
那是多么可贵的意见事情！

好感谢你们，在我的生命里出现，
带给我那么多美好的回忆，欢笑与快乐！
如果没有你们，我可能不会相信有一辈子的朋友！
好荣幸能有你们这样的朋友！

[[周佩雯启]]

2011-09-14T20:41:00.003+08:00

HELLO :D

yesterday went to watch SMURF with my beloved at lido :D

was a nice nice movie...

i like clumsy the most =X

so cute and funny! muahahhazzz

tml gonna be a girls day out with the chins :D

im lookin forward :D

means gonna take many many awesome photos tgt alr :P

tat's all...

i prefer to post short posts rather den long long ones!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-09-11T14:46:00.002+08:00

USS DATE WITH AUNT AND SISTAR!

yesterday was 10/9/11!

my sweet 21 months with my baby!

and also the day i went USS with my aunt and sis!

hahahas..so didnt celebrate with my baby!

but we alr did that on 9/9/11 :P

USS was rather fun la!compared to disneyland in HK

but i still miss the fun in US Universal Studios and Australia's Brisbane..

i think those two places were like really awesome!! i wanna go agn soon!

but i still had fun with the rides...

especially the revenge of the mummy..

rather scary..

but FUN!

and the canopy ride!

The next outin with aunt and sis tgt would be our trip to busan next march!

omg..

IM LOOKIN FORWARD :D

[[EILEEN]]

2011-09-07T16:11:00.004+08:00

Re-OPENED!

hi guys!

welcome back!

as its HOLIDAY now! its time for me to reopen this blog :D

to blog about my interesting 2 months of holiday i suppose?

hahahahass!!

time to update about my first event of the week!

cycling with my LOVE!

we cycled from east coast to changi beach....

its was like an omg day..

as first i was late to meet him..

second it started to rain when we were about to reach the changi beach station to return our bike!

something interesting..

whenever we go cycling..

we would always get to see benjamin!!

is he like 'STALKIN' on us?? HAHAHHAAA!

after cycling..

we went to eat...

and went back to the place where we got tgt...

it was sweet memories by then..

talkin about it feel so funny...

it was like 21 months ago?? awesome days tgt!

tml shall be the day to celebrate LINDA'S birthday!!

woohoo..shall enjoy!

that's all!!

goodbye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-06-26T15:38:00.006+08:00

MY OHH OHHH DEAR~~
i found out somethin bout my dear dear and me!

its like, we always argue argue argue..

and we just let it go after like 5 mins LOL!

like sooo stupid..HAHHAA!

but i still had like lots of fun with him la..hahahas..

soo funny..

accordin to this pic...

is like my baby always dun like to take pics la..

like always...

rahh

dumb ass..

cant be like zhi lian abit more..

rahhhh

sch's startin tml..

and its like OMG~~~

rahhh!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-06-19T20:33:00.007+08:00

我的朋友/情人！

朋友，到底是什么呢？

我有好多的好朋友，但又有几个，

会在你最需要他们的时候陪伴这你呢?

情人和朋友，又那一个会永远陪伴这你呢？

我希望，我的情人就是我最好的朋友。

那么，在我最无助的时候，他是那个在我身边陪伴这我的。

那牵这我的手的人，叫我勇敢，不要放弃，陪我走到最后。

那有可能吗？

我相信，我们是做得到的！

周佩雯启

2011-06-18T20:02:00.005+08:00

MY LOVE~
so...here comes somethin to be privated...
maybe sometime later i will reopen it up!
maybe like..
err let me see!
when blog is back to the IN thing
hahhhas...
today was really great..
great time with my love...
is like love fills the air when with baby...
you see..
we have been like tgt for like 1Y6M plus alr..
from honeymoon..to real couple life..and now to the state that we almost like argue or wad everday..
hahhaas..
i dunno if its normal or not..
but just.. it matters really alot to me..
no longer like sweet to each other or wad..
just perhaps like old couples tgt..
HAHHAAS!
i actually got a question to ask.. myself and baby at the same time..
are we just used to each other being around and dont bear to say goodbye? or do we still love each other that much as before..
i dun even know how to answer it myself..
as its like whenever i ask baby...
i always turns out to be an answer not being answered..
i wonder why...
or should we like just face the truth?
i dunno... but i loves my baby..
perhaps a little lesser den how much i love him when we got tgt..
its like sometimes, just had enough of like this and that...
like tired of it... perhaps this is causing the love to drop..
i dunno.. am i just expecting more from you? or is it really happening??

[[EILEEN]]

2011-06-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

FINALLY BACK MY LOVE~

holiday finally started..
and my baby is finally comin back
so are my mum sis and aunt..
i actually missed themm sooo much...
as this 10 days without them, my life has been really quiet
finally they are comin back..
miss all the texting, argueing with my baby...
and miss all the screamin when mum is at home...
as holiday arrive,
thr's soo many things to be done..
and i dunno wad to start with..
soo many projects,
soo many individual projects too!!
LIKE OMGG!!
blogging started to decrease alot in my life..
i also dunno why...
but i just cant get my mood rite to share out!
hahhas!
tat's all bahs!
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-05-29T13:04:00.002+08:00

OMG!
alright...
im back for a super short post....
it has been like soo long since i blogged!
and i'm like sooo busy with sch stuffs recently...
projects~ exams~ homeworks~
its like never ending!
while others are about to start their holiday..
i still got 2 more weeks to endure!!
this comin week my sis mum and my baby would be going overseas..
like how am i suppose to survive without this 3 main person who entertain my life everyday!
OMG!!
but i doubt i would have time to play too..
as exams are like sooo soo near alr!
OMG!!!
rahh..
shall stop bloggin now..
need to get back to work!!!
bye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-05-14T13:56:00.003+08:00

NO MOOD FOR SCH!!

i'm back posting once agn...
the first picture shows the worst thing to happen in a lecture hall...
which is to drop everythin down on the floor..and you cant pick it up..
until the end of the 2 hrs lecture...
and yupp..I DID IT..
i was like SHIT! when i drop everythin down...how sad is that..

next 2 pics was wad i got for my mum for mothers' day!
a flower with a cute teddy cling to the flower..
its expensive okay..
also we bought pandan cake to celebrate..
it has been so long since we ate pandan cake..
so we decided to buy it...

alright..time to talk more about sch life..
busy schedule here and thr..
and 2 weeks later will be tests and blahblahblah..
seriously time flies soo fast..
i doubt im prepared yet...
and i know im not!
im not in the mood to do anything..
feel like going for a run..
or do some sports..
but i doubt i can...
cos my ankle will start to hurt agn..
and im gonna have a hard time...
just feel like going to somewhr so i can release everythin im feeling in me..
den start off agn new...
maybe going to the beach..
just to sit thr and stare...
hahahaass!!
tat's all..

[[EILEEN]]

2011-05-08T16:34:00.004+08:00

SECOND WEEK OF STUDYING!

hello! im back posting agn :D

sch has been rather "busy"

busy studyin i guess...

i reached home at arnd 7 every single day..

and den will do work...

read through lecture notes..

and im like doing this over and over agn...

but i still have time to like play a little..

muahahhaazz..

also..this week was business week..

so i wore yellow and got seal points!
and i PAINTED MY NAILS yellow too!

hahahas!

and joshua said that it looks disgusting..

hahahass!

i think its rather interestin la :D

and of course..

i got time to meet up with my love too!

2 more days to our 17 months tgt :D

hehehzz...

soon will be my test and blahblahblah soon.

lets hope i can cope well :DD

tat's all!

bye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-05-01T16:37:00.005+08:00

如果有一天。。

这几天，我想了很多

如果有一天

一切一切将会有个了段

我会有什么反映呢？

我该如何面对呢？

我会因为这样而哭凄，

还是会更坚强呢？

我从想过，

如果这样就结束了，

我们将会有那么多回亿，

那么美好的，那么快乐的。

如果我们在回去那个地方，

你会想起我们那美好的回忆吗？

如果是我，我一定会！

我们现在，那么的相愛

我们会长长久久吗？

我不知道。。

就只希望，我们能开开心心的度过，

这永远不会被忆忘的美回亿

[[周佩雯启]]

2011-04-29T22:04:00.004+08:00

POLY LIFE!

hello!
im back postin once agn!

1st week of poly life started!

and im sooo tired right now!

okay...

sch life was like super duper tiring okay!
its like worst den secondary sch life...

but time pass like super duper fast okay!

2 hrs of lesson in secondary sch was like omg long..

but it seems like 2 hrs of poly lecture is like nothing..

hahhaas..

also...

1K ohhh seven is really FUN to be with!

we seems so bonded!hahahas..

and im enjoyin myself im that class!

maybe not really comfy yet..

but im still tryin my very best to adapt to that life as a big big close class tgt!

hahhaas!!

next...

as poly life starts..

i will have lesser and lesser time for my beloved!

but just hope that we will still keep up to meetin once a week

no matter how busy we get..

its a promise..and i want to keep the promise!

with good time management..

we can do it tgt alright!

even though you are at woodlands studyin and im in tampines studyin!

and bear with me for this startin few weeks okay

im still alittle unorganised now! hahahas!!

iloveyoubabe!

tat's all for now..

time to rest!

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-04-22T14:34:00.006+08:00

ORIENTATION!!!

hello everyone!!!

im backkkkk POSTING AGN!!!!

hahahass

okay okay...

the past 2 days...

i've been in TP!

for orientation!

even though it wasnt as fun as i expected it to be,

but i still enjoyed myself!!!

hahahass!!

made alot of new friends...

and laughed alot too!!!

BIZ BIZ BIZ BIZ NESS!!!!

and yupp we won the SEVENTH TIME!! muahahhazz

3 cheers for BUSINESS SCHOOL!!!

rahhh...dun feel like talkin about it..

im sooo tired even until now!!!!!

got my timetable alr...

and i think it sucks!

omg..almost everyday until 6 lehs!!!
OMG!

but next week its okay...

cos we doesnt have tutorial and labs!

hahahas...

but the followin week will be the start of hell!!

rahhh

tat's all for today la..

im still sooo lazy!!

byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-04-16T20:46:00.005+08:00

Days At Creative Star KidsCampus

hello everyone!

im back posting agn!

first time posting with my laptop :D

hehehezzz..

got myself a vaio laptop..

black in colour, and a pink keyboard protector :D

hahahass...

okay okay!

more about my work!

friday was my last day of work..

although it was like crazy! but i still had fun with them!

special thanks to aunt mei, teacher su, teacher chen,teacher teh,fiza and mr wong...

really experience alot thr...

hahahas...

i shall let the pics speak words for me!

because im sooo lazy to post :D

hehehzz!!

tat's all!

orientation starting Next week!OMG!!

"I'm losing to joshua while playing games now!"

[[EILEEN]]

2011-04-10T19:33:00.002+08:00

16 MONTHS WITH MY LOVE!!

hello people!
tml marks our 1, 1/3 year together!
hahahas...16 months sounds much nicer la! HEHEHEZZ!
met my sweetheart yesterday to go and see laptop together..
den gai gai..
den at last den go home!
although time tgt wasnt really long,
but we did have fun tgt...
tryin to see who's walkin faster!HEHEHEHEEZZ!!!
and and... 1 more week till my baby start sch...
11 more days till i step into TP for orientation!
hahas...

okay okay..
tml will be another 8.30-5.30 work..
OMG! hahhaahas...takin care of babies..
listenin to babies cryin..and blahblahblah!!!
hehehezzz!!!
tat's all for today everyone!
getting laptop in 1-2 weeks time,
gettin new clothes that i ordered next week.
gettin new shoes next week!
HHAHAHAASS!!!!!

bye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-04-06T21:12:00.003+08:00

CHILDCARE!
hello people!
im back posting agn!
its a busy week i have to say...
lets update abit about my last week!!!

last week...
was more about preparing for sch!
lookin for suitable laptops...
understandin about laptops..
and shopping for clothes to wear to sch!
den friday went to USS with amirul,van and joshua..
hehehzz...didnt go to play...
but whr there to walk around and enjoy :DD
hehehzz...
had fun tat day...
tat's more or less about last week...
hehehzz...

here's the more interestin part im about to blog..

IM CURRENTLY WORKIN AT A CHILDCARE taking care of infants..
babies-toddlers which just started to learn how to walk...
let me name all the cute little infants out..
Caelan,Kristen,Chrisabel,Shaveesh,Justin,Davin,Guo Qiang,Aqil,Putri,Shamin,Ethan.
okay..i hope i didnt miss out any of them!
hahahas..i started work yesterday and it was like OMGGG!
when everyone of them started to cry one by one...
but today was much better...
maybe due to gettin to know them better and knowin the correct way to feed them..
and stuffs...
most of the time, im takin care of Caelan, Chrisabel and Ethan.
its fun la...
i dunno when am i workin until...
maybe end of this week, maybe next week or the week later...
but takin care of them really aren't easy okay!
my muscles are hurtin sooo badly..
due to carryin them almost all the time..
and pattin them to slp...
because of the kids..
out of this 6 months of holiday..
i fall asleep at 11.45...
OMG RITE!
i usually slp at arnd 2 for this 6 months! hahahhaaass!!

hahhaas..
tat's all for today!
tml wil be another day of WORK!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-04-04T15:28:00.004+08:00

为什么？

问问我自己，
为什么心里会有动摇地感觉
虽然知道什么都没有，
但是心里还是很在意。
为什么会有这种想法呢？
为什么我会被他影响呢？
我希望时间能导流。
让一切从新开始
可能就不会那么难过了吧。
希望你只属于我一个人的
但是我不能那么的自私，

你有你的以前，有你思念的事情。
有你美好的记忆，美好的过程。
虽然我们拥有那么多美好的回忆。
但总是觉得自己比不上。
不知道该如何是好。

[[周佩雯启]]

2011-03-27T15:03:00.002+08:00

BACK ONCE AGN~
hello!
actually i dont have much things to post..
as this entire week was sooo BORING!!
except for friday :D
hehehez..only met my sweetheart for 1 day..
which was friday...
went to watch MORNING GLORY!
quite a nice movie..
hahahas...
i hope he cut his hair soon..
like this..
den we can go and take neoprints agn..
before my sch start..hehehzzz!!

okay okay..
i searchin for a new blogskin agn..
hahhaass..
i think this skin is tooo troublesome!
so time to change change abit!!
muahahahazzz!!!

next week..
i think im gonna bake some cookies on tuesday :DD
muahahahazzz!!!

okay la..
tat's all for today!!
bye everyone!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-03-19T13:55:00.002+08:00

QUICK UPDATES :D

hello everyone :DD
im here for some really quick updates about this week..
cos...err IM TOOO LAZZYY!!
hahahaas!

Monday...
received a random call from alex that thr is a MES outin at marina barrage..
so we decided to go..
met joshua..
den headed down to marina bay MRT..
and walk our way to the barrage..
cos we were too lazy to wait for the shuttle bus!
den play play play thr..
had alot of fun :DDD

Tuesday..
went to parkway with my mum...
den ate dinner at north south east west..
the food thr are quite nice :)

Wednesday...
went Meijin Hse..
den see min min and en en..
den after that headed down to nex for high tea @ secret recipe :D
sat thr..
and talk talk talk :DD
great time with herr~~

Thursday..
stayed at home and rot my way through..

Friday..
actually had BBQ..
but it was cancelled at last..
den went to K-BOX and sing until WOOHOO MAD!!!
hehehzz...
great great fun :DDD

tat's all la..
im too lazy to blog..
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-03-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO~~

hello!
im finally back for some big big updates :D
okayy..update of the week :DD

SATURDAY.

met joshua in the morning for mac breakfast...
den went back to yyss for alumni meeting...
and now im grouping together with weihao...hahahhaass!
after that..
went white tang for lunch...
and sat thr to talk for like at least 2-3 hrs??
after that went to hisyam store and talk abit..
and went home :DD

SUNDAY.

stayed at home the whole day..
download games and play :D
boring yet time flies :)

MONDAY.

meet up with kian meng, ernest and joshua..
and headed down to temasek poly to hand in our admission letters...
after that kian meng and ernest went off to have their lunch...
while joshua and me started to walk arnd the neighbourhood of tampines...
walk and walk and walk until wanna die =X
after that..we bought a bottle of mountain dew...
and i started to get mad...X.x
so lastly we walked to tampines mall...
and went secret recipe to HIGH TEA :D
after eating..
went to walk arnd..
and take pics :DD
hehehzz..
homed arnd 7.15..
i was dead tired by then =X

TUESDAY.

it was international women's day...
didnt go out actually..
den mummy and sis say wanna go out for dinner..
and yupp..we went to eat at bugis...
den had one awesome cup of rich hand-made chocolate ice cream...
woohoo...
headed home..and rest :DD

WEDNESDAY.

went to marina barrage with my sweetheart..
to enjoy and also to celebrate our pre 15 months anni :D
hehhezz...
so reach barrage..
den start to sit down and eat..
den started to play a fool..
after tat..
it started raining...
so we head down to city hall...
den walk walk walk :D
and went for dinner at loving hut together :DD
after that...
went to walk arnd toy r us..
den ate yummi yoghurt for digestion :DD
i love YUMMI YOGHURT!!!!!
had a great great great time with him :))
time passes really fast when it spent with my love~~

THURSDAY.

finally a day out with my lovely friends...
after sooo much plannin with the free tickets!!!
and yupp..
we earned our free movie tickets from a enrichment programme TOGETHER!
tat was like err..so long ago..before our O's...
den everyone was busy with their stuff..
until yesterday...
we finally used the movie tickets!!!
went to watch GNOMEO & JULIET :DD
and hisyam fall asleep..
although it was a SUPER DUPER KIDDY SHOW!
but it was funny okayy!! hahahaaass!!
after that...
we watch hisyam eat his "lunner" (lunch + dinner)
den after that we headed back to serangoon..
and we sat down at the mrt station and started talk for like 45 mins in the station..
hahahaass!!!
we seems to have like super duper many many things to talk about!!!
i really love spendin time with my friends...
cos i really miss those dayyy...
and also...
it was HAPPY 15 MONTHS with my sweetheart..
a day with awesome friends..and with my sweet little boy~~

FRIDAY.

today i've still got nothing much in mind on wad to do..
cos this week was spend really really quickly..
and was awesommmeeee!!
so decided to stay at home..
and use COM..
most probably will play some games when joshua comes online :DD
muahahahzz...
tat's alll!!

Byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-03-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

LALALA~
HELLO EVERYONE!
dont have the mood of posting at all right now..
cos some some stupid things..
feel so retarded...
MY LIFE DUN ROTATE ARND ONE PERSON ONLY OKAY!
rahhhhhhh!!!asshole!!!
okay okay..
some updates about my week...

monday...
stayed at home...
was waitin for my enrollment package the whoolee dayyy..
cos tp posted on fb that they sent out alr...
den my course mates received it..
so i was waiting..
finally my brother came home with my enrollment package!!
den was like omg..
WHY ARE THERE SOOO MANY WORDS!!!
den slowly read..
slowly settle those forms :D
and yupp...settle out the forms!

tuesday...
woke up early in the morning to go for my medical check-up...
was like OMG IM SOO HUNGRY! AND SOOO TIRED..
kept waitin and waitin and waiting..
rahhh...
finally done with the check-up at arnd 1!!!
ate lunch...
den headed down to kovan to take my passport photo..
went home and started to sort out my papers agn...
more or less done by then...but was confused up with the financial forms...
watched tv :D my mum subscribe the hong kong drama channel sooo NICE~~~

wednesday...
went to city square mall with sweetheart...
walked the entire mall...
den headed home...
was rather fun la...
although we only went to 1 place..
but it was fun enough :DD

thursday...
rotted at home..
played game with sweetheart..
webcammed...
den went nex at night to help my mum with some shopping...

today..
finally my medical report is out..
and im healthy :D
here's the stupid part...
told myself I NEED TO BRING UMBRELLA!
den i forget..
went out halfway..
and decided to head back home to take umbrella..
cos it was rainin heavily and i dunwan my medical report to get wet..
headed home..
den came out agn...
collected my medical report..
and IT STOP RAINING!
den went back to sch to see their training...
den blahblahblah..
went home at last..
super tired now..

tml going back to sch for alumni meeting..
den dunno going whr after tat..

tats' all byebye everyone!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-02-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

TOO-toO!hello everyone :D
im back posting agn..
this shall be a short post..before i go back and watch tv..hehehzz...
okay...
here's some update on this few dayss...

thursday...
a simple sentence will do..
i stay at home for the whole day playing game with my beloved..ON VIWAWA!

friday...
baby went cycling with his sem 1 classmates...
after they ended..went to meet him for awhile..
drink koi..
look at cute little hamsters and doggie and its POO POO!
i had fun lookin at them...

saturday...
went to marina barrage with my lovely squadmates :D
although not many of us went..
only got samson,si min,chetwin,edwin,terence and me =X
but i did have fun with them..
but the sad thing is tat...
the feeling of squadmates is no longer thr..
maybe its like because we are not in training..
or maybe there's just too little of us thr:(
i hope the next outing maybe?thr will be more ppl :D
after that...jeremy came to "fetch" us from the barrage..
and we headed to douby for dinner...
yumm yumm...yumi yoghurt for dessert..
and went to arcade to play some games for digestion...
went to play bang bang..and i was like screamin thr..
cos its the first time i played it =X
den after i came out for the arcade..
my heart was like pong-pong pong-pong!
rahhhh

today...
stayed at home and rot agn..
tml will be another day rotting agn :D

tat's all for today's post!
goodbye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-02-23T14:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DATE :D
hello :D
hahaas...
im just here to update about yesterday :DD
went to watch "just go with it" with joshua yesterday...at NEX!
it was an awesome movie...very funny :D but abit revealing la...
hahahas..but overall it was like GREAT!
anyway..we smuggered cupcorn and barley drink into the cinema!
hahahass....
the funny part was that..
he put the cup corn into his POCKET...
and i put the bottle of barley into my bag..
and we two look totally retarded =X
bad thing about the movie was those kids beside us..
going in and out of the cinema over and oveer agn..
SOOO IRRITATING!
and poor joshua got step on his FOOT!

after watchin...
we go gai gai walk walk...
bought bubble tea and went home :D
of course! i had an awesome date with him!
but he is still a BIG BULLY!
rahhh...

tat's all for today :D
im going joggin later if it doesnt rain :DD
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-02-20T15:28:00.002+08:00

DOUBTS?as written" you will never find HAPPINESS,if you do not conquer your own DOUBT"

was looking for something which fits my mood right now..
and yupp i did it :D

was doing retarded things today as usual...
trying to find some stupid things...
but i didn't find any!hahahas!
and i also did something i want to do for a long long time..
and i finally did it..its something..
which only belongs to me..and no one else :D
seriously..
i really enjoy bloggin...
noted down those things which made me laugh, made me cry, made me go mad about...
and of course...spillin my feelings out...not all of them i guess??
just being myself...im front of everyone else :D

okay okay...
here's some happy things..
first of all.before i start...i've got no happy things about myself to share..
because all i do everyday is rot and watch tv at home :D
let gooo...

1.JOSHUA SEE will finally say BYEBYE to his exams after tml..LIKE FINALLY!!!
2.squad outing is comin in a week time..cant wait for it...it has been soo long since i last gathered with them...
3. going have many many 1 day dates with my baby :D hahahas..
back to the lovely botanical garden..off to the romantic flyer :D
i did imagine the process of the day...hope when tat day comes..
.everything falls in place :D
hehhezz...
last but not least..
4. im happy because i am who i am :D

tadda now!
[[EILEEN]]

2011-02-14T22:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :D
hello...
im looking for this guy who stole my heart away!
hahahas...
if you find him..pls contact me..
and get your reward of $0.01

muahahahaazz..
HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE :D
muahahhaazz..
joshua see is gonna kill me sooonnn:D
soon enough when i get to meet him..
muahahahazz..

okay okay..
today..
went to meet my valentine for awhile..
teach him alittle of a-maths..
hahahas..
im sooo proud of myself tat i still remember okay!
MUAHAHAHAAZZ!

after that..
went to meet my mum and sis...
eat eat.walk walk den go home..
tat's how i spent my valentines...

gonna postpone my date with joshua.
until his exams are over...
so he wont have the excuse of I DONT HAVE TIME!
hahahahass...
bleahs...
tat's all for today!
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-02-12T16:26:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO!

HAHAHAA!!
this is a pic i edited when i CAN'T get to slp yesterday night..
muahahahazzz..gonna get killed alr :P

let's just talk about the past two days la...

thursday..
met up with joshua at nex..
den walk walk talk rubbish...
meet for 2 hrs..den he went back home..
hahahas...
was rather lame for the meetin up..
but it was our HAPPY 14 MONTHS :D
so we meet up:P

friday...
went back to sch for NP training...
got simin,me and jimmy..
talk talk play play...
went dinner with joshua,simin,samson,suhana,hong ying...
hahahas..
damn funny..
cos it was the first time i went to draw money..
den everyone was like laughin at me..
rahh..
I KNOW HOW TO DRAW NOW ALR OKAY!
hahahhaaassss!!!!

intend to make a outin with those bunch of awesome ppl on next next week..
hehhezz...
i really miss them LOTS~~~~

tat's all for today la..
im alittle lazy to post :P

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-02-07T21:01:00.003+08:00

CHU WU LORHHH~

hello everyone!
im back posting agn!
after a long long time! HAHAHAA!!

okay okay..
first of all..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
hahahas..
although there's like not much visitor to this blog :P
okay okay...
let's blog about this year new yearr~

REUNION DINNER~went to ahh ma hse for reunion dinner..
den was like wooohooo nice :D hehehezzz....
after that...
my mum,sis and me..
decided to head down to chinatown to get the WOOHOO feeling of chinese new year eve..
and off course..
get some good bargain to buy some new year tibits!
wanted to watch the fire cracker..
but must wait until 12 la!
so we decided not to go home so late..
and went to buy a big big packet of nuts which cost only $10!!
and and..its really really TASTY!
homed..watched tv and headed off to bed!

Chu Yi!
went to ah ma hse for lunch...
den talk talk talk...
den head down to another ah ma hse agn!
den go there..eat tian tang!
hehhezz...
den talk talk talk agn..
last but not least..
went to pay respect to my uncle..
headed home...
rest...
and went for dinner!
it was super duper NICE!
dinner for that night: $53

Chu Er!went to dad's boss to bai nian....
den went shopping with mum for groceries at nex...
blahblahblah...
it was arnd 5pm when we were done with our shopping...
mum was too lazy to cook!
sooo we decided to go out and eat agn..
japanese this time round...
yumm yumm!
dinner for the night:$102..i know its expensive...
rushed home...
cos got ppl coming to our hse...
while the adults were talking..
we were busy lookin at tor tor sleeping..
and playing in the room!
also randomin cos we got nothing better to do!
after they head home..
i watch tv..
and went to bed ~

Chu San!

relatives came over to my hse to mumm mumm!
was like woohooo!
cos many many ppl came..
and my sister friends came tooO!
den was like super duper noisy...
took photos due to BOREDOM agn!
den den..
her MFC came in the evening...
den we started to talk and laugh...
den decided to play poker..
and and I WON $2.60!hahahaas!
its very little money la :D
but its FUN~~~~
they head home at 0000hrs..
i was dead tired by then!

CHU SI...
woke up at arnd 10 plus..
den started to prepare to get out of the hse!
hahahhaass...
meet at 1220...
den talk talk laugh laugh...
was super fun la...
den lastly we decided to head down to marina bay...
river of hongbao 2011..
took tons and tons of pics!
dentalk talk talk..
after that..
headed down to sentosa...
to see the flowers..
was sooo pretty okay! HAHAHAASS!
walkin in high heels IS REALLY PAINFULLLL!!!!
after that..
headed home...
and started to prepare the food agn..
as ppl were coming over agn...
they went home at arnd 11pm..
and off i went to rest!
TIREDD!!!

Today...
went to uncle zhou chu ming hse..
den bai nian..
sit theree...
den talk talk talk...
after that..
headed to ah ma hse and enjoyed my meal!!
seriously..
ah ma cookin is still the BEST!!!
went home..
and went to centrepoint to meet my mum..
to make my POSB card :D
hahhahaass...
soo happy..
after that..
walk walk walk...
den went to roma deli to enjoy our dinner...
was really nice too :D
hehheezzz!
and now..
im sitting in front of the computeer bloggin agn!

tat's all for today!
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-02-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

IM BACK :D

hello everyone!
im back posting agn!
IM FINALLY DONE WITH MY NEW YEAR SHOPPING!
heels, dress,bracelet,menicure too! :D
sooo happy..
here's the pic for my heels :D hehehzzz
i know its pretty pretty :D
muahahahazzz!!!

new year is coming..
tml will be reunion dinner alr :D
cant wait actually..
hahahaas....
nothing much to say...
cos my food is waiting for me in the kitchen! :P

last but not least.
some feelings to share...
today..i did something which made me feel that im so pathetic...
i dunno bahs..
i did something which is like so not me...
i said tat i would wait..
but yet...my heart doesnt allow me to wait...
so i decided to say it out..
haiish...
i cant believe that i actually need to do that..
it's once in a year..
but my wish...
can only be completed..with the pathetic feelings of mine..
haiish..

tat's all bahs..
good bye people..

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

FINALLY BACK POSTING!

ELLO HUMAN BEINGS!
im back posting!
haahass..
acutually i also got nothing to post about..
just tat seeing my blog sooo dead..
i decided to post abit!
hahahaas..

okay okay..
finally im no longer working in giant alr..
and tml i will be going down to cs agn..
rahhh..its a tiring journey..
just 3 more days..
and tadda! NO MORE WORK!
like FINALLY!

and and...
i know my posting alr..
im going to TP...leisure and resort management...
hahahass...
although im a little disappointed..
but still..
its a good course afterall :D

tat's all for today..
im lazy to post :(
goodbye everyone!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

MY AWESOME BOYF~
a post for my awesome :D
its actually just a super duper random post..
but i dun care! cos i just feel like bloggin and i have NOTHIN TO BLOG ABOUT!

okay okay...
dear dear dear JOSHUA BI.
thanks for being so awesome today :D
coming to my work place with your heavy and huge bag..
just to come and visit me for like 20 mins after travelling for like 40 mins..
and head back home for another 1hr...

although there's lots of times the INSECURE comes about...
but the little things you do just make me feel that you are like awesome...
perhaps you might feel that doing those things are like HUH? when i tell you awww-ed..
but seriously..
i have to admit..
tat no one is perfect...
no matter how hard a person try...
we will never hit the target in the other party's heart...
and yupp...
i hope that's how we will work through..
after all..we have been together for 1y1m12d...
we've been through alot of rubbish together..
i hope we will stand still.. :D
but make me more secure :X
you know wad i mean boy..

tat's all..
I LOVE YOU!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-20T10:43:00.000+08:00

Hello human beings...

Im back posting agn..
Currently im on the train to work..hahahas
So i shall post while waiting to reach my destination..
Hahahass..

Okay okay...
MONDAY!
went to work..
It was enjoyable la..
Compared to being at cold storage..
Cos theres much more freedom and laughter thr..
Hahahaas...
Blahblahblah..
End work!

TUESDAY!
Went shoppin with my sis..
And finally after tryin and tryin..
Walkin and walkin...
I finally found my new year dress:)
But i still haven find my shoes yet..
Rahh..i need my heeelsss!
And ned maybe 2 pairs of flats...
Seriously im OUT OF SHOES!

WEDNESDAY!
back to work agn..
But today only got aunty lu and me
Cos the other two promoters off..
Nothin much...
But the journey to work was horrible cos i was feeling like omg...
Blahblahblah..
End work..
And dad came to drive me to my CLASS CHALET!
reached thr..
And started eating..
Super funny..
Cos we kept teasing about mr yeo and miss lan..
Hahhaaaa..
Drn balhblahblah..
Lastly went up to the room to talk with chin yi and si hui..
Really miss those days with them...
Ahhahas..
Laugh and talk..
About our stupid work experience..
And all the funny parts...
Had fun..
And went home at 10.30..
Dad drove me.wc.edwin.js.wl to serangoon..
Homed and slpt..
Hahahs..too tired..

And yupp..im done with my post abt this few days..
Lasy but not least..
I love my above pic:)
But too bad..its gone:(

Byebye
[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

MY LOVE :D
muahahahzzz..
hello ppl..
im back posting agn..
after like err...
some time?HAHAHAS!
okay okay..
let me post about my last 3 days about work! HAHAHA!

friday...
friday was hell..
cos it was damn boring there!
no ppl at all de lorh..
den it was like sooo sucky...
so its a BIG WASTE OF MY TIME!

saturday :3
the sales yesterday was much better la..
but not really good too..
den blahblahblah...
home-ed and was like sooo tired...

sunday!
today sales was rather good :D
hahahas....
den talk alot when those ppl over thr..
and went break with zulaiha...
hahhas..shes a really nice girl la..
after break was horrible...
no that the sales was horrible..
but my feelings was horrible la :(
last day of work at cold storage..
actually i did enjoy myself thr :D
and those nice ppl thr :)

okay..
tml im going up to giant..
hahahas..
gonna blend in with the aunties :D
hahahhaaaa!!
i shall be a good "auntie" too! :P
but i think im gonna get more injuries la D:
today when i went to bath..
it was like sudden pain on my hand..
because there was like cuts here and thr :(
painnn...

lets hope for a better day tml :D
last but not least..
I LOVE MY LOVER :$

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-13T21:56:00.003+08:00

WORK STARTS TML :(

hahhaas..i will be getting killed due to this photo being posted..
as its really RETARDED! muuahahazzz!!
okay okay...
i dun care..he didn't kill me for using it as my fb pic..
so i dun care :P

lets get back to serious stuff...
not tat serious la..its just about my lousy day..p.s not that lousy too!
okay..
went back to sch today..to get my eagles...and pass kenji and daniel my history and ss notes which are no longer useful to me!
after getting...
met ros and talk to mr peh for awhile..
den went down to the canteen to "study" together with daniel,kenji and nicholas...
not really studying.
but just helpin them with the qns they dunno..
hahhaass..

after that..
walk to heartland with them..
and unfortunately..
we came across someone retarded...
seriously..
i just have to say this to that particular person..
if tat person is ever reading this post:

I don't find a point "diao-ing" ppl...
and it doesn't matter with me if you like me or not..
too bad..sad to say...
i really dislike you..
so, i don't find a point having any eye contact with you at all..
hahahas..so keep that in mind..
you are just NOTHING to me at all...
so just get lost if you dislike me..
and shoo as far away as possible..
don't act until you are tat pitiful in front of other ppl..
like im the bad guy...
too bad..you are just a b*tch to me..sad to say...
but it doesnt matter to me at all..
last few sentences for you..
if you don't change your such attitude towards ppl...you will be the one suffering..
no one will suffer due to your attitude...
you wanna take my words or not its up to you :D

alright..
next...
went to library after tat..
to return my book..
as i will be getting busy for the next few weeks..
busy working...
and head back to NEX!
just nice mj was there..
so i met up with her and had some small chats..
i really miss the days with her...
thoses p5 and p6 days..were awesome :D
rahh..i dread for the arrival of tml:( rahhhh

and and..
I LOVE JOSHUA SEE :X

tat's all for today..
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

HHahas..
This pic was taken with my beloveds when i went back to sch to take my results...
Seriously..
I miss them alot..hahhaa...

Alright..
I shall post before i slp agn...
Its only 0005hrs now...
I totally rot at home today...
Watch tv..use com.rot..
Hahahas..
But i managed to finish up my book
"not quite a bride"
Its very interesting la..
And i love its ending..
Its lovely..

Currently my feet is hurtin really badly..
Due to the stupid blister caused by the stupid shoe..
I hope it will recover tml..
So by friday i would be fit to work..
So it doesnt hurt tat much anymore..
Friday would be the start of hell..
Seriously..
Dun feel like going to work at all..
Rahh...den gonna work til like tues/wed den i will off one day..
And back to work..
Rahh..how retarded can this get..

Super tired..
Time to go to slp!hahhaas..
Byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-11T21:27:00.004+08:00

SUBMITTED~

after getting my results..
was feeling rather disappointed with myself la..
got a limited amoount of choices due to my science..
and yupp..
im lucky to say that im actually able to get into the course i want?
hahahas...
but lastly i decided on my first choice..
SP-DRAMA AND PSYCHOLOGY~~
was lookin at their course structure and it looks really interesting i have to say...
so now..let's pray hard enough tat i would be able to enter tat course!

okay okay..
today...
met up with sweetie and went to eat SWENSENS!
wanted to eat earthquake des..
but lastly he say..
YOU ALSO NOT HAVING DEPRESSION LA!
den lastly..
never eat..
eat the 5 scoops one instead..
seriously..
i think that its not enough for me siia!
if im able to choose agn..
i would love to eat the EARTHQUAKE!
rahhh...

im feeling soo bored at home..
tired of all the stupid naggings..
and criticizing!
rubbish!

last but not least..
on this special day...11/1/11
happy 1y1m1d sweetie :D

tat's all
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-07T22:14:00.003+08:00

GET LOST!
rahhh..
i feel like telling you..
TO GET LOST and GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
i feel like im a jerk...
a serious jerk...
i hate myself..
i every single thing..
especially HER!
can't she just get lost..
i feel like losing my memory..
so things wont matter so much..

enough of rubbish..
time to talk about my first day of work..
today...
was great at work..
other than the lousy HL manager..
the customers were great :D
and caring as well..
and the cold room is indeed COLD!
and im proud to say i think i sold arnd 50 packets of yoghurt today :D
hahahas...

rahhh..
im totally not in the mood to post now..
seriously..
tat's all..
bye

[[EILEEN]]
you would never know how much you meant to me

2011-01-06T00:58:00.000+08:00

Now the time is let me seee....
0048..and im not asleep yet...
Seriously...i need to cultivate good sleepin habits..
Been sleepin really late and wakin up late to for this few months...
So i need to get myself to slp...
But before tat...
Let me update my lovely blog first..

Although its not filled with many many readers..
But i still love to update as...IT KILLS TIME!
and of course...
I need to record down my 2011 and bomb my feelings out...
Muahahhaazz...

Okay!
Yesterday i went tampines to meet hong ying and hui qun for lunch!
Hahhaa..feeling a little dumb as i somehow got lost there..
It has been super long since i last went there?
For a movie?with joshua?hahahas..if i never remember wrongly la...
And ever since from then never go thr alr..
Until yesterday...hahhaaa...
Eat eat den walk walk..hahahs...
Super fun with them...

After tat..
I head back to serangoon NEX to meet joshua before going home..
Since it was still early...den walk walk till arnd 7 de go home..
After buyin bubble tea for my sister!haahaaa
As per normal..we did stupid things la!hahahas..
And one sentence for joshua see!:
You are very very very evil you know!hahhaaaa :P

Tml im going to np open hse...hahahas..
Hope i wont be getting lost!!muahahazzz...
And and...
One more very important thing...
10 january will be the release of o'lvls result..omg..
Im sooo scared...
I hope will do well and get into the course i want...
Seriously...
Im scared...
Whenever i feel that i will do well...
There's always a twist..and i wont do well..
Rahhh..scary...
Nothin much alr..
3 more mins to 0100...
My sleeping time...
Good nite human beings!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-04T14:09:00.002+08:00

WOOOOHOOOOOOO!

HELLO!
im back posting agn..
shall keep this short..
as i will be going out really sooon..
yesterday went out with my family excluding my bro
to a japanese vege restaurant near bugis..
the food there was good la..
but of course..
its expensive..
den eat eat eat..
and went home and saw a hugeee teddy on my bed.
happy happy!!

it's from my brother :D
from thailand!!
muahahazz..
sooo happy..
this is the first time i getting such a big big teddy bear..
muaahahazzz

but it was a sleepless night yesterday cos...
i changed a new small pillow..
and it's weird..
so i can't slp..
rahh...flip and toss..
and finally fall asleep!
muahahazz...

tat's all la..
dun feel like posting anymore..
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE :/the picture above shows WEE-WEE..
who passed away yesterday...01012011...
before midnight arrives...
last year was pheobe and terry..
and here goes wee-wee...
tears drip..
but i was rather happy hearin that wee wee had passed on...
hearing my mum telling me tat..
her tongue rot..
and kidney spoiled...
i cant imagine how much pain she was actually in...
rest in peace all of you..
my beloveds...
also..hope that aga will get better as time passes :D

next next..
err...
let me see....
okay okay..im back playing island god..
cos im too bored..
and im getting tired of mall world..
HAHAHA!!
tat's all..
byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-01T20:58:00.003+08:00

BRAND NEW!

hello
im back posting agn..
with my BRAND NEW BLOGSKIN!
hahahass!!!!
was lookin for a new one for sooo long..
but i still cant really find the one i really wanted..
but this suits my mood quite well..
so i decided to use it!
hahahasss

since its a new year..
i decided to change a new blogskin...
but this shall only be the tempo one la..
till i really got to mood to sit down and search for another one..
as for makin my own blogskin..
i doubt i will do that...
cos as my mood changes and people come and go...
i dunwan to keep changin my blogskin..
due to the people in it..
so i decided to make things easier for myself..
and find something tat suits me best..
rather den wasting my time,
finding my own soul!
hahahasss!!

tatta..
tat's all!
byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2011-01-01T16:11:00.002+08:00

WELCOME 2011~
grats to kee seng and daphne marriage :D
on this special day...
01/01/2011 :)
its a special location too at the singapore botanical garden..
it was sooo pretty there..
like always...
and yupp my mum,dad,sis and me went over..
while my brother is still in THAILAND!

although the duration of us being there was really short..
but i really enjoyed myself la..
eating..and watchin the fishes! HAHAHA!
today never see alot of tor tor :(
cos we were at another pond..
seriously...
witnessing a marriage is really COOL man!!!
and its rather touchin la...
sooo sweettt tooO!

and and..
last but not least..
HAPPY 2011 HUMAN BEINGS!
my resolutions of the year:
#01. cherish everythin and everyone who is around me..
#02. dun ever regret again.

and my wish for this year...
#01. 31.12.11 :D

tat's all
Byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
Today marks 31/12/10!!
Last day of 2010...
Nothing much...
But it was an awesome day today...
Rain rain..
But i saw the prettiest kite...
I saw the prettiest sun..
I saw the prettiest clouds..
I saw the prettiest sky...

Even though i actually dread to go there...
I've got the chance to get away from tat place.
But i decided to somehow face it...
I choose to trust...
I choose to believe..
But yet my heart is not feeling that good too...

There's just a wall in me...
Telling myself...
Something will happen..
Something might happen...
When i know that nothing is gonna happen..

How i wish i was the one who did so much small little things with you...
Wished many many things...
Wished tat i've got a chance to turn back..
Perhaps either i choose not to appear..
Or even appear in a much earlier time..

But den...
As we walk and sit down..
Talk and talk..
Suddenly i felt really safe...
I dunno why...
Your actions,your words...
Make me safe...
Perhaps that's wad love is all about...
But i wish...
Im the one and only one...
Give me a chance...
And enter into you...

Tats all
Byebye ppl
HAPPY NEW YEARRR 2011!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-30T16:37:00.002+08:00

30th December 2010hello..
im back posting agn!
im back to share something agn :D
some told me this...
对不起,原谅我,谢谢你,我爱你:D简单的字体,背后却有很大的意义
sorry,forgive me, thank you & i love you.

seriously..this sentence came revolving around me since i came back from malaysia...
i agree with it too...
perhaps everyone think that this few words are very easy to be said at times..
but when you really need to say it..would you actually hold back for a while before saying it?
this few words might be really simple..
but yet..it has alot of meaning behind it..when you use your heart to say it out...
its totally different from saying it out without using your heart...
hahahahahaaaa!!

next next..
my awesome is finally back...
dunno if im going out tml..
i hope i would be??hahhaas...
don't feel like stayin at home at all...
but im not fully well yet la=X
tat's all
byebye

[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

MY 552 POST!

hello people.
im like FINALLY BACK!
after soooo long!hahhaass
it was sooo fun over there okay!
and i made tons and tons of very nice friends...
of course...got together with my old old long time no see friend also!
rahhh...
seriously..everyone changed alot la :D
its a good thing :D
hahahas...
anyway...
here to share something with everyone..
its rather interesting :)
the definition of FEAR:

False
Emotion
Appearing
Real

hahahas...
believe it or not..
but its rather true too la :D
hahahass...
rahhh..
currently im sick...
after laughin at my sis and joey..
den now its my turn!
KARMA la!
hahahass!!
rahhh...
2 more days and my baby would be finally back!
wooohooo..
sooo happy..
den i can see him alr!
hehehzz...

err..
shall keep this short la..
cos i need plenty of rest..
so that i will get well asap!
hahahas!!
last but not least...
time for some learning...
i need to have a peaceful mind and heart...
no matter how much you dislike a person..
try to look at them as if they are your mirror...
reflect and learn...
change them rather then dislike them..
as only changin them will make a difference in life :D

tat's all for today!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-22T21:12:00.002+08:00

SAYONARAH!

HELLO!
my last night sleeping at home
and coming to post in my blog..
until 5 days later!
muahahahazz.
im going off to MALAYSIA tml alr!!

hahahas..
i totally enjoyed today la..
although im in a super pain state!
hahahs..dun ask me why!
lalalaaa...

alright before i go...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
(in advance)

and for my dumb baby...
sayonarh sweetie..
off i go for 5 days..
and you for another 3 days..
hehehez..i know you will miss me!
muahahazz..cos i will miss you too! =X
tat's all..
take care okay..
remember to slp early..if you slp late remember to slp longer
so wont rudolph okay?although christmas is coming..
but i dun like rudolph!rahh
love you!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-20T23:38:00.001+08:00

Hello people!
Im back posting agn...
This shall be a short post la..

Today i had a lesson about GIVING..
although it was just like a 45mins lesson..
I learnt alot of from!hahhaas...
And of course...
The reflection of me myself in the mirror...
Im finding my "WAY" -> who are you...
Im findin who am i really?
Hahhas...
It a very interesting lesson i learn today...

Also...
There's no point grumbling about how bad a person is...
It just actually show how you are actually...
Why not change a point of view..
And learn from their mistakes..
And even try to change them?
Hahahas..i cant believe im saying this..
And yupp..
Im tryin to change..
To be a better person...

Last but not least...
I dunno who what when where why and how did my courage come back to me...
Im gonna work for my dreams..
And no longer hidin anymore..
Because...
LOVE is a magical word...
It makes fairytales alive~

Tats all for today..
Bye.people..
[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-19T13:40:00.003+08:00

MY WEEKKKK~

hello everyone!
im back posting agn!
this week was filled with 一场欢喜一场空 things..
hahahas...
and den...
i realised tat actually there's no point having sooo many friends!
hahahaasss!!!
as out of sooo many, who will be the ones to be there for you when you really needed them?
hahahass..i really wonder..who will be there for me...

im trying to be really optimistic now...
tat day...i broke down and cried..
only 2 person know how i really felt at the moment in time...
i felt like as if i lost something really important to me...
but yet..i doubt the other party felt so too!
hahaha...
i've decided...im not going to do anything anymore..
since no one cares..why should i care so much??
i've tried..and gave up...

okay okay next next...
yesterday...we went PASIR RIS!
hahahas...epic things happen la..
met up with joshua(birthday boy) den head off to pasir ris mrt...
den met eugene (uncle), hock ann(uncle), reynold, daryl pang, chia min (twinnie) and eugene(the shy one)..
after they mumm mumm..
we set off to ntuc to buy some rubbish to eat =X
den as we were ready to set off..
but it was raining..
so we sat at the interchange there...
den talk talk talk and crap there...

den lastly...drizzling only..
so we decided to go there and find a shelter to picnic!
hahahaass!
so we walk walk walk..den anyhow sing sing sing..
crap crap crap..laugh laugh laugh!!
finally we found a shelter!hahahas!!

here's the epic part..
one we got into the shelter and settle down..
THE RAIN STOPPED!
hahahs..den chia min throw his jacket on the floor!
den he put back onto his head!(omg.this is soooo OMG!)
den den we started eating...
den played chapteh! HAHAHAAAS!
super epic super funny..
but it wasnt as fun as how we played in sch 1 year back..
HAHAHAHA!
as eugene( uncle) need to head off to his lion dance..
we took photo des..said BYE BYE TO UNCLE!
after tat..we continue playing like nobody's business...
den laugh laugh laugh...rahhh...
after playin until super duper tired alr..
den we rest..
den nelia( birthday girl) and her friends arrived..
talk talk awhile..

after that..
head off to play at the playground...
played the slide..and BOUNCE! BOUNCE BOUNCE!
hahahaas..
it was totally awesome man!!!
HAHAHAAAA!
after that headed home...
eat, bath,watch tv and watch tv..
i was too lazy to use the com la..HAHAHAS!rahhh

there goes my day...
with all the super nice people who brought me tons of sweet memories in my secondary sch life...
although we didnt manage to cycle in the end..
but still, i really enjoyed the time with them...
thanks for such a nice day with you all :D

Messages to the nice people:

Joshua( dumb baby): Hope you like your present! hahahass! i know you had tons of fun with me la! im like sooo nice you know! hahhas..and yupp..i had tons of fun together with you tooo!bleahs!and and..YOUR BIRTHDAY IS OVER! it's my time to BULLY YOU BACK! muahahahahahaazz..in your face man!

Chia Min( twinnie) : Happy to see you not emoing yesterday! hahahass!but you are still very epic!hahahaass!!lalalaa!i know we never cycle abit sad la..but nevermind okay! next time we all go together agn!hahahahaass!!

Hock Ann( uncle) : had an awesome time playin chapteh with you..sorry to keep attacking you with the chapteh la..its not my fault..my leg dun like you! hahahaass!! remember to get me "MY" earpiece next year! =X

Eugene (uncle) : i think you are the only one who still never change la..still as talkative and still very noisy..hahhas...although i didn't contact you much but yeah! hahahas...jiayous FIGHTING!

Daryl Pang: OMG! youu look sooo different man! but its a good thing la hahahas...you know...i didn't know tat you were tat FUNNY! hahahass!!!had a good time with you!hahahaaass!!FUNNY YOU!!!

Reynold: hahahas...the best part about you was " sorry..sorry.." hahahas..its totally like omg!hahhaas..cos all you say throughout the entire time was sorry! hahahassss!it was fun to go out with you :D

Eugene (the shy one) : hahahas you are no longer as shy as before alr la..hahahas..but this time round i never see you bashin up hock ann anymore! WHY!!! hahahahass..must bash him up more..den i can LAUGH!hahahahass!!thanks for yesterday :D

and last but not least...

Nelia (aunt): although didnt spend much time with you yesterday but still..cheer up alright girl...i know you are a strong girl :D we shall go out the next time round without you being late alright...or else you really need to treat us alr la! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! i still owe you a hug lehs!

as for myself...
EILEEN: hahahas...it's time to let things go and go on with life..there's not a need to get bothered by such things anymore...i had awesome memories with alot of people..that's more than enough alr...CHEER UP GIRL! hahahass! its time to move and and find those who really cares for you :D

tat's all for today..
byebye everyone :D
[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

想说出心里的话。。
心里总是有那好不安全的感觉
觉得自己好差劲,好没用
觉得自己好自私,好烦,好烂
多希望我能安安全全的睡在我被窝里,
把心里的事情放下,
也把我很不可能的梦想抛开

我常告诉我自己
些事情是不能勉强的
要有耐心,持之以恒
这样我的梦想才会实现

我觉得我好没用
就连追求自己想要的事情也没有这个勇气
就因为我不想再度被拒绝
不想在想些有的没得
就这样,一天一天的过。
活在我不能实现的梦想里

[[周佩雯启]]

2010-12-15T16:06:00.002+08:00

POST POST AND MORE POST! HELLO!
it's WEDNESDAYYY todayyy!!!
currently im rotting at home...
playin game..listen to sonng..
and READ STORY BOOK!
OMGG..can you believe it...
im actually readin???
i think i will be bringing a book to malaysia...
cos i will be taking BUSSS!hahhaass!

okayokay..
tml im going high-tea with NICOLE TAN ANGEL~
hehehzz..happy happy..
actually it was suppose to be today..but too bad..
her mama off..so we postponed it to TML!muahahhaazz!
hehehzz..waffles here i come tml!

den sat will be going cycling with..
joshua, chia min, hock ann, eugene, nelia, daryl pang and reynold...
hehehezz..cant wait for saturday to arrive...
it has been sooo long since all of us gather together..
like how we use to do it last time..
really miss those days.
the chapteh days especially...
let's pray hard tat..
IT'S NOT GONNA RAIN!
and and im gonna take TONS OF PHOTOS!

weather forecast of mine this few days..
what are dreams exactly?
hahahas...while others are working hard for their dream come true...
i shall just sit back and try my best to help others...
but what about my own...
i wish for a dream come true...
like i say I WISH...
i once worked for it too...
but it didn't came true...
so i gave up..and started WISHIN...
i wish upon the star..i wish upon the moon...i wish upon the sun..
wishing that one fine day...
a dream come true...hahahass...

tat's all
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-13T19:05:00.003+08:00

BACK POSTING AGNNN~

hello everyone! hahahass

im back posting once agn..

after like soo many days??HAHAA

okay okay..some updates here and there...

FRIDAY...

went out and it was a superb awesome day! hahahass...

laugh laugh walk walk talk talk!!!it was totallly funnnn!

it was the best day ever :D hehezz

SATURDAY...

woke up early in the morning to go for ALUMNI meeting..

den reached although we were late...

we were still the first 3 to reach! OMG..me yiwei and joshua...

HAHAHASSS...i thought i will see many many ppl there alr..

but still we were the earliest!HAHAHA...

den sit there talk talk play play..

den get our post..

im in ADMIN! with huiqun as my HEAD agnnn! LOL!

found out that i will forever be under her!hehehzz...

after that..

blahblahblah..

den went to eat lunch together with nicole, weihow and joshua...

after that...huiqin they all also came..

den we started talkin and laughin!!!

and i have to admit that weihao really talk and laugh super loudly! hahahass!

den after that...

walk walk walk agn...

den went to eat tau hua!!!

it was nice nice nice :D hehehzz

head home and watch tv! hahahasss!!

SUNDAY...

went for band concert..

and wait wait wait for very very long..

den lastly...watch and watch..den blahblahblah..

ate dinner...

play awhile..and headed home..

homed at 8.15...

weather forecast of mine this few days...

raining and sunny both occured this few days...

ups and down...

sometimes...i just feel so retarded...

why must i be this..why must i be that...

why must i do this..why must i do that...

why must things be like this..why must things be like that...

thoughts of mine just go round and round...

i really wonder..

i wish my dreams come true...

but there is only someone who can make my dream come true...

hahahas...it will take some time..but its okay....

i've been counting as each and every single day passed..

who knows one day....it might just come!

and tadaa...my dream come true...

tat's all for today!

byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-08T16:22:00.001+08:00

HELLO HUMANS! okay...
i always wanted to post this few days...
but yupp..
IM TOOO LAZYY!!
hahahasss
okay okay

this few days was rather boring..
but not monday la :D
monday went to watch rapunzel with MUM!
hahahas
3D des...very funny...especially the horse!hehehzzz
Tuesday i went to the library to borrow two books...hahahas...one chinse and one english...
wednesday i stayed at home and rot..
thurday which is today..i went to the CHIN'S hse and played UNO and watch the ten brothers..
HAHAHAS!!!

woohoo...
ups and downs this week..
im lazy to post alr..hahahas!
byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-05T12:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

hello people..

im back posting agn..

hahahas...after this 3 weeks of holiday..

i found out that..hahahas..

im rather friendless la...

now i regret not having a very very close clique...

its just plain boring at home la..

everyone has got their own things to do...

got their own friends to be with...

but it seems like i've got none..

i just got my phone, my television, my sofa, my toys and my bed..

hahahas..

how pathetic can i get?

i dun even find any good games for me to play la...

rahhh...

i've got hundreds and hundreds of friends..

but it seems as if like i have got none..

im just somehow..

living in a world of me and myself..

i once told someone that..

no matter how close im with them..

after o's everything would be over..

and yupp..im right..

he choose not to believe me that time..

and now im right..

i dun even like talk to them at all...

somehow..

it seems like my close friends are like so busy...

charlie and angel busy with work..and home stuff...

weirdos busy with gb...

the crazy few busy with work...cos apparently one of the crazy one need to pay for his camera lens... and another crazy one he also stay at home and rot..but he doesnt come out la...

while sweetheart,uncles and aunties are busy with school..

wad else have i got??

mum,dad,sis working..

bro..all is in his mind is just studying...

hahahas...

i've got nothing...

rahh this sucks...

i've been watchin spongebob,tom and jerry,fairly offparents, phineas and ferb everyday..

and it seems like its repeating over and over agn...

even my dvd doesn't attract me anymore...

rahhh...

wad am i suppose to do..

i hope it would be better next week..

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

My wishes....
I wish i was the televsion...
So you would watch watch and watch me alll the time...
I wish i was a soccer match..
So that you would keep lookin out for me..
I wish i was your com..
As no matter how long you stare at it you wont be tired..
I dont wish to be unique..
I dont wish to be special..
I just wish tat i am the same as the rest...
Hahahss

[[EILEEN]]

2010-12-02T14:26:00.003+08:00

MISSING THOSE DAYS... rahh...
seriously..im missing those days in school..
studying playing eating sleeping getting scolded laughing...
and all the retarded things we do together in school..
and now its like over alr..so fast..so quick...
hahass..
seriously..I MISS 4E2 alottt!!!

next next...
okay...yesterday i went to underwater world, dolphin lagoon,butterfly park and images of singapore in SENTOSA!
i can say tat it was fun la...
but not as fun as i wanted it to be...due to some reasons...
rahhh...
i walk until im like super duper tired la...
as im like lacking of slee the night before..
hahhashaasss....
also also..i touch the stingray and the star fish..omg..
the feeling was like woooohooo and ewww!!hahahass!
it was fun la :D
den walk walk walk.
and reached home at around 5pm

the night was boring..just using my phone to get online..
and watchin tv..rahhh...
how borin can my holidays get??

[[EILEEN]]

2010-11-30T13:55:00.002+08:00

BORINGGG~

rahhh..

im super duper bored now!!!

yesterday was fun..as megamind was FUNNY!

and the stupid fish is so stupid!

make me thought tat it was dead...

den i kanna called dumb!rahhhh!!!

anyway..

i went to walk NEX again yesterday...

and i started to feel tat its boring..

OMG! its just like a few days only!

its crowded with like tons and tons of ppl la..

maybe that's the reason why i dun like to go there....

siianx...

currently im stoning at home...

dunno wad to do...

everyone seems to be soooo busy..

rahhhh

im boredddd!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-11-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday....
Was a super long long day in school...
Almost wasted my whole day in school..
Rotting and playin jenga..hahaas..
Really missed those days playin jenga...
Muahahaaazz..

After the goh arrived..
Went up to control room to watch the performance and blahblahblah...did stupid things..
Den laugh like mad..
Cos my head hit benjamin head den hahaaaa..
PAIN....
went home with dumb ass..
And reached home at 11pm...
Super duper tiring...
And yupp..
Thks for uncles lovely presentt:))
Tats all
Byebye~
[[EILEEN]]

2010-11-26T01:25:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone...right before i set off to my lalaland to meet my prince charming...i shall post abit here and there..hehezz This week was a really short week..got tons of things..and its like alr FRIDAY!
woohoo..there goes my friday..
As i will be wasting my entire day in school...
Den sat would be sleeping day while sunday will be another day out.
Actually...with sooo much activities being carried out... Its just 2 weeks..
Just abit more and i will be done with wad im suppose to do...
And tat makes 14 more days to another unique day of us:)

Sl campfire was fun...hahas..it brought me back to my campfire days.
The only different thing is tat this time round. Im attendin it as a senior..not as a camper.
I miss those studyin days in school...
Woohooo~ its shaggy but its really fun..

Its really true tat after we lose a thing..den we will finally realised how important tat thing was to us..
Some people will blame the others for such a scene to happen..but the fact is tat...they are the one who caused this ending...
No one will admit that they are wrong themselves..
Everyone will see wad the other person is doing and pin-point them..
But who will actually reflect themselves at the mirror and see how much they have changed..
Hahaha...
I was rather affected by wad i read somewhere... But it didnt affect me tat much...tks to sweetheart...

Sometimes i really wonder wad gave me the strength to be so strong...and wad gave me the mind to cherish.
Im cherishin each and every part of my life..
My family,my friends,my baby,my soft toys and each and everythin of mine.
Each and everyone of those are just like jigsaw puzzle.
Without any of them..my life wont be completed!! Good night humans...
Byebye
[[EILEEN]]

2010-11-23T19:48:00.002+08:00

NEW HAIR CUT!

wooohoo...

last week and this week was like a woohooo weeekk!

hahahass!

and yupp..i finally cut my hair...

and its like super duper short now okay!

and its totally alot of difference if i put my hair in a different way..muahahhaaz...

anywayy...

going to sentosa for chalet was rather interesting la...

walk super duper long in the middle of the night..

went swimmin in the pool at like 11+ pm...

hahhaas...

its a interesting experience la..

but too bad...

THE ROOM IS TOOO DIRTY!

hahahassss!!!

next next....

today i went to eat lunch with mum,xuemin, poh siew aunty and lu tai tai

hahahass

ate alot alot alot..

den set off to meet si hui and chin yi...

walked...

and ate berrylite waffles...

den went to play arcade..it was like wooohoo fun!!

hahahass!!

play until my hands are like super tiredd..

rahh..

tat's all for today..

tml going to go to school for rehearsal..

and going to school at night for SL camp campfire..

hahahasss!

tat's all

byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

BORED~

2010-11-18T18:22:00.003+08:00

BORED!!

lalalallalalalalala~

hehezz

bye!

2010-11-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

hello..im back posting agn...

dun really have a really good mood right now to post anythin out..

but im just going to blog out wad happened today...

woke up early in the morning...den prepare prepare..

and went to tangs with my mum...

bought a steamer and a mixer...

den bought TOYS!! hahahaass

after that went to walk walk walk..and blahblahblah...

went high tea at douby and i saw JOLIAN! woohoo!

hahahass!

the waffles was nice...was thinkin about someone in particular to go and eat with next time..

shall see what happen next bahs...

bought 3 new drama to watch too..hahahass..

i think tat will be what i will be doing for the next few days...

has been plannin planning and more planning..

hope it goes well...

tat's all..byebye

[[EILEEN]]

2010-11-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

ITS FINALLY OVERRRRR!!
Woohoo...im sooo happy tat os are like finally over!
I looked forward for like super duper longggg!
Sooo happy...many bad things happened this week..
But yet thanks to many ppl who brighten up my day..
I LOVE YOU GUY AND GIRLSSS!!
Shall keep this short as i will be posting a much longer one a few days later..got tons of things for me to do..
Shall hope tat everythin goes well~
BYEBYE!
[[EILEEN]]

2010-11-08T14:17:00.002+08:00

SOCIAL STUDIES IS OVER TOOOO!!!~.~ alright..
there goes my english, maths and combine humans...
goodbye to miss lan, mr yeo and mrs tan!

wednesday i would be saying goodbye to mdm de
friday i would be saying goodbye to miss lim..
and next monday i would be saying goodbye to miss kok!
and at the same time, GOODBYE TO O'LEVELS!

shall say while other say goodbye to o's this friday...
i would still be studyin at home la :(
feeling abit sad..but yeah..nevermind la...
haiish...
we got 4 months to play! 2 days nevermind de la!!
but still!!~~~~ hahahhahaaass!
the previous week was like wooohooo!!!
bio paper was managable...
as for history..im sooo worried that im going out of point...
rahh
den i went to east coast to stay over for a night...
it was a very interesting experience la...
especially the watchin the sunrise part..
COOL i have to say!
hahaaas

rahhh....
im super tired..but i dun feel like sleeping..
gonna spend the next few weeks planning at doing things! hehehezzz!!
to say this in advance...
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
when i say holiday, i really meant HOLIDAYYY!!!

2010-10-31T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone...
Before i sleep i shall post abit of here and there la..muahahaazz..
Heres a bad news..ive been slacking this few days...got study..but not alot..omg...im sooo worried now....
Rahhhh..but tml im going full force studyin alr..no more fooling around....
Its just like 15 more days till 4 months of holiday!?!?hahahas...maybe got more la..rahhh...
Im lookin forward....anyway...heres a very interesting thing...
Im going CAMPING with my family next thursday!hahahas....
Im havin my os but yupp..im spending my day with them..
It has been like woohoo long since i last went to the beach to set up and tent there and stay overnight...

I still remember when i was young..whenever we decided to go to the beach..IT WOULD ALWAYS RAIN!!hahaha..den laastly we have to camp inside the VAN!!hahahas...
I really miss thoses days...

Rahhh...
Tata all for today!tml going back to school to study bio and history!muahahahazz!!
Jiayous EILEEN CHEW!!
LETS START TO COUNT DOWN TO PARTTYYYYY!!
Byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

MESSY!!
hello everyone!
a very good reason for why am i posting now is because..
IM TAKING A BREAK TODAY!
its like finally END OF THIS WEEK!
i have been waiting for this to happen like SUPER LONNG!
muahahahhaaazzz
anyway after this entire week of papers...
TODAY PAPERS WAS THE WORST!!!
rahhh
i dun like today!!!!

i hope hope hope tat time will pass really really fast..
and 15 nov will reach very very soon!
den its time to go PARTYYY!! muahahaazzz
tat's all for today la..
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-22T19:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE... maybe this will be the last time posting my blog until like a few weeks later?
hahahas..
as O'S IS LIKE 2 DAYS AWAY!
im scared..im afraid..perhaps im just ready for my e-maths..
and my humanities only..the rest im still trying to study as much as i can...
23 more days O'S will end...
jiayous jiayous eileen chew!
i can do it des....
i promise that i wont get affected by anythin anymore..
i dunwan to regret anything..
and i wanna to do well..
i worked so hard for 4 years just for this 21 days...
jiayous!!!!!!

next up...
i dunno why...
but my emotions have been like going up and down....
i sob in bed randomly...
i laugh to myself randomly..
i think i've gone abit insane...
i hope that people around me would give in to me bahs...
as i dunno what the hell im doing at times too...
deep thoughts in me...
不懂为什么会有着种感觉，
但心里却非常的不安。
很没有安全感...
can someone get me out of this??
tat's alll!
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
Im currently on the way to study!!muahahhaxx..
Anyway..heres the thing! <b> HAPPY GRADUATION!!</b>

Ive been looking forward for this day and it finally arrived...
After 4 years in yuying...
Laughin smiling crying and getting tortured...
Hahhas...
It marks another part of my life...
Although i will still be going back to school for some extra lessons at times..but i doubt i will be attending any more frc!or singing anymore school song!!
Muahahaazz...

I had fun together with my class mates!
But most of all..
I enjoyed myself the most with our sweet npcc ppl...
Although its like always we this few only..but we really had fun together...
Louis,samson,edwin,si min,suhana...
While all of them set off to their higher journey to becoming a CI...
I shall stay put and become the best foy ever...
I shall keep my promise as thats the most i can do..
Hahhas..
Biggest thank you to the following ppl who made a big change in my life during my sec 4 period: mr peh daddy, mr yeo, miss kok,miss lim, miss lan and not forgetting mdm de...

Next my beloved friends who injected laughters into my life: chin yi,si hui,edwin,wei cheng,kian meng,chetwin,samson,louis,si min,suhana,yun yue,kelly,cheryl,jia xin not forgetting my beloved charlie and angel...nicole and hisyam....p.s sorry if i left anyone out..

Maybe without you guys...this period would be a really really tough time for me...
With you guys stuffing tissue through my hands when im crying...
And helplessly standing there to tell me to stay strong...
THANK YOU for everything...

I hope that we will still be really good friends even after our o's and hope that 10 years later...during our biggest day..our wedding day..everyone would still be together...
I love you guys!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hello human beings...
Shall keep this post really short...
ITS GRADUATION DAY tml...
Rahh...i hope tat it would be a really memoriable day...
Im falling in love with my class...
Hahas...
But too bad..its time to say good bye!!hahahas...

And yupp..i love all my teachers too!!
Hehehzz..gonna sleep soon..hope i wont pain here pain ther tonight!!rahh..byebye

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-14T20:24:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone...
Im here to update here and there..
And yupp!!im officially 16 alr!!muahahaazz...
Currently..i going to get started with bio and later on history as there will be tests tml!!

Rahh...
While other ppl in the school ends their exam tml...
I still got 1 more month before i can say good bye to everything..
And on monday would be my last day of school!!im sooooo happy!!
Although tons of my memories were from the school...but those sucky memories would never leave me...

The sweet memories with npcc..
The sweet memories with mes..
The sweet memories with my class
The sweet memories with charlie and his angels..
The sweet memories with my sweethearts..
The sweet memories with my besties!!
The sweet memories with my seniors!!!!

Hahhaas...
I hope all this good memories would stay with me forever!tats all for today.
Time to get started to study!!
Byebye!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone...
Im soooo sorry tat it has been like super duper long since i last updated...
Anyway....before i start studying at 7.30..
I shall update abit about my wooohoo weekend...

Saturday...
It was the best celebration ever as i finally went to the BOTANICAL GARDEN!!
Saw GIANT TREES! And even walk likee the entire garden...
Hehehzz..it was super duper fun...
Especially thr part where i feed the terrapins and fishes..and saying: ahhh guuu!!you very dumb lehs..dun let the fish eat your food!!!rahhh...
Apparrently..ive been known as CRAZY!but im use to tat...
As i do have two dumb terrapins at home..muahahazz..
Feeding the ducks were really fun tooo!!as its like...we were feeling the ducks..den tons of pigeons flew over to like fight the food with the ducks...den its like SUPER DUPER SCARY TOO!although im not afraid of them..hahaha...
Ducks are like super cute!!and somethin i found out..
I think ppl might think im like out of the world...but...
DUCKS CAN FLY!!hahhass..
I was really shocked when i saw they flying..
I didnt know that they could fly until saturday!!hahahaaa...
Also,played frisbee at the big big grass patch was super fun!ans i think it has been like super long since i played frisbee!!hehehzz...
Arrive home at 8pm...watch my fav show as it was the last episode...and watch even more tv..
And ended my day with a good night sleep!!

Sunday!
It was my relative wedding and his a dj of 100.3fm...
Woke up at around 11 plus...watch kim takgu till 1.30...
Had my hair mask and bath untill around 2 plus.started doing bio until 4 plus..
Ate roti prata as i was hungry!
And started to get prepared for the big day!!
I was forced to put on make up which made me go very lala as i really hate thr uncomfortable feeling...
After tons of blah blah blah and so on, we set off the fairmount singapore at rafflea city area..
Drank cocktail and went into the dinner area...
After that..i was like looking at the gifts they prepared and it waa like super duper cute!!hahahas..
Also i notice that their spot lights are really pretty too!!maybe im like tooo into mes for me to notice such things...lalallaa...
Food was so-so...but the wedding was like super sweet...
And i also saw my uncle whom i think ive not seen him for years..hahahss...he look much darker now after alot of swimming..
Always see him on television but i dont see him often in real life...hahhass
Also,i saw ah-ben and shi xin hui!!hahahss!!
Blahblahblah..and reached home at 11.35pm...
Blahblahblah with stuffs..and went to bed at 1230...
But i think i drank too much tea and i was CANNOT SLEEP!
And i lastly fall asleep at 2am..
Rahhhh...

Last part of my post for today...
I found out tat ive got a really cool family line actually as 2 of my relative are artists!!its like very hard to get 2 in a family line!??hahahss...im happy to have them part of my family!!

Alright alright..
Time to go and mugg hard with my books alr..
Byebye everyone!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

Greetings human beings....
Today marks 19 more days to o'levels..
Im terrified....

Everythin seems so like laggin behind...
And time seems to be like running away...
But yet...i've been breaking down over and over again...
The horoscope from i weekly this week ish so true...
My emotions has been going up and down...
And today...i felt really terrible...
Maybe i should say..this two days i've been feeling terrible..

I cant understand why parents aren't giving their fullest support to us now...its so damn crucial!!but why cant they stand in our shoes and know wad we really need right now...
Alright.. Shall say out what i've always wanted to tell my mum..
But i doubt i will have a chance to tell her...
I want to tell you tat your words really hurt alot....even i know you really do care for me..but your words just hurts...
Everytime i wanna tell you how i really feel...all you will always say ish that 我在跟你顶嘴..but to.be frank..ive. never wanted to fight back.with you..but all i wanted to do was to let you know how i really feel...
Do you know that because of your words i cried so hard??
Do you know that because of your words i wanted to prove you wrong so much!but whenever i fail...i would just break down and feel that you are right..
Do you know that i always wanted more attention from you?
Do you know how much i envy sister when you can laugh and talk to her everytime..but to me...im always like just someone else and we can never sit down and talk...
Do you know how much things you did to me had made me have the thoughts of just going to die?
Do you know how much i wish that whenever we go shopping,you will like the clothes i choose..not my sister's..
Do you know i wish tat there will be a day when you tell me you are proud of me..
Do you know how much i wanna hear from you words of encouragement like "you can do it des" or "just do your best"
Do you know how much i really love you??

Haiish...
As i type all this...tears rolled down again....how i wish all this will happen...it shall be a birthday wish perhaps..since i know that it will never happen..why not i just say it out to make me feel better...
Its never easy to stay strong whenever such things happen.it might just be like harsh words..but you will never know how much the pain last...i can never be as good as my siblings..they are smart..while im just the useless one..i can never be persuasive to you...cos im like the one who ish full of rubbish...how i hope tat im my sister for a day...so that i would be able to discuss with you lots of things...and smile through the day..

Tats all for today bahs..
I hope tml shall be a better day..
Good bye human beings...

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone..
Im back posting again...
Today,didnt go to school...
And i went to study with chin yi today...
Had alot of fun today with her...
Studied alot..and laugh alot too!!how i wish we have study break so tat we can really study more...

Anyway..here's an interesting news...
Only 18 ppl from my class went to school today!!
Hahahss..its like WOOHOO..
didnt expect tat more that half the class didnt went to school today...
Rahhh...anyway..i will be going to school tml..
Cos i wont pon school this week anymore??
Most likely i will only pon once a week to stay at home and study...
Hahahahass....

Last but not least fot today's post...
Today ish a special day....
But its not special at all...
Its just like no other day...but just tat...haiish...
Forget it bahs...sometimes..i just dunno wad am i suppose to say or do!!!
Sometimes...i just wish tat attention will be fully on me just for a day..
Maybe just a day will do...haiish...

Tats all bahs..
Goodbye everyone...
[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

Hello human being..im back posting once again...
Wore contact lens to school today..but my eyes were feeling too tired..so i decided to take it out and wore my funky specs...
Rahhh...although its weird..but actually its more comfy..
But i just feel that i loook REALLYYY WEIRDDD!!

Haiish..i dunno why...
But im feeling rather emotional..
Rahhh...today i felt like cryin in class...
But i just held it back and just sit there and stare into blank..
Haiish...i feel rreallyy rahhh..
How i hope someone can hear me out with their heart...
But apparrently..i cant really find someone whom i can talk to...
I need someone to be there for me when i need him...and someone to be there for me to cheer me up and make me go lalala...
Actually..im sick and tired of the people around me..and at the same time...i feel that actually human beings are really scary..
You wont know who will stab you behind you back...
And you wont know who realy treat you as their true friend...

Hahas..i really wonder why are human beings like this..i cant say much...as im a human being too..

Haiish...tats all for today my loves ones!!
Byebye...

[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

NOSE DROPPING OUT AGAIN!!!

rahhh..
i think my nose ish really going to fall off VERY VERY SOON!
it's like SUPER DUPER ITCHY! and i've been SNEEZING ALL DAY LONG!!
rahhh...
i've been very hardworking this week!
i did my bio and my maths :D hehehzz
im sooo proud of myself! hahaaasss!

anyway..i'm craving for CUPCAKES!
pretty pretty cupcakes! hehezz!
i also dunno why! but i just feel like seeing pretty pretty things..
and eating sweet sweet things..
and not just chocolates or sweet!i wanna see pretty pretty things..
and enjoy them!muahahhaazz!

next week ish going to be a really really tough week..
cos got tons of test coming up!
rahhh!
JIAYOUS TO ME~~~~~

byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

2010-10-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

OMMGGGG!

rahhh...
okay..i think for my next life..
im going to become a tree...
as i think im killing a tree everyday for their papers??LOL!
wooohooo...
this few days have been really really tiring..filled with work work and more work..
and it's like finally FRIDAY!
i think i've been studying at least 12 hrs per day! omggggg
but i can't do anything else..as i've got only like 24 days left???
rahhhh!
im scared..im worried..i just wanna do my best..
rahhh!!

anyway...
thank you to JOSHUA for coming to study with me today!
hehehezz..cos i was actually studying alone..
den he came to study with me..
im another word..look at me study!
yeahh..and i've got oreo from him for childrens' day present :D
lols!
jiayous EILEEN!
ohh ohh...
1 last thing...

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-30T07:23:00.001+08:00

Hello human beings...
Im currently im school now..and waiting for time to pass...rahhhh..im super duper tired!!
I hope today will be a good day!or else i think i will fall asleep in class!!hehheezz..

Gonna study with chinyi today:) actually...we have been studying together quite common recently..
Tats all for now!!
Byebye

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

HORRIBLE TERRIBLE!

rahhh..im back posting for yesterday and for today...
i wanted to post everything out yesterday..but i was too busy studying..
while today, i just didn't have the mood to study...
so i decided to pop by and update my blog....

so lets talk about yesterday!
good things about yesterday: i settled myself down to study and i did study quite a lot...and also, i had fun when i was studying and i was CONCENTRATING!last but not least...did a survey for MOE and i Shoot everything that i'm unhappy about..but whatever i said was the FACT!
bad things about yesterday: got shoot by a stupid teacher again...apparently, im really pissed off and feel like walking out of class just like this...and i really feel like screaming and shouting at her and ask her to SHOOO OFF! and tell her I HATE CHINESE and i will NEVER LOVE IT AGAIN! and the reason to why i hate chinese..ISH BECAUSE OF HER!

now..about today!
good things about today: i finally move my seats in front..people might think that it's not a good thing to move in front, but to me..its actually good...as this just means that i can concentrate alot more and stop slacking!it's quite fun sitting in front la...but there are pros and cons to it!
bad things about today:i can't concentrate at all today...as it's very very super duper noisy! and i just can't solve my a-maths questions! i feel that doing a-maths ish really KILLING ME!i tried to change to doing e-maths but i wasn't confident with my answers..i dunno why..maybe its a-maths that caused me to feel this way...so i've decided to study the subjects im confident in, before touching the not so good ones! they sure will boost my morale!

rahhh...
this two days are bad days....
rahhh..tat's all
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-26T23:22:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone!!
Muahahaazz..im randoming uploading today as its sunday!and i didnt upload this afternoon!
Hehheezz...
Anyway shall just keep this post short la...
Cos im rather tired..
Actually im just here to wish and pray hard that tml will be a better day...
With much more laughters and smiles...
And without the failure of my chemistry..
I hope that i will pass!!i pray hard!!
Rahhh..anyway..i had a weird dream yesterday night..
Ans its not a good dream too..
Can't really remember the details..
But i hope this dream doesnt come true...
Tat's all ppl!
Byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-25T19:42:00.002+08:00

STUDYING...

okayyy...

went to study with si hui, chin yi and yi ling today....

but it was raining so we went to yi ling hse and study!

and yupp we did chemistry and took a lot of photos!

also also! her sister ish realllly CUTE :D

actually i did enjoy studyin with them la...

but most probably i will only study with them every sat cos sunday i will be studyin by myself...

it's fun today...and i did absorb some too!

muhahahaazz!

next next...

i really feel that my sister ish such a IDIOT man!

i just feel very irritated by her la..

say dunwan to work anymore..cos she dun have enough time to study...

den blahblahblah..and now she OUT again with her FRIENDS!

and say she doesnt have time..what the hell ish that man..

its just STUPID okay!

stop acting la! its just making me feel that she's more and more disgusting!

rahhh!!

tat's all for today..

byebye human beings!!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-24T20:46:00.002+08:00

RAHHHH!
i felt like SCREAMING OUT LOOOUUDD TODAY!
its totally SUAY this week!!
rahhh....
out of 3 days..i've been aimed for 2 days!
WTH!
i do well she will also say me..i do badly she also say me!
what the hell ish wrong with her man!rahhh..
today i really felt like screaming at her to tell her to shut up and SHOO OFF!
but i held back...as my muscles were hurting and i have 1 more month to go only..
i will SHOOT HER BACK ONE DAY MAN! I PROMISE!
rahhhhhhh!
anyway...this few days i've been like slacking abit here and there...
although i did study..but didn't study much la..
gonna start all over again tml..
going to build my studying time up again! muahahhaaazzz
1 more month to go...
51 more days to end of 0 levels..
muahahhaaazzz!!
tat's all for today!
i've got pretty photos today :D

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-23T20:15:00.005+08:00

MR YEO'S BIRTHDAY :D

alright...
yesterday was mr yeo's birthday...
had alot alot of fun and it was like really really funny la :D
although yesterday was horrible as we took back our results..
but aiya..its just prelims! rahhh!
but i've alr set my aims right this time round alr :D
i might not get into the course i want..but i will try hard :D
and i will practice until im CARELESS FREE!
okay okay..back to mr yeo's celebration...
went to collect the cake together with chin yi, si hui and cheryl tan..
den after that, we were like walkin super duper fast!
den everyone was super duper tired la..
so mr yeo came down and we started singing happy birthhdayy~
den we also bought the relighting candle..
and he was blowing like mad!!!
next next!
cake smashing time...was like woooohooo..
toook a super duper long time until we finally smashed his face!
and we were like laughin like madddddd!~
had alot of fun la! and i think tat mr yeo had total fun with us too!
muahahaazz!!
tat's all!
lalalas!
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO HUMAN BEINGS!!
im back posting again before i go to sleep..
As im worried for tml's paper

You know what..u hope tat there will be a fairy godmother to appear in front of me tml...and teach me how to do the paper.
I've beenn trying really hard to tell myself i can do it for a-maths...
And i did practice..and i actually do understand the toopic..
But when im in the examination hall..i tend to like forget everythin and just give up...
Rahhh..wad am i suppose to do..
I have the urge to give up on a-maths..in other words,to drop the subject...
But ish it too late now...
And how am i suppose to prove to my mum des?
Im scared..im worried..but what am i suppose to do exactly??rahhh...
Can someone just lighten me up with some suggestions??
Tats all for now...

Good night everyone~
Sweet dreams...
ITS THE LAST PAPER FOR PRELIMS TML:)

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-19T16:11:00.002+08:00

BLAHBLAHBLAH.. SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN!rahhh....alright..im back posting again...
i tried to study in a-maths just now..and apparently, i failed..
i think my heart and brain gave up on a-maths alr..
i dunno why!!maybe cos im just not good at it?
hahas!!
this morning was hell to me!
first of all i just wanted to get tons and tons of sleep..
den i hear my dad and mum screaming and shouting..
they wasnt quarreling! but its the way the communicate..
den i got sooo irritated...after that..dad came to wake me up to mumm mumm
so i woke up den mum and dad were screaming and shouting again! rahhh!
den i feel soooo RAWR!!!!! can't i have some peace on a sunday morning?

it has been like 5 hrs since i last text...
rahhh....the feeling ish weird la..i dunno why! hahas..
forget it la..shall leave my phone aside till the vibrate and rings again!:(
why ish today such a long day..i hope tml faster arrive...and i sit for the last useless paper..
and im off for a break for the next few days...
im tired!
rahhh!
tat's all for today bahs!
byebye aliens!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

GATHERING OF THE THREE WEIRDOS! alright...
IM SUPER DUPER HAPPY TODAY! due to the following reasons:
1. prelims are finally going to be OVER! this means i can finally have 1-2 days of break!
2. went out with my friends! our friendship has lasted for err around 10 years?i think so?
3. ate waffles with ice cream in a super cool cafe!
4. took tons and tons of pictures!

had total FUN TODAY!
happy happy!
and im like tired also la!! rahhh!
i dunno wad to post suddenly..
i've got alot of things to say..but suddenly..im BLANK!! hehezz!!
byebye world!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
alright..im back bloggin for today..
First of all..im happy to say tat i can do both the papers today..
And next up..i made a new friend today:)) maybe its like a old friend..but just tat our friendship start all over again..
And last but not least...27 more days to sweet sixteen!:-P

BAD NEWS...
1. Im so damn worried for tomorrow's biology paper..
2. Forty more days to o levels..
3. Currently..in a rather bad mood perhaps...argueing with someone..haiish..

Tat's all for today.
Good night readers...

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-13T16:56:00.003+08:00

SCREW-ED...

alright..its a BAD BAD day..from the start...

firstly...first day of term 4 ish HORRIBLE!

when we went to assemble at the parade square...

we were alr like being shouted like as if we did something wrong or wad so ever...

den ask us to stand sit stand sit...

lastly we stand throughout the entire FRC!it was like WTH!

the weather ish like soooo freakin hot alr..

and we were like trying to do some last revision before we go up for our exams!

and its like totally wad the hell for us to do that!?

it's retarded la...we should understand that its the first day of term 4 afterall..

just give in abit also cannot mehs?retarded!

its just like as if the school ish not a place for education..but more like a school for training?or wad so ever!

so we went up for our english paper 2...

the paper was rather okay la...first passage was interesting..

but when it came to the second passage..i totally felt like I WANNA SLEEP!

rahhh!

also, my thumb was hurting rather badly as the skin was peeling off..

i thought it became better, but lastly after applying pressure and writing so much, the skin broke again!my poor skin..and now, im putting alot of lotion and make it heal again :D

after that...had break until 1045...

was really scared for my a-maths paper...

i told myself that i will be able to do it.

but lastly..I SCREWED it up! :(

was feeling like on the edge of crying la...

doing the paper just made me feel so demoralised..

its like im just not good at it...

no matter how hard i try...

i just can't do it! den..i was thinkin about what my mum said...and wad mr yeo told me...

at that moment in time..i just suddenly agree with my mum saying that why i study so much...since no matter how i study i also wont do well and get such crappy results de mahs...

den i thought of what mr yeo said..that i have to prove her wrong...

i wanna prove her wrong so badly that i just keep trying to mug and mug..

and lastly i still SCREW my paper up..

i was feeling so damn useless by then...when i get back my results..im just proving to her that..yeah im right...im lousy...the feeling really sucks like mad...

went home...actually wanted to go out to study..but lastly..due to some reason..was unable to go out and study...1. to relax myself down..2. to absorb in wad im havin tml..

apparently...there's alot of things that require two things, in order to get the thing you want...

for example:

telling yourself you can do it and never work hard for it doesn't work...which applies the other way round too...only movitating yourself and taking actions do work!

one hand can never clap..it requires 2 hands in order to make a piak* sound...

wanting something but not taking actions to get that thing doesnt work too...

its a horrible life...

anyway... a piece of good news: 28 MORE DAYS TO SWEET 16!

and.......... a piece of bad news: O'LVLS ish 41 days away! =X

tat's all for today...

sayonarah everyone..

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

RANDOM POSTING~

Okay!!hello everyone...
Im posting for the second time just for a simple reason which is...i wamma try posting via my phone!!hehehezz!
Here to share somethin dumb...
I think im gonnne sleep with an insect in my room tonight due to this reason..
My sister saw an insect on her phone den she was like ahhh!and she blew it off her phone..and now its no where to be found...
Rahhhh!!dumb sister!
Alright time to prepare myself for the battle starting from tml!!
Bye bye~
[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-12T19:07:00.004+08:00

GOOD EVENING PEOPLE :D

im feeling super duper sleepy right now..rahhh...
today no one was at home so it was like a woo0hoo for me!
but too bad i can't play hard...but instead have to study hard hard la...
so i decided to call chin yi over to study together with me..
so that we can help each other in a way or another..
study study study and it was around like 5 plus den we started to relax down..
and got super duper random and high la!muahahaaaazz!
took some pictures...but she say cannot post..cos she dunwan to let ppl see her fringe..
so i shall be good and keep the photos between the two of us la :D
for those who are interested, pls approach me! i will be please to show you guys the picture :D
muahahahaaazz..
alright..im happy today...cos i can finally blog with my phone!muahahhaaaazzz
gonna use it next time :D lalalass
10 more mins and im going to poof off to watch tv to reward myself for the hard work today!
muahahaazz!
and prelims are coming TML!
rahh
all the best human beings! and aliens if there's any~
byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-09T20:25:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK~ alright...this ish the first time i'm posting this week!
muahahaaazzz..
anyway..this week has been a HORRIBLE week! i'm sure those people around me know why is it a horrible week la!
it's filled with emotions and it sucks actually..
but as per normal..it took me just a day or 2 to let it go :D
muahahaazz!!
miss happy go lucky cannot emo for too long la..
not good for health...
but something tat can't be let go shall just stay floating somewhere in me..
so to those who know..pls dun dig them out la...
cos i will rahhhh!!!

but as for the best part of this week, should be the trainer here for us for the ss dunno wad thing la..
its fun i have to admit..the top few courses that i actually like! hahas!!
the rest are like just a waste of money to me! hahas!
muahahazz...
anyway! i also had fun with the people around me la!
they are nice people.
alright...
next week ish official PRELIMS ALR!
rahhh!
jiayous jiayous :D
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]

2010-09-05T16:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

woohoo! it has been like 5 days since i last posted!

hehezz..although i was like always online through my phone but im just like too lazy to update my blog la...

it has been a rather busy week i guess? studying and studying even more for my prelims..

until now...all the papers were still okay la! but i think i screwed my history somehow..

i'm scared that i wrote out of topic! rahhh!im dead if i do soooo!

and yupp its SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY for everyone else..

but not for my class..

let me annouce my schedule for the next whole week:

MONDAY: school from 0745-1400 den 1400-1600( maths remedial)

TUESDAY: school from 0745-1315 den 1400-1600(maths remedial)

WEDNESDAY: school from 0745-1330 den 1400-1600( maths remedial) 1830-2030 (chemistry night class)

THURSDAY: 0900-1300 ( maths remedial)

FRIDAY, SATURDAY & SUNDAY: study for exams...monday PRELIMS CONTINUE!

omg..

i can't believe that i'm going to pass my september holidays just like this..

although its a 1 week holiday,but actually it would mean alot to me as at least i can SLEEP LATER!

but too bad.im havin lesson early in the morning everyday!OMG!

and have lessons until 4!!rahhh...how am i suppose to survive..

but o' levels are approaching also! rahhh! 49 more days i think?

but it will end really soon too! muahhaaazz!!

let's hope that o'levels can end as fast as possible, and time for PARTYY!

hahass!!

alright..tat's all for today..

im lazy to touch my books! but i did manage to touch some..

im tired!rahhh!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-08-31T22:26:00.002+08:00

NO MORE EMO-ING... i'm gonna stop thinking about anything that will make me sad...
and concentrate on studying from tml onwards..
no more emo-ing...
no more breakin down..
i will try to keep this promise as long as i can, throughtout the next 2 months o levels period...

prelims ish like 2 days away...
woohoo!jiayous jiayous EILEEN CHEW!
i have to do well, and i really have to work hard!
jiayous :D
byebye
[[EILEEN]]
iloveyoubaby

2010-08-30T18:16:00.002+08:00

BLAHBLAHBLAH! i'm tired of going to school..
because i feel that there's nothing nice about going to school..
and the motivation of going to school is no longer there..
i rather i stay at home and study rather than going to school..
and get emo in class? i hate the feeling when i can't find someone who i can approach to..
when i need tat person to be there..
i hate it when i just feel like talkin to that person, but my heart ish holding me back...
what am i suppose to do?
we used to be good friends...but you know..you've changed..
to someone who i dunwan to know...
can you be like before again?
i really wonder...

[[EILEEN]]

2010-08-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

THOUGHTS... i don't know why am i posting this out, but i have to post this out so that the person whom i'm refering to would understand why i'm always saying tat person in particular!

okay...
shall name the person XXX! :P but i think that person will know who i'm refering to la!
XXX things that i don't understand the reason why he ish doing this..
but in fact, i can totally understand why the hell he ish doing this...
i know he wants the best out of it, so that he could do something for the teachers...
but the fact ish that PRELIMS are coming! and i would seriously like to ask...HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU HAVE LEFT!AND HOW PREPARED ARE YOU!
i seriously don't wish to see you coming out from the hall after your prelims,
emo-ing there as you know that you are not going to do well!
3 and the half years of commitments ish ENOUGH!
and we should know that we have to let go!
and o levels ish like just 59 days away...
do you think that we have any more time to waste...

i'm saying such harsh words are we are good friends..
and i want you to go into the school you want,
get good results, but not spending on your time on such things...
contributing ish good, but too much helping to your juniors won't help..
cos they will just think that you will always be there for them,
and they will never learn..wad will happen if you are no longer in school!
does that mean that for every single event you are going to go back to school and help them?
i doubt you will have the time to do that!
i'm saying this as IM WORRIED FOR YOU!
and it's not that I DON'T UNDERSTAND!
all i can say ish that i'm really disappointed in a way or another la!
if you think that i don't understand..den let it be...
from now onwards, i won't say anythin anymore..
whatever you think ish right, just do it...
since you say that i don't understand..this just means that after 4 years of friendship,
ish nothing at all to you..say that you understand me well,
its all lies...
forget it la...
i'm sad, im disappointed...i dunwan to talk about this anymore...

[[EILEEN]]

2010-08-24T21:51:00.002+08:00

GOOD DEEDS :D

i'm fortunate enough to say that i did good deeds today...

it was a rather rare chance for me to meet someone who ish visually disabled...

today..i was taking mrt from kovan and saw a around 30 years old lady holding to a walking stick...i was wondering how ish she able to get down the stairs and thought if she needed some help to the elevator...

but as i walk just beside her, i saw how she went down the stairs step my step..

i was shocked by that and as she was going towards the direction i'm headin to,

i was standing beside her all the while to make sure that i she won't hit anyone...

after that, we both board the train and she alighted at serangoon too!

as i walked behind her, suddenly after she alighted,she touched to escalator metal part and was like saying" excuse me, can anyone bring my to the circle line?"

when there was like actually no one there...

so i walked up to her and told her that i would bring her there..

i can't imagine wad would happen if no one were to be there..

there isn't any signs or wad so ever for the visually disabled ppl to go to their destination!

as she hold on to my arm and i led her to the circle line...

i was in deep thoughts... wondering what has happened to her...

and how long has she been like this...and also how much she would have been through...

she was very resilience towards everything i guess?

if not, i doubt she would be taking a public transport by herself when she have never been to that place before...

she must have been through so much, in order to achieve such a courage in her...

after she left,

i suddenly felt so fortunate that i'm able to see all the different things in the world...

i would be able to see how ppl smile, what are ppl's expression, how beautiful the world ish...

after meeting this lady, i felt that i've learnt alot...

mentally and im happy today..that i've help someone in need..

maybe it's a small little effort that i can give, but i think i must have meant alot for her :D

tat's all for today :D

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-08-22T15:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D

it's a total waste of my time today...

cos actually wanted to go and change phone today..

but lastly got some problem la..

so need wait till the problem ish settled den can change lorh

will change within this week!

anyway..

next week gonna be busy busy again alr!

muahahazz!

night class night class night class.

only thursday free..as per normal la!
but it will be more and more tiring la!

cos i doubt i will be going home to rest den go back school for night class alr..

might just like stay in school to study den go for night class..

shall see how things goes first la :D

YOG ish going to end soon!

lalalas!

it's sunday once again!

i dunwan to go back to school!

rahhh!

byebye!

[[EILEEN]]

2010-08-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :D i'm back posting once again..
as i've been rather busy la :D
wednesday i was having night class..
yesterday went to hunt for my new phone, and i would be getting it next week!
as it's out of stock..
today..studied in school den went home to help my mother celebrate her belated bthdae...
sister bought the cakes..and i just finish eating la! hehezz...
quite nice..from secret recipe...
muahahaaazz!

tml ish saturday and sunday!
i'm happy :D muahahaazz!
alright..tat's all for today la..
tml den i shall upload again i think?hehezz!
byebye!
[[EILEEN]]